"Every woman's yearning to get out of the wall, like every man's desire to possess a virgin, is an irrepressible thought." - Song Siming, "Snail Residence"
Jiang Miaomiao is the most important person of Song Siming, because it is she and her father who helped Song Siming and achieved a brilliant life resume, and Song Tai's position in his heart is very important.
However, the "dark red" in Song Siming's heart, Song Tai failed to give it to him, and became the eternal desire and desire in his heart.
Song Siming, who can sit in this position, finally turned over in the small gutter of seaweed, which is doomed, without Guo seaweed, there will be "Li Seaweed".
First, the repressive personality
Song Siming and his wife Jiang Miaomiao married, not because of love, but to the age of marriage, Jiang Miaomiao's father is helpful to Siming's development, weigh down, Song Siming only earns no loss.
Some people say that Song Siming is a "phoenix man", and I think half of them are right.
His family conditions are not good, and Jiang Miaomiao's family conditions are much better than his family's, and he is a high climber. Jiang Miaomiao is also a good person, and he is also very good to Song Siming's family, and he has a lot of financial help.
Song Siming is a little different from the average phoenix man, he is not bad, he is still good to his wife and in-laws and his parents-in-law' family, his father-in-law is sick, he can also go to the front and back like a son, this point of view, his character is still OK.
Song Siming benefited from his wife's family, and at the same time, he had to give something and live a depressed life.
Even in the moment when he knew he wasn't his wife's first man, he had chosen to ignore it. When a person chooses the upward ladder, he has to discard many details. ”
In the original work, these few sentences can write Song Siming's repression in marriage, marriage is a matter of two families, not to mention, he wants to have a smooth career, but also needs the help of his father-in-law.
He probably can't argue with his wife too casually, because her wife has always put him under her own eyes: everything he has today is given to him by my family.
Not only in marriage, he must be like an angry "little daughter-in-law", tolerant everywhere, and at work, he is the same.
Mother Seaweed said: "He is a subordinate of an official, he is in the unit, in his own home, can not be too ostentatious, must be subservient." ”
Although his position is not low, many people on the outside nod to him, but, internally, he can only be a man with his tail between his legs, and his position is "secretary".
"He even remembers the day when each old cadre retires, reminds the leaders in advance to visit, and prepares corresponding gifts according to the level." This is his secretarial work, to put it bluntly, much like the boss's assistant, seemingly imposing, but actually depressed.
Second, men's desires
"A man who has been in the city for a long time hopes to be like a wild horse, with a mane fluttering in the wind and roaming freely on the grassland."
Song Siming in marriage and work, can not let him realize the desire of men, people around him pat him on the ass, but not sincerely, he also has to pat other people's ass.
When he met seaweed, Song Siming was like finally escaping from that complicated world, which could make his soul temporarily relax.
Song Tai is a very capable woman, and Song Siming cannot realize a man's desire to protect him. Guo Haizao is different, she has just entered the society, she is ignorant of everything, and she needs a person to protect her too much.
Chen Sifu asked Guo Haizao to sing with the guests and give her some difficult work, just like bullying a little girl, Song Siming was finally able to protect her beloved woman like a man.
Seaweed's helpless and eager eyes, like a panicked little white rabbit, made Song Siming move his heart, simple like a child.
"A wife is such a woman, she comes with you, so no matter how successful you are, she will not worship." 」 Even if everyone admires you, in front of her, you are also the poor man who died of almost a penny. ”
Mrs. Song would not worship Song Siming, and she would not be like a little girl to spoil, or even ask for help, because she herself was also very shrewd and capable.
"As a man's desire, you can't fulfill it in your wife." Seaweed borrowed money twice, and she adored Song Siming's eyes, which Song Tai would never have.
Spoiled women are best killed, because men naturally like to conquer, and conquer the world by conquering women. They want to protect their beloved woman, so to conquer a man, it should be Yrou Kegang, and Seaweed happens to be a weak little woman.
Third, the obsession and regret in the heart
At the class reunion, seaweed was said to be like a college classmate of Song Siming, which was actually Song Siming's "white moonlight", a goddess he longed for and could not get in his heart.
When he looked down at the seaweed and smiled, he suddenly returned to his college days. The poor boy had a crush on the daughter of a college professor and couldn't help it, and he struggled through the youthful years when he loved very much but did not dare to confess. At that time, he silently swore that if one day, Heaven gave him another chance, and he could have the conditions, courage and ability, he would not miss it again. ”
Single love was originally very bitter, not to mention, Song Siming had not yet been able to get the goddess, which became an eternal regret in his heart.
Seaweed has just graduated from college, which is about the same age as the goddess in Song Siming's heart, and the image of the girl staying in Song Siming's heart is exactly what Seaweed is now.
Coupled with the fact that the seaweed looked a little similar to the girl, he thought that the girl had returned, and at that time he was a poor college student, too different from the professor's daughter to dare to pursue.
Now it's different, he's past the age of worrying about money, and there's no one around him who can make his heart move.
The emergence of seaweed just gave Song Siming a chance to make up for his regrets.
Song Siming still had an obsession in his heart, originally, he just liked seaweed, and after seeing that "there was a dark red Yin yin blood on the seat", he began to fall in love with seaweed.
Seaweed was exactly as he had imagined in his heart, a very clean and simple girl, just like the daughter of the professor he had crushed, and must be a virgin.
"I'm going to let the seaweed call the wind and rain." I could, because, she was the first woman to belong to me, completely and thoroughly. ”
Song Siming's wife is not a virgin, he has regrets in his heart, and Guo Haizao is the only woman he has. Although many people say, what age is it now, who still cares about it?
"Seaweed, I cherish you, I know I'm reckless, take your first." For the first time, the position of seaweed in Song Siming's heart was very important, so important that he gave his entire life.
What man doesn't want his wife to be completely his own? Song Siming is the same, he also understands that although he is not the first man in his wife, he still has done it with her respect, but for seaweed, he treats it with a more sincere and cherished heart.
For the goddess he has a crush on, for his own lack of regret in his wife.
Fourth, for the seaweed moth to put out the fire, Song Siming is not worth it
Song Siming is meticulous, and in his work, he can sit in this position, which can prove that he is not a simple person. Although he collects money and has other things, he can do it foolproof, even if the whole body is a thorn, it is difficult for others to find a breakthrough.
For the sake of seaweed, he shook out all the "thorns" on his body and exposed the handle.
Guo Haizao really didn't deserve his efforts like this, it was too worthless.
Guo Haizao lived with Xiao Bei, and he almost got a license, just because of the drop of "virgin" blood left on the car mat, he was determined to be responsible for the end. In fact, he didn't fully possess Guo Haiweed at all, from the body to the heart.
"To tell the truth, it is very ordinary, does not meet the aesthetic standards of lovers, at least no chest, no legs, no charm, just white skin." 」
On the other hand, he also did not enjoy the treatment that a lover should have, And Guo Haizao went out with him and did not make others envious, because she was very ordinary and was not a "perfect lover" in the eyes of her friends.
Song Siming is too unworthy, sometimes the obsession in people's hearts is too deep and bad, and obsession is like a kind of shackles, but also the desire in the heart.
Desire can be as deep as the sea, and shackles can also make you unable to break free. Song Siming became irrational for the regrets of his youth, and eventually buried himself, not worth it.
People can live without regrets, the past is the past, it is impossible to start again, even if the scene at that time is reproduced, people have changed, and the ending will change.
Similarly, if Song Siming had completed the regret compensation on Jiang Miaomiao, he might have a better ending.
Some people say that what killed Song Siming was the drop of "menstrual blood" of seaweed, which is not unreasonable, but the obsession in Song Siming's heart is the fundamental reason why he crossed the line.
Author: Muzi
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