After Song Siming's car accident, the last words he said were: "I love you, seaweed." "His love for seaweed, it's true, he gave too much for seaweed.
"Destined, Song Siming will lose at the hands of seaweed." In the original work, a sentence explained the direction of Song Siming's life.
Guo Haizao, a college graduate in his twenties, is simple, naïve, has a bit of posture, and seems to have no intentions at all.
Song Siming's heart is firmly tied by the "simplicity" of seaweed, he is deeply trapped, and his love for seaweed comes from the heart, without reservation, even if he is also to make up for his youth.
Seaweed is different, looking at no heart, willing to bear a son for him, in fact, she has no love for Song Siming, her love for Song Siming, in fact, is just to satisfy her own selfish desires.
First, pack simple seaweed
Guo Haizao is simple, I have never believed it, even if she is half pushed and half on the spot to Song Siming's side, but she is not a simple woman by nature.
Seaweed took Song Siming's twenty thousand yuan for the first time and sat on Song Siming's co-driver, she said: "Then how can you borrow other people's money for no reason?" ”
She must have understood in her heart that this man was so generous to her, let her pay back when and when, such a statement is equivalent to: if there is, it will be returned, and if there is none, it will be counted.
She borrowed money from her boyfriend Xiaobei, Xiaobei's attitude, she remembered very clearly, and even thought that Xiaobei did not love herself enough to be unwilling to borrow money.
Then why is this man in front of him so generous? Always remember that no rich person will give money to others because he has too much money, there must be a reason or purpose.
"Seaweed seemed to have anticipated it, and when she walked into Song Siming's office and borrowed money and knew that she was not yet on it, she knew that there would be this day coming, she was ready, she neither panicked nor hesitated, meekly pulled by Song Siming to go here or there, without a word."
Song Siming and seaweed stole joy for the first time, seaweed was nervous and afraid, but she had long been mentally prepared, I think when she first received money, she knew that this man was plotting against herself.
In addition to pretending to accept money in a casual way, she also uses her "self-esteem" to pretend to be simple.
Song Siming asked her why she had to go to Haiping every weekend, and she said, "I'm going to change clothes, and I'm changing clothes with her." ”
The change of clothes was originally to pretend to face and let others look at themselves dressed decently, but seaweed took the initiative to say the fact that they changed clothes and wore, is it not more humiliating?
Song Siming asked her out and gave her tens of thousands of yuan to buy clothes, so that she would not have to change into clothes later.
This routine is so obvious that I think many people have used it, and the seaweed is hinting at Song Siming: I don't have clothes to wear.
Seaweed's reaction when it sees the money, which is written in the original book:
Seaweed looked at Song Siming questioningly, took a step back slightly annoyed, and said, "What do you think of me?" How can you do this?" After saying that, he drew his hand back and threw the money to Song Siming.
This is "cheating", because in the end she still accepted the money, if you really don't want it, you want self-esteem, then you should resolutely refuse.
I think seaweed is quite clever, a simple woman, will be very concerned about her own image in the eyes of others, will be afraid of others to see their embarrassing side, seaweed is not, she knocked on the side of the side to say what she wants.
Second, the desire is too deep
If seaweed does not have any love for Song Siming, I think it is not right, she is through the love of Song Siming's material, by the way love this man, just like Song Siming said: the spirit is relatively strong, but there are many roads to the spirit, and the material is a part of it.
Seaweed's "love" for Song Siming, I think is no different from other lovers, in the name of love, the fact of satisfying selfish desires.
1. Materialism
"You... Never bothered with money? 60,000 hey! You easily lent me this irrelevant person? "Seaweed's worship of Song Siming began with money.
Every time she needs money, Song Siming will help in time, and she will not hesitate or urge her to return it.
Seaweed is accustomed to seeing her sister crazy for money, and she also knows that it is not easy for her and Xiaobei to save money, and here in Song Siming, she experienced a life of "no shortage of money".
She bought two coats, one for 3300 yuan and one for 3680 yuan, xiaobei looked at the good quality of the clothes and asked her: "How many hundreds?" ”
Buying thousands of pieces of clothes, Xiao Bei did not think about it, but seaweed did it through other men.
Haiping rented a house, Song Siming lent seaweed a house, let her sister live, did not collect rent, fine decoration of high-end rooms, this is what their sisters did not dare to think about before.
2. Desire for power
When seaweed encounters difficulties, Song Siming can always help her solve it, as if it is easy.
Su Chun stalled things, Song Siming quietly helped; Guo Haizao was sent by the boss to go on a business trip, because a project went wrong, others were reluctant to give money, song Siming also adjusted well.
Haiping wanted to resign, but the company was unwilling to give her a year-end bonus, Song Siming solved it with a phone call, and Haiping got several "diagnosis certificates" from major hospitals.
"Hey! Is there a problem you can't solve? ”
The power and connections in Song Siming's own hands, Guo Haizao also enjoyed, an ordinary office worker, through Song Siming, squeezed into a better class.
3. Physical desire
"Suddenly, the blood of the seaweed rushed to the brain, releasing an almost anesthetic itch from the soles of her feet, which spread rapidly throughout her body, and she couldn't stop screaming."
This was the second time that Seaweed had been with Song Siming, and she had experienced the feeling that Xiaobei had never given her.
Seaweed and Xiaobei tossed and turned blindly for more than a year, and every time Xiaobei asked her, she would cope with it and say: "High, high!" ”
An adult woman, the desire of the body is there, XiaoBei has never let her really experience, with Song Siming, it is easy to experience.
In the original book, the joy of seaweed is described as follows:
Seaweed had no idea that she had been easily overcome by a middle-aged man on the thorny road of exploring the climax for more than a year, only once or twice. The jolt of physical pleasure made her look forward to experiencing madness at once when she had just finished. Climax, perhaps, as Song Siming said, should be another drug for people!"
Xiaobei asked Seaweed to do a test, through painting to see her real need for men, the microphone represents the need for sex, the larger the painting indicates the stronger the demand. The microphone of the seaweed painting not only has a length, but also a weight, and the key is that there is such a familiar black dot on the side of the microphone facing the face!
"I love this mole, I love it to death." This is what Seaweed said to Song Siming.
Xiao Bei can't give the material enjoyment and physical satisfaction, Song Siming can give seaweed, so that she can't extricate herself.
The real love experience is given by Xiaobei, and her feelings for Xiaobei are also deeper, which is slowly accumulated in daily life, not only love, but also family affection.
Her admiration for Song Siming stems from materialism, falling into the desire to satisfy, and in the end, she herself can't tell whether she loves him as a person or the enjoyment he brings.
Third, do not love Song Siming
Seaweed's mother, a former teacher, knew what Seaweed really thought from the sisters' descriptions.
"She said she loved him, is this true love?" She did not love Song herself, but a kind of cheerfulness that nodded to everything she wanted under song's aura. You two sisters, your experience is still too shallow, you can't see through it, you can't see through it!"
If Song Siming didn't have money and didn't have that title, Seaweed wouldn't look at him at all, after all, she once said that Song Siming was too old to be a brother, and from the heart, she was a little disgusted with this uncle.
She is willing to marry Xiaobei renting a house, but she meets Song Siming, who does not resist the temptation and makes the mistake of regretting it for life.
"Looking back, between her and Song Siming, apart from those timeless joys of the bed that are carved in her heart, what is left?" Seaweed could not contact Song Siming, she looked back at the road she had traveled, she did not love Song Siming at all, the reason why she was only impressed by the joy of the bed was because she could only give Song Siming these, just like other mistresses.
Seaweed stood up with a big belly, and met Xiaobei, and there was a girl next to Xiaobei, and she realized that she had lost Xiaobei forever.
"My eyes are lost."
She never wanted to keep Song Siming, but she was very concerned about losing Xiao Bei.
Author: Muzi
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