There is a fire in everyone's heart, and those who pass by see only smoke. But there was always someone, there was always someone who could see the fire and come over and accompany me.
- Van Gogh
Recently, an article called "Our Genius Son" brush screen, I saw relevant publicity reports on many platforms, I thought it was the Network to make up a "story", until I saw the original text of the article, the first sentence at the beginning of the tears, bipolar Jin Xiaoyu through the translation of foreign works and the story of the struggle against fate, this is the meaning of life, but also the meaning of love.
I put my wife's urn in the Hangzhou funeral home, I felt my hands trembling, my legs were shaking, I let a few relatives and friends go first, I still wanted to accompany her for a while.
01
Life kisses me with pain
When he was in Tianjin, six-year-old Jin Xiaoyu played with his neighbor's children, and was shot out by a toy pistol in the child's hand, which turned out to be a small paper ball. Wan did not expect that the child put a needle in the pistol, a shot hit Xiao Yu's eye, the left eye crystal shattered, Jin Xiaoyu's eyes have been blind since then, and he can only squint at things.
Father Jin said: There is a thorn in the heart, and I never thought that it would become a knife. How could Xiao Yu's life be so bitter?
When he arrived in high school, Jin Xiaoyu's temperament changed greatly, he gave up school, became suddenly bored with school, his mood changed greatly, and the electrical appliances at home were smashed by him.
He went to the library to work as a caretaker, and because of an argument with someone, the library did not want him.
He went to work as a worker in an exhaust fan factory, and within a few days he refused to go to work, saying that the workers were not good for him.
After dropping out of school, he did not talk to his parents, he would suddenly lose his temper, his mood was extremely unstable, and he was completely changed into a person.
Teenagers, how much to endure alone, he is only a teenager.
He began to get out of control, and he developed violent tendencies and pushed the kitchen refrigerator down, which was the first time he had been violent.
Manic depression, also known as bipolar disorder, is characterized by high mood, energy, speech and activity during a manic episode, and depression is characterized by low mood, loss of interest, and decreased speech and activity. The two seizure states are often repeated, alternating, and irregular. In addition, patients with manic depression may also have anxiety, hallucinations, delusions and other psychotic symptoms, and the course of the disease is complex and changeable. The interval between the two episodes is called an intermittent period, which is long or short, during which the symptoms can disappear and the patient's social functioning returns to relative normal.
Jin Xiaoyu suffered from grumpy disease, which is a mental disorder, he could not stay in a crowded place, he gave up school, he thought about suicide, Jin's parents were heartbroken after seeing him commit suicide.
Kim's parents decided that it was acceptable not to study or work, and that they only wanted their son to live.
Since 1992, Xiao Yu has been sent to the hospital for treatment basically every year. Blaming others, being manic, having acts of destruction, is turning into a period of mania.
A classmate association changed his fate, and his mother's classmate professor at NTU wanted to ask Jin Xiaoyu to translate the book.
Teach yourself a foreign language and watch an acoustic movie. He spent six years teaching himself German and Japanese, consolidating his English. Watching foreign language movies, he first looks at the subtitles with Chinese, and after reading them, he makes a note to block the subtitles and then watch. Watch a movie N times until you fully understand it.
Until then, he succeeded.
02
Love is the flame of life
When he first arrived in Hangzhou, Jin Xiaoyu lived in a room of fifteen or six people, and it was difficult to imagine how much hardship life gave them, both to live and take care of the special Jin Xiaoyu, how many families were broken because of trivial life, and how many children were on the wrong road because they could not take care of them.
Jin father and mother have not given up on their children, they use love actions and hope to let children find the meaning of life, the first translated work "Ship Heat", when handing over the manuscript told the publisher, if the review is passed, the rest please give to Jin Xiaoyu to translate. Father Jin was very surprised, this is literature, translation is equal to re-creation, one does not know whether it can work, can the whole book work?
The latter thing, we all know, he translated 22 books, many books are even very difficult
As Father Jin said, Jin Xiaoyu's ten years of translation life are more like a training camp for the child and him, like a world away.
Love can do wonders.
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No matter how long the night is, the day always comes
Nanda students called to congratulate the child's mother, "You have raised a genius! ”
Jin Xiaoyu's translated manuscript was sent to the editorial department, and everyone rushed to be responsible editors, because there were no typos, sentences, or mistranslations in the whole book, and every book was a good seller, and the readers responded well.
In reality, there are no friends, just soaring in the book, his parents are his best friends, but also his strongest backing, relying on each other for their lives, translating into the pillars of Jin Xiaoyu's life.
Jin Xiaoyu died, Jin Xiaoyu lost his mother, life is obviously so fragile, but often erupts with transcendent power
"Please take me home, Daddy let's go home..." This is what Father Jin said when he visited Jin Xiaoyu in the hospital, and in the eyes of his parents, he will always be a genius and a child who needs to be carefully cared for.
Born in 1972, Mr. Jin is 50 years old, he said in a recent interview
"I have translated more than 400 pages and hope to finish it by my father's 88th birthday. After that, I plan to suspend translation and teach myself Spanish. ”
Father Kim, 86, said
"Now I just want to accompany my children through the rest of my life and have a sustenance for each other." Otherwise, he was alone and I was alone. ”
I wish them all the best,
May everyone face life with hope.