"They all blame me, if I hadn't run a few steps to hide from the rain, the child wouldn't have been born prematurely." Doctors say that if not treated in time, the child is likely to not be able to speak or walk for the rest of his life. In a hospital in Qujing, Yunnan, Li Yanan sat in the stairwell waiting for her son, who was doing treatment, and she told her inner grief and regret while sorting out her son's medical records. (Pictured is Li Yanan holding her son Lin Lin.) ）
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Li Yanan, a 29-year-old who lives in a mountain village in Qujing, Yunnan Province, is crying so badly in the corridor because her 3-year-old son, Liu Hailin, is doing rehabilitation treatment at the moment. However, the two-year treatment was due to an accident, and all the treatment effects were wiped out. What makes Li Yanan even more sad in her heart is that in addition to her son's treatment fee of tens of thousands of yuan per month, there is also a lingering sense of guilt in her heart, and she has always believed that it is her own reasons that have caused her son's misfortune today.
In January 2018, Li Yanan, who was 3 months pregnant, and her husband went to the hospital for obstetric examination. Because Li Yanan's home is located in the depths of the mountains of Yunnan, the road to the county seat is a rugged and difficult mountain road, and under the bumps, Li Yanan's blood is not stopping. The couple was frightened and rushed to the hospital to check the fetus, but fortunately everything went well and there was no worst result. Because Li Yanan's family all lived by farming, catching up with the busy agricultural season, Li Yanan, who had not rested for a few days, also dragged his weak body to participate in labor. Despite repeated caution, Li Yanan still moved the tire, and she could only take a large amount of fetal protection pills to protect the tire again. Li Yanan did not want to rest and protect the fetus, but the festival did not wait for anyone, missed this year's harvest, and the family even had problems eating and drinking. In this way, the seeds of suffering finally took root in the poor soil, and soon afterwards they bore the fruit that made Li Yanan regret his life.
When she was 8 months pregnant, Li Yanan suddenly encountered heavy rain on the way to buy vegetables. Worried that the fetus in the abdomen was cold, and it was not far from home, Li Yanan hurried to the house, but he did not take a few steps to faintly feel pain in his abdomen. When she returned home, as the pain slowly subsided, Li Yanan did not care, but in the middle of the night, the amniotic fluid suddenly broke, and her husband rushed her to the hospital. Because Li Yanan had moved the tire gas before, after coming to the hospital this time, although the doctor tried his best to treat the fetus, he still failed to protect the fetus, although the fetus was not pregnant enough at this time, and he could only risk giving birth. Lin Lin was born only 1.9 kg, because of premature birth, but also accompanied by hypoxia, ischemia and pneumonia and other serious diseases, just born was sent to the ICU ward for rescue. (Pictured is Li Yanan carrying her son.) ）
Li Yanan, who received the news, sat paralyzed outside the intensive care unit with her husband in her arms and cried silently. Thinking that her son was still fighting the disease alone in the cold rescue room, but he couldn't do anything, made her heart ache together. ICU costs a lot every day, and Li Yanan's body is very weak after giving birth, although she can only leave her son alone in the hospital and choose to be discharged home for recuperation. She knew that she could only be strong, she was no longer an ordinary mother, she had no way out.
After 23 days of suffering, the hospital informed Li Yanan that he could take his son home. Li Yanan saw her son for the first time, she did not even dare to hold her son hard, the child looked so weak, Li Yanan was afraid that a touch would break her son. On the day of picking up her son, the sky was thick with dark clouds and cold winds, but Li Yanan's heart was warm, and she and her son still won the battle, and she had hope for the future again.
Due to premature birth, Lin Lin's health was particularly poor, he often fell ill, and stayed in the hospital longer than at home. Li Yanan always feels that her son is malnourished, and she thinks of giving her son more nutritional products, and her son's physique will improve when he grows up. But as the days passed, she found that her son's development was seriously lagging behind, he did not sleep all day and all night, he would not look up, and when he was 8 months old, he began to have a high fever. Li Yanan was also relieved, she took her son to see a number of hospitals, and finally in the First People's Hospital of Qujing City, Lin Lin was diagnosed with leukomalacia, cerebral palsy and other diseases. (The picture shows Lin Lin doing rehabilitation training in the hospital.) ）
When she heard that her son might not be able to speak, walk, and need to be taken care of for the rest of his life, Li Yanan collapsed. Looking at the son who has suffered a lot, the voice of self-blame in his heart keeps appearing: if he is not able to raise a good fetus and protect his son, the child may not be born prematurely, nor will he suffer from such a serious illness, but he brought his son to the world to suffer. But now, she can only choose to persevere desperately, even if the time is a lifetime, so that the child can call her a mother, she is desperate to keep her son's glimmer of hope.
Li Yanan learned that her son's condition can only be treated through rehabilitation training, so she began to contact the rehabilitation hospital, and she has been silently praying, hoping that her son can slowly get better through treatment. In May 2019, she contacted a rehabilitation center in Qujing, and the doctor told her that Lin Lin needed to do a long rehabilitation, which must pay a lot of hardships and costs very expensive. Li Yanan did not hesitate to apply for the hospital, the son is her all hope, no matter how much it costs her, she is willing. Li Yanan and her husband borrowed a large amount of money, in order to better protect their son's treatment, Li Yanan took the child alone for treatment, and her husband went out to work to raise money. After starting the treatment, Lin Lin had many rehabilitation training programs every day, brain development, limb function training, language ability... The time of day is fully arranged.
Lin Lin, who grew up in the hospital, was particularly kind to the doctors wearing white coats, never cried during treatment, obediently cooperated, only when doing acupuncture, he would shed tears when he was pricked by a long needle, but he still cooperated with the doctor to finish the treatment. Fortunately, after a period of treatment, Xiao Hailin can stand up and let his mother sit for a while. Seeing that her son had improved, Li Yanan's heart for treating the child was even more sufficient, and she vowed to return her son's happy childhood to him. However, things are uncertain, and an accident makes everything disappear. Lin Lin suddenly had a general convulsion during a rehabilitation, and was diagnosed with epilepsy after examination. The sudden accident caught Li Yanan off guard, and her heart hung up again. Because every convulsion would cause damage to Lin Lin's brain, Xiao Hailin convulsed 7 or 8 times a day, which made his hard-to-stand body return to its original state. (The picture shows the corrective shoes worn by Lin Lin's rehabilitation treatment.) ）
Seeing her son suffer so much, Li Yanan's heart was broken, but for the sake of her son, she could only bury her worries and fears in her heart and grit her teeth and insist. She often broke down and cried when no one was there, and no one knew how desperate she was. Fortunately, after treatment, Lin Lin now occasionally has a seizure once in six months, but the treatment of cerebral palsy also has a long way to go, and he is 3 years old or can't speak or sit. In the past two years, in order to treat her son, Li Yanan's family has long been in debt, and her husband has been working hard to catch up with the speed of spending money in the hospital, but now is the key moment of the child's treatment, and only by persevering can he recover better and better. Li Yanan said that she did not know what to do to raise her son's life-saving money, but she could not lose her child, let alone let her son live so stupidly for a lifetime, even if it was difficult, she would persist. (Editor/Suri) If you are willing to help these unfortunate patients recover their health as soon as possible, please click the font in parentheses to jump to Tencent Le donation to donate:【
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