I am a 30-year-old single woman, nothing, hundreds of dollars of rent can not be paid, single for a long time, people are lazy, do not want to do food, clothes do not want to wash, all day call takeaway,

I am a 30-year-old single woman, nothing can be done, hundreds of dollars of rent can not be paid, single for a long time, people are lazy, meals do not want to do, clothes do not want to wash, all day long call takeaway, nothing to lie in bed is not willing to communicate with people, negative about work, but also debt tens of thousands, all day long sullen and still want to cry, always inferiority psychology depression, always feel inferior, you have no confidence, lost confidence ...

I want to find someone to marry, and I am afraid of being deceived by a scumbag, thinking of these inexplicable sadness in my heart, I don't know what to do?

There is no plan for life, do not know where the road ahead goes, want to do some business and have no capital, want to find an easy job, no culture and no technology, work is tired and low wages, want to admit their fate and are not willing, can only endure a day to count the days,

Watching others live a rich life, family happiness is very sad, inexplicably depressed, feel that they have a miserable life, no one loves no one hurts, and I don't know why it has become like this,

I wonder if I have depression?