On March 23, 1982, in the hospital ward, a group of government workers gathered in front of the hospital bed and read aloud the decision of the Party Central Committee in front of an old woman.
In the 1930s and 1940s, this woman was a talented woman on the beach on the red pole, and she was also a red person in the family of the head of the Wang pseudo secret service
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The woman in the hospital bed listened to everything quietly, looking firmly ahead, but it was still not difficult to find that her eyes were full of tears. She said quietly:
"I'm finally looking forward to it."
Half a year later, in the Xiangshan apartment in Beijing, the woman opened the document in front of the bed again, and the emotions in her eyes were very complicated.
She silently opened a pill bottle and drank it quietly. In his hand was a memoir and a brilliant memorial essay.
She quietly closed her eyes, and there was only a plastic doll by her side, no friends, no relatives, no lovers and children.
Her name was Guan Lu, and after her death, people held a solemn memorial service for her. At the memorial service, Xia Yan said:
"In the 30 years after liberation, Guan Lu's heart has been very miserable. There must be a reason for her death. ”
So what happened to Guan Lu's body? What did she go through and why did she die alone? Since she was looking forward to what she wanted, why did she commit suicide?
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A well-known talented woman during the Republic of China period
Guan Lu, formerly known as Hu Shoulin,also known as Hu Lin, was born in 1907 in Youyu County, Shanxi Province.
Guan Lu's family was very poor when she was a child, her father died of illness when she was 7 years old, her mother died when she was 15 years old, and she followed her aunt to live in Nanjing after losing her parents. The hardships and torments of life have honed Guan Lu's character and made her study harder.
Guan Lu loves words, they are like beautiful notes, which make people have extraordinary joy. Guan Lu completed all the middle school courses since childhood, and after coming to Nanjing, he was admitted to the Philosophy Department of National Central University in Nanjing, and then transferred to the Department of Chinese.
Guan Lu loves to write and has a talent for writing. While studying at the National Central University in Nanjing, Guan Lu had already begun to publish novels in the "Childish" literary weekly sponsored by Ouyang Shan. At this time, Guan Lu has just emerged in the literary world.
Figure - Guan Lu
In 1931, Guan Lu came to Shanghai alone to break in, after the September 18 Incident, seeing countless compatriots being brutally trampled by the enemy, Guan Lu's heart ached, she resolutely decided to join the Shanghai Women's Anti-Japanese and Anti-Imperialist Grand Alliance, running and shouting for countless compatriots.
Next year. Guan Lu became deputy director of the Propaganda Department of the Anti-Imperialist Grand Alliance in Shanghai's Fanan District, became a member of the Communist Party in the same year, and joined the Left-Wing Writers' Union in China, and took over as Ding Ling to continue to be responsible for the work of the Creative Committee, the Chinese Poetry Society, and the editor of publications such as New Poetry.
At this time, Guan Lu became acquainted with Lu Xun's family, according to Zhou Haiying's later recollection:
"In my impression, Guan Lu was about 25 years old, tall and tall, with permed hair, amiable conversation, and no appearance of a revolutionary woman. She had contacts with her mother, and the two of them were very able to talk closely, and she also had contacts with anti-Japanese women's circles. ”
At this time, Guan Lu was one of the female writers with the same name as Ding Ling and Zhang Ailing on the beach, especially the song "In The Spring", which also became a movie song at that time and won the love of the vast number of people.
Guan Lu's pen wrote it
"I'd rather fight and die for the motherland than be a surviving nation!"
The patriotic verses have risen to fame in the Shanghai literary circle, and the momentum of creation is like the sun in the sky.
Some people say that if Guan Lu lived in a peaceful era, she might have become a famous female writer in history, but she was born in a turbulent era, but she embarked on the revolutionary road, so she lived a miserable life.
But if it is not the suffering of life, where are these touching and moving poems? Without this personal experience, how could you write such a delicate brushstroke?
Guan Lu's life, it can be said
"Success is also Xiao He, defeat is also Xiao He"
But perhaps, if the secret letter did not appear, Guan Lu could still show a positive image and live her life of passionate poet
A special mission in a secret letter
In November 1939, Guan Lu received a secret letter brought back from Chongqing, which read:
"Comrade Guan Lu quickly went to Hong Kong to find Comrade Xiao Liao to accept the task."
He was then a member of the Standing Committee of the Southern Bureau of the Communist Party of China and the head of the Military Group
Ye Jianying
As a party member, Guan Lu immediately came to Hong Kong by boat after receiving the secret letter, and according to the requirements of the organization, found the director of the Eighth Route Army's office in Hong Kong
Liao Chengzhi
and Pan Hannian, deputy director of the Social Department of the CPC Central Committee and director of the Intelligence Committee.
It turned out that Guan Lu had a younger sister named Hu Xiufeng, who was also a secret party member of our party, and Guan Lu was able to join the Communist Party because of her sister.
As early as 1933, after Li Shiqun was captured by the Kuomintang, when his wife was at a loss, it was Hu Xiufeng who came forward to help the two, so Li Shiqun has always been grateful to Hu Xiufeng.
At that time, the two parties had already experienced division, cooperation, and division again and again, and there were agents installed by the other side in their respective ranks, which was well known to everyone, so espionage struggles were not uncommon.
If you want to become a secret agent, you not only need to have a certain amount of courage and strategy, but more importantly, you must be firm in your revolutionary will. Very few people can really pass the organizational test and become a qualified agent.
In fact, the organization was initially ready to arrange for Hu Xiufeng to go to the infiltration, but the work she was doing was too busy, so she recommended her compatriot sister.
This was intended only for the early liberation of the motherland, and even more so that the revolutionary cause could be successful at an early date, but he did not want to accidentally change Guan Lu's life
Before performing the mission, Pan Hannian looked at Guan Lu and repeatedly told:
"Don't be careful, you can only be there with your ears and eyes, not your mouth. In the future, if someone says that you are a traitor, you don't want to defend, it will be bad to defend. ”
Becoming a spy officer, although it means facing greater dangers, also represents the trust of the party organization in itself. As soon as he thought about it, Guan Lu felt that the burden on his body was extremely arduous, and his eyes looked at Pan Hannian firmly:
"I don't defend!"
Guan Lu was mentally prepared to be insulted, accused, and not understood, but when all this really came, Guan Lu found that the situation was far more cruel than he imagined.
Picture-Pan Hannian - Staunch Marxist, former executive vice mayor of Shanghai
Head to the Devil's Cave alone
During the War of Resistance
76 Jisifei Road, Shanghai
On the surface, it looks like a private garden, but it is actually the headquarters of the Japanese secret agents. Here, the agents set up torture chambers and dungeons to interrogate and kill captured patriots.
Under the tall and thick walls and the attic covered by trees, the screams of anger and screams are endless, so No. 76 is also known as the "Magic Cave". And the head of the secret service here is Li Shiqun, who Guan Lu needs to lurk around.
Figure - 76 Jisfell Road
In the winter of 1939, a fashionably dressed woman who looked very handsome slowly walked into No. 76.
"I'm unemployed, and I want to find something to do with you."
After Guan Lu returned to Shanghai, he came to Li Shiqun's home and said straight to the point.
But Li Shiqun and his wife were very sensitive, and said to Guan Lu with a smile:
"We don't have anything for you here, and if you're short of money, just come and get it every month!"
After speaking, Li Shiqun and his wife stuffed 100 yuan into Guan Lu's bag.
Later, Guan Lu went several times in succession, until Guan Lu directly explained his purpose to the other party, and things became clear.
Photo - Li Shiqun (right)
Guan Lu said:
"My sister wrote to greet you, and she said she had a friend who was going into business and wanted to ask if you were doing it?"
Li Shiqun understood when he heard him say this, and he suddenly said:
"Your sister is a Communist Party, you are also a Communist Party, really I don't know?" Chiang Kai-shek has hurt the Communist Party and also hurt me over the years, and Wang Jingwei treated me much better than Chiang Kai-shek treated me, and I only turned to Wang. However, in the matter of opposing Chiang Kai-shek, we have suffered the same loss. ”
After Guan Lu's repeated attempts, she found that although Li Shiqun killed and plundered the people, he was very uneasy about his future and did not want to put himself in a desperate situation, so she intentionally or unintentionally revealed to Guan Lu that she wanted to cooperate with our party so that she could leave a way back for herself in the future.
Therefore, Li Shiqun often consciously or unconsciously revealed some military and political dynamics of the enemy and the hypocrites to Guan Lu. When Li Shiqun's wife, Ye Jiqing, and Mrs. Kuo play cards together, they will also pretend that some valuable information is unintentional to tell Guan Lu.
Tu - Ye Jiqing, a native of Suichang, Zhejiang
On the eve of the outbreak of the Pacific War, Guan Lu told Pan Hannian the information he had obtained from Li Shiqun, and then immediately passed it on to Yan'an, providing great help for our army to grasp the military movements of the Japanese puppet army.
Under Guan Lu's constant ideological offensive, Li Shiqun slowly understood the situation and began to protect and release the members of our party and some progressive people who were captured at No. 76, and sometimes used his authority to transport rice, medical equipment, and other materials for the New Fourth Army.
In 1942, under the repeated hints of Li Shiqun, Guan Lu began to reveal to Pan Hannian that Li Shiqun wanted to cooperate with our party, and after careful consideration, Pan Hannian came to Shanghai from Hong Kong and met Li Shiqun on a date.
After this meeting, Guan Lu officially withdrew from No. 76, but her heart was not at all relaxed, because in her heart, there was still a big stone that had not been put down.
A lonely lurking career
If you want to safely lurk around the enemy and continuously send intelligence to our front, you must be a "ruthless and desireless" person. Even though she had a fire in her heart, she still had to pretend to be cold. She could not defend herself, she could not remove her disguise, she could only inject her loneliness into her own words.
When Guan Lu was just ordered to lurk next to Li Shiqun, Li Shiqun's wife often took her to the mall with her, looking like a girlfriend.
Later, Ye Jiqing began to take Guan Lu to various public occasions. Slowly, the news of Guan Lu's defection to the Wang puppet government spread around.
Figure - Wang Jingwei
In 1940, with Wang Jingwei's actions in Nanjing, the anti-Japanese passion of the whole country was once again ignited. Everyone hates the Wang puppet government, and even more hates these people who are selling their lives for Wang Jingwei, including Of course Guan Lu.
Guan Lu's former colleagues and friends began to alienate her consciously or unconsciously because of this incident. Sometimes when encountered on the street, not only would they not say hello, but they would spit on him, and vent all their hatred for the Wang puppet government on Guan Lu.
Guan Lu longed for a confession in her heart, but the discipline of the Communists and her firm revolutionary convictions made her silently bear everything that should not belong to her.
In order to be able to deal with the enemy, Guan Lu, a simple woman, also had to start dressing up and living a life of drunken gold fans. Such a life is enjoyable for the degenerate, but it is torture for the revolutionaries.
At this time, Guan Lu's heart was very entangled, and she felt unprecedented pain. On the one hand, it comes from this life that I dislike, on the other hand, from my inner grievances, and on the other hand, from the loneliness of friends and relatives after they are estranged.
Because everyone did not know guan Lu's true identity, they misunderstood her very deeply, and slowly their attitude became cold.
Figure non-closed dew
In the autumn of 1939, Dai Pingwan asked Sikkim:
"Is Guan Lu still attending your event?"
The so-called activities are actually the poetic activities of members of the underground party. As a literary and artistic young woman who loves words, the poetry activities led by the underground party are her only comfort in this painful life. Even this only consolation was taken away by misunderstandings.
When Dai Pingwan heard Sikkim say that Guan Lu was still participating, he directly said that he would not let Guan Lu participate in the future. Sikkim was very puzzled, and Dai Wanping said directly: "Her current relationship is too complicated, it is best to separate her." ”
In this way, Guan Lu's friends in Shanghai became fewer and fewer, and slowly there was not even a single person to speak. Guan Lu proposed to the organization that he hoped to go to Yan'an or the base of the New Fourth Army in northern Jiangsu, but unexpectedly, Guan Lu received another difficult task.
Figure - Dai Pingwan
Good hope for the Occupied Zone
Guan Lu's latest assignment was to become an editor in the Japanese-founded magazine "Female Voice".
"Female Voice" is a comprehensive monthly magazine, and The real purpose of Kanro's coming to the newspaper is to get close to the president, Toshiko Sato, so as to find some Information on japanese Communist Party and spy on Japanese militarism.
Guan Lu was responsible for the novel, drama review and miscellaneous conversations in "The Female Voice". At that time, many progressive young people would submit articles to magazines, and at that time, the Japanese side was not very strict about other articles except for controlling current affairs reviews.
Guan Lu relied on his own caution and published articles that were beneficial to the people in a subtle way in many columns of the magazine. Guan Lu used "The Female Voice" as a propaganda position, which greatly encouraged the people in the occupied areas and gave everyone hope and confidence.
Later, patriotic youth recalled:
"In the dark era when tigers and wolves were in charge and foxes were rampant, and in the barren thorns of the poetry world, Comrade Guan Lu set aside a garden to support some fresh and healthy poetry grains and make them sprout and grow, which made me sincerely grateful."
In August 1943, the Great East Asian Literary Congress was held in Japan, and Guan Lu represented "Female Voice" to Tokyo to participate in this conference.
Guan Lu's meeting in Tokyo quickly fermented in China, causing the anger and invective of many patriots.
Unbeknownst to him, after Sekiro arrived in Tokyo, he used his wisdom and literary talent to hide the enemy's topics across the sea, and then summarized what he saw and heard in Japan into intelligence and brought it back to China, once again sending important information.
Guan Lu was in his post, using his weak body, going deep into the tiger's den, and fighting an extremely hard struggle with the enemy. For the victory of the revolution, she put her personal life and death aside, sacrificed her reputation and happiness, and made her own contribution to the salvation of our country's anti-Japanese struggle.
Guan Lu also had a breakdown, but every time she told herself that it would be better to wait until the victory of the War of Resistance, until the Japanese were expelled from China by us. When the time comes, the truth will be made public, and I can stand in the sun.
However, the day of standing in the sun came too late and too late.
The great contrast between the living and the posthumous
Guan Lu endured for six years in the enemy camp, and on the day of China's victory in the War of Resistance, Guan Lu was so happy that she did not know what language and vocabulary to use to describe it.
She could not wait to return to the liberated areas of northern Jiangsu and regained her literary creation with a passion for creation. But Guan Lu did not expect that at this time, the name Guan Lu had been "banned".
Guan Lu was still wearing the hat of "cultural traitor", and she felt an unprecedented collapse and loss, which even made her spirit begin to have some problems.
But this is not nothing, the most unbearable thing for Guan Lu is that her boyfriend Wang Bingnan, who has already talked about marriage, also sent herself a letter of renunciation at this time. At this moment, Guan Lu's spiritual world completely collapsed in half.
Photo - Wang Bingnan (first from right)
For some special reasons, Guan Lu's true identity was still not made public after the victory of the Anti-Japanese War, so people who saw Guan Lu on the street would still express contempt, anger, and even spit on her.
Guan Lu's spirit began to trance, she couldn't understand that she had sacrificed so much, and her career as a secret agent who endured humiliation and burdens had actually been exchanged for such an ending? She didn't understand what she was doing wrong, and she had to lock herself up.
The female poet, who was famous for her romantic literary style in Shanghai Beach, completely closed herself off, and lived the rest of her life alone.
But Guan Lu's doom had only just begun.
In 1955, Pan Hannian was unjustly imprisoned, and Guan Lu was implicated and imprisoned. To be different from freedom is to be two years.
In 1967, Guan Lu was arrested again, and it was eight years after he returned to freedom.
This ten-year prison sentence gave Guan Lu a complete blow, and her spirit completely collapsed, and she also suffered from mild schizophrenia.
Guan Luqiang held his breath, waiting for the day when he would ask for an explanation for himself.
Finally, shortly after Pan Hannian was rehabilitated, Guan Lu finally waited at the hospital bed for the "Decision on Comrade Guan Lu's Rehabilitation." At this time, Guan Lu was 75 years old, and she finally breathed a sigh of relief after hearing the news.
Not long after, Guan Lu committed suicide by taking medicine in her humble house, with only a plastic doll and a photo of her lover.
On the back of the photo are two verses:
"A ghostly dream with whom close, the eternal lover I am obsessed." 」
Picture - Guan Lu in his later years
On December 5, 1982, Guan Lu was buried in Babaoshan Cemetery. Someone found that there was a person in the crowd on the day of the funeral, like Wang Bingnan.