During the Republic of China period, the situation of women has been improved, the environment has made it so, women have gradually begun to "show their faces", such as the four talented women of the Republic of China, today she is one of them, she and Pan Liudai, Zhang Ailing, Su Qing, collectively known as the Republic of China's "four talented women", but it is like this, in terms of marital feelings, it is sympathetic, she has not married in her life, 2 times in her life, she has been imprisoned 2 times in her life, and she has a photo until her death, and her first love apologized to her at the funeral.
She is Guan Lu, originally called Hu Shoulin, Guan Lu is her pen name, born in 1907, but when she was born, the family has declined, Guan Lu's grandfather won the gamble with people in the early years, but the other party had no money, so he gave his daughter Xu Xiufeng to her family. Entering the door in this way, life at home is very difficult, and after marriage, she gave birth to 2 daughters, that is, Hu Shoulin and her sister.
Unfortunately, when Hu Shoulin was 15 years old, her mother also died of illness, and her brothers robbed all the property in her family, and finally drove them out of the house, without the protection of their parents, they were orphaned. Fortunately, the second aunt was kind enough to adopt them, but at that time, the second aunt also had her own family, and naturally she was not able to be wholehearted about them, and the second aunt herself was relatively old, thinking that it was very good for a woman to marry a ruyi langjun, so she found a man who worked in the bank for her, but she directly refused after learning about it.
For this reason, her relationship with her second aunt also broke, after which she met Liu Daoheng, who was very sympathetic to her and funded her to go to school, and Liu Daoheng's appearance was a turning point in her life. After being exposed to new ideas, she met Wang Bingnan, one of them was outstanding and successful, one was gentle and beautiful and versatile, and after the first encounter, the two became addicted to it.
Then Hu Shoulin moved, Wang Bingnan came to help, the relationship between the two was closer, but when the friendship was strong, Wang Bingnan wanted to go to Wuhan, and after he left, he sent a photo of Hu Shoulin, with the back writing, "You care about me for a while, I care about you for a lifetime", Hu Shoulin's heart was captured. Later, Hu Shoulin sneaked into No. 76 in order to work, but in the eyes of others, she became a traitor, and her pen pals and friends all condemned her, she was wronged, but she could only endure.
After the victory of the War of Resistance, she still carried such a reputation, and because of this, she was imprisoned twice, for 10 years, and finally she was able to wash away her grievances. After learning this good news, she calmly chose to commit suicide, and finally slept peacefully, and there was a photo next to the pillow, but a new sentence was added: "A ghost dream is close to whom, and the lover of the ages is alone." The desolation in this sentence is obvious, because after the surrender of Japan, she applied for redress many times but failed to do so, in this moment of scorn, the only thing she longed for was the understanding of her sweetheart, but unfortunately she also received a letter from Wang Bingnan, although everything is for work, she must also understand, but she can't help but feel lost.
In the end, she ended her desolate life, never married or childless, even when she died, she could only put a rag doll on her pillow, and finally at her funeral, Wang Bingnan looked at her portrait and bowed deeply three times to show her apology.