On March 1, actress Li Meiyan was interviewed by Hong Kong media and shared her mental journey more than 4 months after the death of her brother Li Jiajun.
In October last year, 28-year-old actor Li Jiajun suddenly fell to his death, leaving his relatives and friends forever. Regarding the cause of his death, the outside world believes that it was a light life, but Li Meiyan has been reluctant to say more.
In this interview, Li Meiyan wore a denim jacket and sweatshirt and dressed casually. Although she put on makeup, it was obvious that her eyes were a little tired, not as radiant as before on the stage.
Li Meiyan confessed that after the death of her brother, as an older sister, she was sad and washed her face with tears all day long, and her life completely lost its center of gravity. She even admitted that she had also thought about taking her own life, but she couldn't let go of her old mother, so she dispelled her thoughts.
In order to divert attention, Li Meiyan could only put into work as soon as possible. During this time, she not only began to do live broadcasting, but also planned to train young people with acting potential and ambitions to join the show business, hoping to share their experience.
Although Li Meiyan has regained her strength, she has been dependent on her mother and brother since she was a child, and for her, the death of her brother has always been a lifelong pain.
Li Meiyan revealed that if you ask me when I will be able to get out of the pain, I think it is a lifetime, I have nothing to lose, I can only try my best. In the past, in the entertainment industry, in the face of various rights and wrongs, I have gradually seen through half of my life, and after my brother left, I have seen through the other half.
Speaking of the biggest regret, Li Meiyan believes that the two sisters and brothers have not been able to travel abroad together, which is really regrettable. I used to always take my mom on trips and I wanted to travel with my brother in 2021. Didn't expect him to go so young, but believe he's now going to a better place.
During this time, Li Meiyan's boyfriend has been by her side and support, which makes her very moved, and believes that the other party is the object that can be entrusted for life.
Previously, the family held a funeral for Li Jiajun, and her mother was the most excited, she collapsed and cried in the spiritual hall, and even asked for help when she left.
Watching her mother's white-haired people send black-haired people made Li Meiyan heartbroken, and she was thinking about giving up having children in the future and putting her mother's love on her career.
The 33-year-old Li Meiyan, one of the former members of the women's dance group HotCha, has sung and acted in the past few years since her debut, but there is no splash. In recent years, she has been disheartened and began to fade out of the entertainment circle.
Li Jiajun is also a person in the entertainment industry, quite talented, not only an actor but also a director. A few months before his death, he also co-starred in stage plays with Ma Junwei.
However, before he could show more talents, he died forever, which is a pity.