At 9:46 on September 15, 2020, Lulu left the world he loved.
His wife, Xiuxiu, said that until that evening Lulu's body was still a little warm, and his strength was unmatched.
Before his death, Lulu had been using his singing voice to support herself against the disease, and his high-pitched and passionate singing voice had touched many people and also appeared on the stage of CCTV.
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In November 1988, Lu Lu was born in Shangrao to an ordinary family, formerly known as Zheng Huiyi, and has loved singing since childhood.
It is also because of a "ten years" Lulu met his wife Xiuxiu, Lulu's height of 180 Xiuxiu is only 153, "the most cute height difference" makes their love particularly sweet, because Lulu likes to take care of Xiuxiu like a child.
They fell in love, got married, had children, and lived a sweet life.
On June 18, 2016, on a very ordinary day, a medical certificate broke their happiness, and Lulu was diagnosed with colon cancer stage IV.
Doctors say that without treatment, it will soon be impossible to survive, and even if it is treated, it may only take a few months.
Sunny thunderbolts, but that's not all.
That night, Lulu, who had returned home, stared blankly at the ceiling, Xiuxiu silently weeping on the side, they did not know how to face it, and the sudden disaster knocked them unconscious.
"I don't want to die, no one can let me die", after a night of tossing and turning, Lulu and her wife went through the hospitalization procedures and began to fight cancer.
Lulu's initial despair slowly turned into fighting spirit, and he decided to fight the disease to the end for the sake of his parents, wife and children.
After treatment, Lulu, whose condition was slightly stable, bought a motorcycle and a speaker and sang while riding.
He decided to do what he liked, and he couldn't change the length of his life, so he changed the width and thickness.
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On October 28, 2016, Lulu's condition suddenly deteriorated and he was sent to Shanghai for emergency surgery.
Lulu thought she was going to die, and he said he wanted to go home and leave with his parents, wife and children.
On October 30, the attending doctor performed another operation on him.
Lulu was tied to the operating table, with eight drainage holes and five knife edges, two large knife wounds overlapping together for thirty centimeters, a heartbeat of 170, and a body full of wires and drainage tubes.
After the operation, Lulu was admitted to the intensive care unit, the patients around her walked 4, Lulu thought that she must live to see her children go again, so she gritted her teeth and insisted, and the strong desire to survive was even moved by the doctor.
Hospitalized for 28 days and 15 critical notices, Lulu once again survived.
In November 2016, Lulu opened her own live broadcast room to share her songs and experiences through the Internet, inspiring everyone to face life bravely.
His live broadcast room became more and more popular, and many viewers were infected by his passionate singing and became his fans.
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On December 27, 2017, Lulu appeared on the stage of CCTV's "Vietnam War and More Courage".
A song "Pour the wine full" was sung with passion, which won the applause of the audience.
He recounted his experience, and although his hand holding the microphone trembled slightly, it could not stop his desire for life.
I didn't think that because there were more and more fans, the live broadcasting business was becoming more and more prosperous, Lulu made more money, and doubts followed.
"How can a cancer patient have such a mental state and energy..."
"Borrowing cancer to deceive people, collecting money from fans and going around..."
"Lulu is a liar, using the identity of a cancer patient to accumulate wealth, and she is rich..."
The tide of questioning and ridicule made Lulu unbearable, and there were even several people who were determined and "indomitable" to denigrate him.
In desperation, Lulu released her medical records and photos, but she still could not block the doubts and criticisms.
The power of "three people into a tiger" is too great, lulu was once suspended from her account, and also suspended live broadcasting.
When Lulu returns, she no longer makes senseless explanations, he just shares inspirational songs as always, but people are becoming more and more emaciated and haggard.
The slander and slander are still there, but he no longer explains what those are compared to life.
Life is already so hard, why waste a minute and a second in endless arguments.
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Feeling that her health was deteriorating, Lulu wrote a song called "Touch" to her lover Xiu xiu.
"I miss you very much, I miss you very much, I want you to lean into my arms and complete the journey that we agreed to..."
In the years since Lulu's illness, his wife Xiuxiu has been with him and taken care of him and his two children.
Xiu Xiu said: "As long as you live, I will have a home."
Lulu wanted to live, but he was so powerless that he wanted to spread more love in his limited life.
The Spring Festival in 2020 is particularly unusual, there is a shortage of masks everywhere, Lulu inquired about many contacts, and finally ordered more than 50,000 masks and donated them to the fathers and villagers in her hometown.
Lulu said: "If there are not many days left, I will choose to 'grow backwards' to make the remaining days more meaningful." I believe that in addition to me, there will be more people who will devote themselves to public welfare, and I am only one of them."
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On September 15, 2020, Lulu, who had been battling rectal cancer for four years, finally fell powerlessly.
The night before leaving, Lulu used her bony hands to write three words on Xiuxiu's hand, "I love you."
84 times of chemotherapy, but also failed to save Lulu's life, Xiu Xiu cried into tears.
After Lulu left, Xiuxiu has been immersed in sadness, and it is the child who makes her pluck up the courage and spirit to continue to work hard in life.
With the help of master Qi Long, Xiuxiu's e-commerce business has done well, and she has also opened a company, with Lulu and the brand "Lu Xiuxuan" named after herself, and the business is booming.
Xiuxiu, who has love, also carried out the public welfare action of "Remembering Lulu with you, moving forward for love", and decided to continue Lulu's love and continue their journey of great love.
On September 15, 2021, Lulu's anniversary, Xiuxiu's song "Because You Are My Happiness" created for her lover will also be released as a new song, sung by Lulu's sister's internet celebrity singer Xiao Aqing.
Xiu Xiu said that in addition to being strong in the past year, the road can be looked back, but it cannot be turned back, even if there are many difficulties, you must smile and face it calmly.
I wish Xiu Xiu and the child a better and better life, and Lulu's love will always accompany them.