I grew up in a purgatory for many years, there was always a faint melancholy in my heart that never dissipated, inexplicably from childhood, I did not experience the childishness and carefree depression of other people

I grew up in a purgatory

For many years, there was always a faint hint of sadness in my heart

It never dissipated, inexplicably

From childhood, I have not experienced what other people have

Childlike and carefree

Being depressed is the norm in my life

It was as if I alone was the support of the world

If you are not careful, the human world will collapse

Every step of my upbringing was a rough purgatory

If tribulation is my destiny, then

Simply impose on me the tribulations of all mankind

I will not defile the holy cross because

I have an unbendable will and an unbroken head

Come on! Let the tribulations come wilder

I will resist until there is no trace of the flesh disappearing