That year's Dai Jitao, the style of Junda, was young. After the baptism of the Second Great Revolution, Dai Jitao came to Japan to study with the old Jiang.
Stepping on the land of Japan is both curious and liberating for Dai Jitao. His curiosity about new things, new cultures, and liberation from the oppressive atmosphere in the country made him happy.
After being introduced by the locals, Dai Jitao and Lao Jiang rented a house in the local area to live.
When renting the house, the locals quietly pulled Dai Jitao, looked at him triumphantly, and told him a secret.
"When you rent a house, all the items in the house can be used by even the woman who accompanies the house."
When Dai Jitao heard this, the corners of his mouth, which were already natural and flowing, revealed a smile.
Arriving at the rented room, Dai Jitao knocked on the door.
"Anybody? We're here to rent...
Before the words could be heard, the door slowly opened, and out came a graceful Japanese woman, dressed in a kimono and with a delicate face.
Shigematsu Kaneko Wassho
In the face of such beauties, Dai Jitao's heart was already a fawn.
In the face of the sudden arrival of tenants, the hostess is also very attentive, busy before and after. And Dai Jitao stood to the side, just looking at it with a smile, the woman's every move was seen in the eyes, and every smile was also imprinted in the bottom of her heart.
Dai Jitao was immersed in such a gentle reverie, and the thought of being accompanied by her every day made Dai Jitao's temperament churn in his heart.
The mistress of the house was called Shigematsu Kaneko, and Dai Jitao obsessively wrote down her name.
In the future, Lao Jiang and Dai Jitao lived in this house, and their daily living was also taken care of by Shigematsu Gold, and in the face of the meticulous service of the landlady on weekdays, Dai Jitao could not help but hear the "advice" of the locals when renting a house.
Dai Jitao and old Jiang ben were young talents in China, and at this time they were young and spirited. Erudite and talented, outstanding, naturally attract the heroine's heart.
That's how it happened, that night Dai Jitao looked for the hostess to serve wine, and Dai Jitao took the heavy pine gold into his arms with the wine intention, and the gold wanted to refuse and be ashamed, and fell into his arms, and Dai Jitao also felt a piece of tenderness in his arms.
In this way, Lang was in love with a concubine, and the two people began the relationship.
However, what is even more chaotic is that the old Jiang, who is also a tenant, is also a young talent like Dai Jitao, and the talent of the wind is naturally not under Dai Jitao.
Treating the heavy pine gold is also like a magnet that firmly attracts her heart.
When Dai Jitao learned of this, instead of being angry, he was very much in favor of it, and the chaotic relationship between the three people unfolded like this. In this way, the two of them indulged in the gentle countryside of Shigematsu Gold.
After finishing their studies, Dai Jitao and Lao Jiang also left Japan and returned to their motherland. It was also at this time that Dai Jitao met his hair-tied wife Niu Youheng.
Dai Jitao
Unlike the women of the feudal society who wrapped their feet, Niu Youheng was a cultured and knowledgeable woman.
Niu Youheng's life experience is also quite legendary, her family was originally rich and wealthy, but the family was in the middle of the road.
At the age of 17, after seeing all the heat and cold in the world, she was full of disappointment and tiredness about real life, so she chose to become a nun.
After her family persuaded her to be vulgar, she was sent to school by her family.
Niu Youheng's grades were excellent during her school years, and she graduated with the first place in the school in 1909 and became a teacher in Shanghai.
At the age of 25, she met Dai Jitao, who was 4 years younger than her.
The encounter was a party introduced by a friend, and Niu Youheng came to the party to get acquainted with Dai Jitao through the introduction of a friend.
In fact, the introduction is already superfluous, and at the moment of entering the party, Niu Youheng was attracted by the well-dressed and personable teenager in the corner.
After the conversation, I found that the teenager opposite was already the chief writer of the "Tianduo Newspaper" at a young age, and this teenager was funny and humorous during the conversation, and at the same time he was talented.
At this time, Niu Youheng was already secretly promising, but more importantly, through the conversation between the two, Niu Youheng found that the teenager in front of him had extraordinary ambitions.
Niu Youheng, who was already extremely disappointed in the reality of the country, seemed to have met a confidant, and the two people had the same ambitions.
Niu Youheng, who has always hated himself for giving birth to his daughter, also made up his mind secretly, "My ambition is entrusted to this man." ”
And Dai Jitao? Seeing this naturally beautiful, gentle and elegant woman is also fascinating at first sight.
At the first sight that day, the woman in front of him was deeply amazed by Dai Jitao, and his beautiful face touched his heart.
Her beauty is so pure and clean, she is sensible, intelligent, elegant and unpolished. The naturally beautiful Button Youheng made Dai Jitao's heart fall into a whirlpool and could not extricate himself.
Dai Jitao looked at the woman in front of her and could not speak for a long time, and her eyes were tied to her like ropes.
Dai Jitao eased up, and his heart had already determined that she was the indispensable love of my destiny.
In 1911 the two men married each other.
In 1912, Dai Jitao's "Tianduo Bao" was shut down, and Dai Jitao fled to Japan, but because he missed his wife, he was caught by the government on the way back to China to find his wife.
At this time, the Niu Youheng family raised the strength of the whole family, and tried to protect Dai Jitao to let him die and live.
Niu Youheng is not only Dai Jitao's confidant and wife, but also Dai Jitao's benefactor.
Dai Jitao's personality is frizzy and irritable, and he has been growing up in age, but his temperament has always been like a child, although he has learned to be rich in five cars, but he is impulsive in doing things, while Niu Youheng is calm and wise.
In the days that followed, Niu Youheng had always been very strict with Dai Jitao's discipline, and had always spurred him to become a better person.
At this time, Niu Youheng has a new identity, Dai Jitao's "guardian", she not only takes care of his life and life, but also guides him how to behave in the world.
When Dai Jitao encountered any major events, he had to go home to discuss with his wife and win his wife's opinion.
Over time, Dai Jitao's feelings for Niu Youheng were not only love, but also gratitude and respect. On weekdays, Dai Jitao treats his wife as the eldest sister.
In Dai Jitao's eyes, his wife has wisdom, vision, and knows how to score inches.
For Dai Jitao, the presence of a wife is not only companionship.
The elder Jiang and the second son, Jiang Weiguo
I remember many times when I was entertaining guests at home, Dai Jitao's mouth was like a river, and once the conversation box was opened, it could not stop at all.
Niu Youheng deliberately stipulated that he should talk less and recuperate during his recuperation.
However, how could Dai Jitao, who was on his head, notice this?
After thinking about it, Niu Youheng thought about it and thought of a way: hang a brass bell in the living room, and every time the time comes to shake the bell, Dai Jitao will keep his mouth shut, which can be described as repeated trials.
Jiang Weiguo's military uniform
The calm day was like a puddle of water, and a sudden stone broke the calm.
That day, Dai Jitao was working in the office as usual, and when he came in from outside, he told a woman to come looking for Dai Jitao. Dai Jitao was also very confused, but vaguely Dai Jitao felt a sense of uneasiness.
After a little thought, he told his men to let them bring in. Dai Jitao stood up and looked at the door.
After a few minutes, Dai Jitao saw a familiar figure---- heavy pine gold.
And Shigematsu Kaneko has one more child in her arms.
Comparison of Dai Jitao and Jiang Weiguo
Dai Jitao was like five thunderbolts, his knees were weak, and his hands quickly supported his body on the door. At this time, a layer of misty cold sweat had oozed from his forehead.
Shigematsu Kaneko looked sad, but after seeing him, a trace of joy appeared on her face, and she told him happily, this is your child, who is three years old this year.
Although Dai Jitao still sat patiently on the opposite side, his heart was already confused.
He never dreamed that his debt would be repaid today.
Daiki Towa Shigeru Matsu Kaneko
"Pass on to be your son, I don't have the guts to let my eldest sister know about this." Dai Jitao sighed deeply.
"The eldest sister knows that I am definitely finished!" The words were repeated in his mind, and Dai Jitao bit his lip and clenched his fists. Eyes kept looking at the child in front of him.
And what Shigematsu Kaneko said was already slowly fading in my mind. Dai Jitao no longer knew what was said in his mouth and what he had done physically.
By the time he was relieved, Shigematsu Gold had been sent away, and he paced back and forth in the office for a long time. Dai Jitao sat down and took a deep breath, and after holding up the heavy glasses, he pinched his temples.
Young Jiang Weiguo
I thought that if I let my eldest sister know about his debt, I didn't know what the end would be like. Still shaking with weakness, the already cold fingers pressed on the temples.
Suddenly Dai Ji Tao Ji came to his heart.
His men came to report that Shigematsu Kaneko had left and left the child behind. Dai Jitao quickly brought the child to find Old Jiang.
Old Jiang looked at the child in front of him and thought for a long time.
"Aren't you going to want your flesh and blood?"
"Well, Liangbi, are you still going to recognize your child?" Old Jiang looked at the child in front of him and liked it very much.
"Never admit it!"
Smiling Dai Jitao
This little child was Jiang Weiguo, the second son of old Jiang. In the end, Dai Jitao did not recognize Jiang Weiguo when he died.
Many years later, Jiang Weiguo himself found out his own life, and the truth was revealed.
Dai Jitao's jealousy of the eldest sister Niu Youheng is carved into the bone marrow, but the love for Niu Youheng is equally profound.
When the time came to that autumn, Dai Jitao was depressed and weak due to political affairs, and came to Hangzhou to recuperate.
His wife, Who was supposed to take care of him, was usually troubled by chores, so he entrusted his niece Zhao Shuwen to take care of Dai Jitao's living.
In the face of his niece and niece, Dai Jitao's heart couldn't help but start to stir, he hadn't felt this way for so many years.
After marrying his wife, although he took good care of himself, he still devoted himself to the Buddha and was not interested in the affairs of men and women.
Especially after giving birth to the eldest son, he thought that he had completed the task of succession, and he concentrated on Buddhism, burning incense and praying every day, not asking about men and women.
This made Dai Jitao, who was already popular, very distressed, but he did not dare to say that now his wife was not around, plus he was such a pure and lovely woman who took care of himself.
This made Dai Jitao, who had been calm in his heart for a long time, have a dark tide in his heart, and he who had been lonely for too long, such as Feng Ganlin, who was already not small, was also filled with thoughts that he only had when he was young.
Zhao Shuwen was innocent and innocent, as if she had injected a lot of vitality into Dai Jitao's life.
She is not only lively but also knowledgeable, and takes good care of him every day, Dai Jitao can be said to be full of joy, through a period of time together, the distance between the two people has been deliberately narrowed little by little.
During these days, Zhao Shuwen developed a different kind of affection for the mature, stable and courteous Dai Jitao, and finally broke the shackles of morality at the request of Dai Jitao.
I thought that things could be hidden secretly in this way, but it backfired.
Old Jiang and his second son
Late in the night of the ninth month of the lunar calendar in 1923, Dai Jitao, who was returning to his hometown from Shanghai by boat, couldn't sleep, and one thing in his mind these days has always worried him.
That is, he learned that his niece, Zhao Shuwen, had gone to his home to find his wife.
He rolled over and got out of bed, pushed open the door and came to the deck. The clear night sky and the sparkling river scenery have not been able to make him relax.
He hated himself, obviously in awe of his wife, but he was a mischievous embryo. If things are revealed, how will he punish his wife Niu Youheng?
Dai Jitao really loves his eldest sister, but after years of drying up, how can Dai Jitao, who is already in a good mood, be able to hold it?
Dai Jitao supported the heavy glasses on the bridge of his nose, and now even one glasses were overwhelmed for him.
As the ship traveled, the distance from home became closer and closer, but Dai Jitao did not have a trace of joy in returning to his hometown, and instead replaced it with more and more intense uneasiness.
Kaneko Shigematsu
He did not dare to face his wife---- Niu Youheng, and once the adultery with his niece and niece was revealed, his reputation would be ruined.
Looking at the direction of home on the deck, Dai Jitao's thoughts turned more and more into the river and the sea, Dai Jitao saw this billowing river, he gritted his teeth and took a hard breath. Climbed up the fence of the boat...
The people accompanying the boat found that Dai Jitao had jumped into the river a day later.
After such a long time, the people only thought that there was no hope of survival.
And Dai Jitao? Fu Dada's life was great, because he was lightly dressed and was not easy to sink into the water, he was washed away by the river.
Rescued by a passing fishing boat, Dai Jitao, who was dead and alive, sat on the fishing boat and thought about it.
Zhao Shuwen and Dai Jitao
Having survived death, he no longer had the courage to jump into the river at that time, so he had to choose to go home to face the condemnation and punishment of his wife Niu Youheng.
The matter was revealed, and Dai Jitao, who returned home, fidgeted in the living room.
He didn't know what kind of harsh rebuke the eldest sister would have, and he was thinking wildly waiting for Niu Youheng's judgment.
Button has constant
The eldest sister finally came, her eyes were full of disappointment, looking at her husband who stood in the distance and did not dare to look at herself, and thought that Zhao Shuwen was pregnant.
Niu Youheng's heart softened after all.
If you expose the scandal of your husband, it will only tear the whole family apart and ruin Zhao Shuwen's life.
She is a woman with a general understanding, in the face of this problem, although she is unwilling in her heart, she finally chose to be tolerant.
Niu Youheng hated iron and stared at Dai Jitao.
Dai Jitao did not dare to look up, but he knew in his heart that the eldest sister still loved him, and for the sake of his reputation, the eldest sister chose to tolerate it. After all, Zhao Shuwen was already pregnant with her own child.
After this incident, Dai Jitao was grateful to Niu Youheng for his tolerance and forgave him for the mistakes he had committed for a while.
Zhao Shuwen
Niu Youheng knew in his heart what kind of person his husband was, and he also needed his own spurs and beatings in his daily life, but sometimes he looked at his long shirt, handsome and emaciated back, and his eyes became gentle.
"Who called him the man in my heart?"
The relationship changed in the fall of 1942, and on September 15, Niu Youheng suffered a sudden cerebral hemorrhage and never woke up.
Dai Jitao looked at the coffin that had been sent away, and his heart was like a knife, and his most respected sister died in this way. There is no such person in the world who loves me.
Dai Jitao walked through his own house, looking at every corner, as if he could see the busy figure of Niu Youheng and the laughter and scolding of himself on weekdays, and the sound and smile of the past appeared in front of his eyes, and for a while the tears also wet his eyes.
Looking out over the fence, the old man is no longer there.
But Dai Jitao's mournful heart has derived a little lightness, and his wife has been treating himself very majestically for so many years, and now Dai Jitao has mixed feelings in his heart.
Dai Jitao took Zhao Shuwen's hand, before the world, he alone could get the admiration and care of the two. Now only half left, and this world is added to the loneliness.
The death of Niu Youheng hit Dai Jitao greatly, until Niu Youheng died more than a year ago, Dai Jitao married Zhao Shuwen into the door.
However, the thought of his wife has not faded because of time, but the longer the time, the more he misses.
Dai Jitao and his eldest brother Lao Jiang
The days passed slowly, and since the eldest sister was still alive many years ago, Dai Jitao's life was not satisfactory.
After the outbreak of the Xi'an Incident and song Meiling's political views, he was estranged from the above, and from the "think tank" and "national teacher" of the state to the president of the examination institute, Dai Jitao's heart was so frustrated.
Over the years, coupled with the death of the eldest sister Niu Youheng, bored and frustrated, added to the sadness, Dai Jitao often supported the book case, long and short sighs.
In January 1949, Dai Jitao came to Guangzhou, this time to nourish the body, years of boredom and exclusion have made Dai Jitao's body go downhill.
On that day, someone suddenly broke into the house, and Dai Jitao got up to watch, and it was the soldiers of the Nationalist government who rushed in.
"What are you doing here?" Why did you come to my house? Dai Jitao was very confused, after all, he had been idle for a long time, and politics could be said to be uninterested in recent years.
Dai Jitao's old age photo
The soldiers' answers explained their intentions, they were sent by Sun Ke, who was a candidate for vice president.
Sun Kexiang took a fancy to Dai Jitao's house in the East Garden and forcibly packed and transferred Dai Jitao's luggage.
Dai Jitao watched as his luggage was removed by the soldiers one by one, and the hand that held out to block it hung down weakly.
In the dark of night, Dai Jitao stood in front of the window, facing the direction of his home, and now he had been occupied by people, his thoughts were thousands of sails, and his worries about his wife button were aroused by silk, tossing and turning, and his heart was cold as ashes.
"Youheng, I'm sorry for you, I'm too tired in this life, the pedantic party-state and the exclusion of these powerful villains I can't breathe, if you are here, it would be fine." Dai Jitao murmured.
"In this life, I am afraid of you, you are my eldest sister, my virtuous wife, I have relied too much on you, now that you are gone, it is too difficult to live, can I not even sleep, I really want to be like you can't wake up." 」
Dai Jitao shook his head and sighed: "In my life, I have sought death twice, once jumped into the river because I was afraid that you would know my adulterous feelings, and this time I thought of you and went with you." ”
Looking at the sleeping pills on the table, Dai Jitao did not hesitate any longer and swallowed them in one breath.
The night was faint, but who knew that the bright moon was as cold as snow.