The reconciliation between a leukemia son and a deviant mother

1、

Sichuan Luzhou to Guangzhou South Railway Station, 11 hours by train, sitting on the train to Guangzhou, I looked at the scenery flying outside the window, thinking about asking for the people in the village of my hometown, 11 hours of driving, I did not feel difficult.

I don't know what I would do if it turned out to be the same as they said.

Dead? I buy it every day now, so how can I die?

Break off relations with your mother?

A lot of ideas popped into my head, but they slipped away like fish, and I couldn't catch them or want to.

When I got to Guangzhou South Railway Station, it was 5 p.m., and I used the rest of the money to call a taxi to the address where she sent me something.

The driver of the car looked at me with a slight deep understanding, and when he was about to get out of the car, he said, "Boy, you are still young, you want to do this, remember to buy a set."

I didn't understand what he meant when he said this, but when I came down this street, I understood.

In this late autumn season, although Guangzhou is not as cold as Sichuan, you can still wear a coat, and you can see many women wearing suspenders and painted eye makeup walking through the streets.

I passed by and a little sister in a red slip dress stopped me.

"Little handsome man, do you want to come and play, 100 yuan a time."

I quickly ran around, the doctor said, I can't run fast, but at that moment, I can only feel alive if I run.

2、

Seeing my mother in the hospital, she also had the same makeup on her face as the women, a 40-year-old person, still wearing a hip skirt with bare shoulders, when she came to see me, it attracted everyone around the ward to look at me, and my face hurt fiercely.

"Baby, do you have anything like that?" The first words she said when she saw me.

Then I touched my forehead with my hand to see if I had a fever, and I skimmed my face, not wanting her to touch it.

"What's up?" doll? Isn't it uncomfortable? I'll go call you a doctor." She said that she was about to get up, and I took her hand, and her hand was not the hand in my composition, and in the composition, I wrote: My mother has a pair of hands, and those hands are constantly working hard, and they have cracks one after another."

Her hands were cold, but they were also soft, without the slightest crack, and at that moment, I thought she should be doing well.

But a sense of disgust for her also arose in my heart.

The doctor explained some precautions, knew that I was taking imported medicines from abroad, and did not let me stay in the hospital.

My mother took me back to her place, still on the greasy street, and the little sister in red who had stopped me before saw me.

"Yo! Little handsome guy, it turns out that you like this taste! Say it early! ”

I stopped where I was, clenched my fists, and a cold sweat came out of my face.

Only to hear my mother say, "Xiaoling, don't talk nonsense, he is my son, come to see me."

"Sister Jiayin, your son is still quite handsome, and he wants to open the bud to find me!"

My mother shook her eyes and pulled me toward the door of a nearby building, and the laughter of the women came from behind me, and the sound was stuck in my heart.

"Baby, that's Miss Xiaoling, not a bad person, just talking without a cover, you don't have to pay attention to it."

3、

My mom took me to the third floor and opened the door with the key, and the house was clean and tidy, except that the bed was messy. I stared at the messy bed and fell into deep thought.

"Erwa, the medicine you brought, take a quick meal" My mother's words pulled me back to reality, she poured water, went to my bag, turned out the medicine, poured out two white pills.

I looked at the medicine she handed me, and suddenly felt sick, this is him rolling in bed with those men, the medicine he bought, wrapped in dirt, at this moment I look at them, I feel very disgusting.

I opened the medicine in my mother's hand and yelled, "It's too dirty." My mom was stunned and watched the pills roll on the ground, she leaned down, picked up the pills on the ground, and one of them rolled to my feet, and I crushed him with my feet.

Her hand just touched my foot and stopped, suppressed emotions were brewing, he propped up his body, I felt a pain in my face, she looked at her right hand in the air in confusion, the fiery feeling on her face reminded me that the woman in front of me who had never hit me had hit me.

I pulled up my legs and ran out like crazy, I felt my body hurt, my bones tearing, my nose running down with wet liquid, and my steps stopped when it was dark in front of my eyes.

4、

When I woke up again, the red-clad suspender sister appeared in front of my eyes.

She said she saw me fainting on the ground and didn't have the money to go to the hospital, so she had to go to where she lived first.

I blurted out "Aren't you afraid I'm dead?" ”

"I'm afraid, this bed is not dead, I tell you, the last time a great uncle died on me, more than one of you is not much."

I looked at the bed under me, always a little cautious.

"Lie to you, look at your cowardice" She handed me a cut apple and asked me to eat it.

"Look at the red marks on your face, you were beaten by your mother?" she asked.

"Hmmm!"

"Can't you accept your mother doing this?"

I nodded.

"Then you know why your mother didn't she?"

I also nodded.

"So what do you want to do?" She took a bite of the apple and continued to ask.

I shook my head.

5、

"I'll tell you about your mother" I learned more about my mother under the description of the red-clad suspender sister.

At that time, she met a man, the son of a rich family, the two stole the forbidden fruit, my mother was pregnant, and the same as the old plot, the man's parents came forward to let my mother leave the other party's son, gave 100,000 yuan, my mother was very stupid, did not want this money.

And the version that my mom always said to me was "My dad loved me very much, but he died while they were in love, so my mom gave birth to me alone."

If it weren't for the little sister's advice, I thought I was a child conceived under the blessing of love, and finally realized that it was my mother's love alone that gave birth to me.

She persistently gave birth to me, just a few years after I was born, my health was easy to be bad, and I was diagnosed with leukemia at the age of 8, that is, that year, my mother returned to Guangzhou, the city where she met the man.

She worked hard to earn money, while looking for the man to let him donate bone marrow, just so that I could have a chance to live.

She needed money to buy me special drugs to prolong my life, whether the man was still alive or whether he was still in the city, she didn't know, as long as there was hope she wouldn't give up, the only thing she hoped for now was for me to live a little longer.

"Xiao Ke, your mother is really not easy, do our business, will suffer too much grievance, your mother in order to help you buy medicine, any guests are picked up, sometimes we persuade her is useless, you are her son, is your mother's favorite person, but also the world's most can not look down on your mother's people, if you think what I said is wrong, I did not say." 」

She handed me pills and warm water, and I looked up at her and she said, "If you disappear, your mother must not go crazy, she is afraid that you don't want to see her, and she specifically asked me to take care of you!" ”

"Eat the medicine soon," she pretended to be threatening, and I took the pill and the water and swallowed it in one gulp.

"Well, the medicine is taken, if you think clearly, go find her yourself, she is behind the curtain."

I got out of bed, my hands trembling, as if I had been so frightened when I came, but at the moment I was a little afraid to face my mother, the woman who gave me life and love.

Before my hand could open the curtain, my mom came out of it, her eyes crying and her makeup on.

We looked at each other, and I went up and hugged her, she was so thin, I had only seen the clothes she was wearing before, but I didn't notice that she was so thin.

I cried out to her one after another, "Mom! She said yes one by one.

6、

When we left Sister Ling's house, I thanked her, and Sister Ling said, "Don't thank me, if you want to thank me, you want to open the bud to find me, I haven't tried such a tender little handsome guy."

I ate and laughed, and my mother didn't have to look at her anymore, just laughed.

In the evening, my mom made my favorite corn ribs, I drank the soup, looked at my mom's gentle side face, if only time could stop here, just me and my mom, and my mom's soup.

If only I could be a little healthier, live a little longer, long enough to protect my mom from anyone.

"Baby, what are you doing staring at me?" My mom turned her head.

"My mom is good-looking, I want to see more."

I want to engrave my mother in my heart, and one day when I leave, give her all my blessings.

I played in Guangzhou for half a month, this half a month my mother accompanied me to see the Canton Tower, the night swim on the Pearl River, saw the sea, played a lifetime she and I have not played in the amusement park, we sat on the carousel together, my mother was happy like a child. If only my mom had been so happy.

Half a month later, I told my mom that I was going back, I already felt that I was running out of time, I didn't want to go in front of my mom, if I could really want to travel, I left on the way to travel, but the body did not allow me to go too far.

I went back to my hometown, and I didn't argue with the children in the village anymore, because they weren't me and didn't understand what kind of mother I had.

My illness was getting worse and worse, and the day before I left the world, my mother hugged me and didn't let go, and I said to her, "When I'm gone, donate my cornea!" Let someone else help me see this wonderful world."

My mom hadn't spoken for a long time, and finally came a nasal "Hmm! “。

Goodbye, this wonderful and fucking world!

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