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Xin Abandoning Disease: Life is satisfactory, but two or three things

Xin Abandoning Disease: Life is satisfactory, but two or three things

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It is said that "a hundred useless students are scholars", he is a different kind.

In the thirty-first year (1161) of Emperor Gaozong of Song's reign, the Jin lord Yan Liang committed a large-scale attack on the south. He looked at everywhere Jin Bing went, and his eyes were full of chaos, not willing to be torn apart.

Use your connections to gather 2,000 children. He knew that if he did not unite with other rebel armies, he would end up being outnumbered. After some thought, he decided to join the rebel army led by Geng Jing, and he was the future that resounded through the world of words - Xin Abandoned Disease.

In the rebel army, Xin Abandoned's illness was mixed up, and Even Geng Kyoto was assured to hand over the Great Seal to him.

Or it is too smooth to avoid blindness and deafness. Life is proud, and when the wine is sung, it ushers in the first "beating" of society - the wrong faith in the villain's righteousness.

Yi Duan took advantage of xin's abandonment of the disease and was defenseless, and went along with the Great Seal and slipped away. Xin Qichen looked at the leader's suspicious gaze, knowing that if this matter could not be resolved, it would definitely provoke the disaster of killing himself.

He said to Geng Jing, "If I have three dates, if I don't get it, I will die before it's too late." "That is, these three days, with their own ability to regain the Great Seal, take down the head of the traitor, in order to atone for their sins."

After this incident, Xin abandoned his illness and was blessed by the misfortune, and gained the trust of Geng Jing, and sent him to the south to contact the Southern Song dynasty regime, and to go straight to Jiankang to meet Emperor Gaozong of Song.

In fact, this time of submission did not get the other eye of the imperial court, but in order to win the hearts of the people and stabilize the situation, Emperor Gaozong of Song gave him the right chenglang. In fact, this is a superficial official, not a real power.

Since the purpose of going south was completed, Xin did not need to stay any longer, and asked Emperor Gaozong to resign and return to the Jin rebel army. When he returned, he learned that there were traitors in the rebel army, Geng Jing was cut off, and he arrogantly cut off Geng Jing's head and dedicated it to the Jin Kingdom in exchange for glory and wealth.

Xin Abandoning Disease: Life is satisfactory, but two or three things

He couldn't swallow this evil breath. Led 50 cavalry, from the 50,000-strong golden camp, captured the traitor Zhang Anguo alive. Tsema ran south to Jiankang, handed the traitors over to Emperor Gaozong of Song and put them at the disposal of the imperial court.

Capturing Zhang Anguo alive made him famous, and no one in Jiankang knew that he was only 23 years old.

Xin abandoned his illness and old age, and when recalling this heroic deeds of his youth, he wrote:

The banner of the golden age embraces thousands of people, and the brocade suddenly rides across the river.

Yan Bing night yin hu, Han arrow towards the flying gold servant gu.

——" Partridge Day, Youke Talks About Meritorious Names because of the remembrance of juvenile current affairs dramas"

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When he first entered his career, Xin abandoned his illness and should have sung all the way. Who would have thought that his career path was to go high and low, and was jealous of the Southern Song Dynasty court. Because of his status as a "reformed person", the reformed person was in the occupied area and defected to the Southern Song Dynasty. The chancellor thought that he was running from north to south, with ill intentions, and was not reused.

Xin Abandoning Disease: Life is satisfactory, but two or three things

Heroes are useless, and the dream of recovering the lost land suddenly fades into obscurity. Looking at this song and swallow dance, a prosperous place, and then look at their own bleak future, Deng Jiankang appreciates the heart of Beijing, the beautiful scenery comes into view, but can not reach the heart, thinking of his own pride and ambition, but he ended up full of heart, sadness and sorrow intertwined, composing "Water Dragon Yin":

Chu Tian is thousands of miles in autumn, and the water goes with the sky to autumn.

Haruka is far away, offering sorrow and offering hate, jade hairpin and screw bun.

Sunset building head, broken hong sound, Jiangnan wanderer.

Look at the Wu hook, shoot the railing all over, no one will, board the intention.

Hugh said that the perch can be drunk, the west wind is exhausted, and the season eagle is not returned?

Asking Tian to ask for a house, afraid that he should be ashamed to see, Liu Lang was angry.

It is a pity that the years flow, the sorrows of the wind and rain, and the trees are like this!

Who is Qian to call, red scarf green sleeves, tears of heroes?

Looking at the beautiful scenery in the distance, the water and sky are colorful, and the autumn colors are endless. Looking up at these, only sorrow and hatred remained. Why is that? As a wanderer, I came to Jiankang, I wanted to make a meritorious career, but the sword did not have the opportunity to be sheathed, slapping the railing to vent my dissatisfaction, but alas! No one can understand me.

Dong Qing said: Unless you reach the end, no one can judge the value of waiting. The meaning of life is that because of hope, so waiting is more in, because of waiting, so see hope.

But how many years of life can wait, he is waiting for an opportunity for a heavy responsibility, mixed with the edge of the imperial court, from Gaozong to Renzong, one generation of emperors to another generation of emperors to succeed to the throne; from the prime of life to the twilight years, "Ten Treatises on Meiqin" to "Please Train the Militia to Guard Huai", he has not waited for reuse, encountered no one to use, only to remember that Xin Abandoned Disease will fight, let him calm the local war, and then discard it casually, which is probably the emperor's coldness.

Xin Abandoning Disease: Life is satisfactory, but two or three things

In the end, what awaited was not a heavy responsibility, but a frame-up by colleagues, and they had to be forced to resign. That is, in the fifteenth year of Chunxi (1188), he wrote "Eight Voices of Ganzhou, the Return of the Former General after Drinking":

Therefore, the general returned from drinking and night, and the long pavilion uncarved the saddle.

Hate Baling drunken lieutenant, hurriedly unrecognized, Tao Li is speechless.

Shooting Tiger Mountain rode horizontally, and the cracking stone sounded in shock.

Fallen into the marquisate, late in the field.

Who asked Sangma Duqu to take a short coat and a horse to move to Nanshan?

Look at the generosity of the wind, talk and laugh over the years.

Han Kaibian, the name of the thousands of miles, even at that time, the healthy people were also idle.

Outside the screen window, the wind and rain, a light chill.

Looking at Li Guang, who had a similar experience with himself, he felt a lot of emotions. It was also at this moment that two different time and space, spanning the years, breaking through the void, met. There is a kind of meaning of "the same is the fallen people at the end of the world, why should they have met each other", Xin abandoned the disease in small pieces, telling the story of unwillingness and telling the story of the country without a way. Unwillingly, he retreated from the imperial court.

03

Li Guang retired to the rivers and lakes, and he could also "shoot the tiger mountain and ride horizontally, and the cracking stones sounded and the strings were broken", and the days in the fields in the late years were full of taste.

On the other hand, Xin abandoned the disease, it seems that he has not yet adapted to the life of seclusion, and has lived a muddy life, and only then has "Ugly Slave Shubo Mountain Road Middle Wall":

The teenager does not know the taste of sorrow and loves to go upstairs.

Fall in love with the upper floor, and worry about giving new words.

And now I know all the sorrows, and I want to say goodbye.

I wanted to say that I would like to take a break, but I said, "It's a cool autumn"!

This poem was written by Xin Rencheng. Tell yourself that when you were young, you didn't know what it was to be sad? I just like to climb the stairs and enjoy the view. Young people like to pretend to be melancholy and write poems to impose melancholy. Looking back now, life is full of changes, tasting all sorrows, understanding what is sorrow, wanting to say it, but how can not open their mouths, can not tell, and finally only into one sentence: what a cool autumn!

Xin Abandoning Disease: Life is satisfactory, but two or three things

Since the road to serving the country is full of difficulties, why not write poetry and find another love.

In the front, there is Tao Yuanming, who "picks chrysanthemums under the eastern fence and leisurely sees the South Mountain", and later there is Du Fu, who "draws paper for chess, and the child knocks on the needle as a fishing hook". In the circle of seclusion, it is natural that Xin abandons the disease. Now, he occasionally sighs "think of that year, Jinge iron horse, swallowing like a tiger" ("YongYule Jingkou Beiguting Huaigu"), and more is "pillow on the creek, bamboo chess". Looking at his current life, Leye also did not forget to share his idyllic life:

The thatched eaves are low and the grass on the creek is green.

Drunk in Wu Yin is charming, white hair who is weng mi?

The eldest child hoes the bean creek east, and the middle child is weaving a chicken coop.

The most favorite child is dead, and the creek head lies peeling the lotus.

- "Qing Ping Le Village Residence"

The depressed young man who had no way to serve the country seemed to be far away; he left an old man alone, a pot of old wine, and even carried with his friends and the Tian family, half drunk and half drunk, chanting poems against each other.

Reality closed the door of his career for him, but Xin abandoned the disease and pried open the window of poetry, lighting it with words, which was a bleak life.

If his career is smooth, whether he still has "drunkenly picked up the lamp to see the sword, dreaming back to blow the horn and camp"; whether there is still "Peng Beihai, Feng Chaoyang, and carrying a book and a sword road", and whether there is still a "dragon in words".

04

In his later years, he lived in a floating spring, and his heart was bitter. Look at those who know me, like falling leaves withering.

In the past, life was not satisfactory, and you could also fight against friends and poets. Now, occasionally, he has an appointment with Chen to comfort himself.

Thinking that his life would go on like this, he ushered in a turning point at the age of 64, and advocated the Appointment of Xin Abandoned Disease by Han Nongxu, who advocated the Northern Expedition. At this time, he was successively appointed as the prefect of Shaoxing and the prefect of Zhenjiang.

However, Han Nongxin was not really in the Northern Expedition, and only wanted to gain fame and fortune by fighting the Northern Expedition.

Xin Abandoning Disease: Life is satisfactory, but two or three things

When I climbed the Beigu Pavilion, I looked at the great rivers and mountains, but I had a hard time walking, and I felt a thousand emotions. He wrote "Yong Yu Le Jingkou Beiguting Huaigu", which was passed on to future generations. Later, he was deposed and returned to Piaoquan. Since then, Xin has been seriously ill.

In the autumn of 1207, Xin was once again revived by the imperial court, allowing him to resume his life. At this time, Xin Washi was already seriously ill and bedridden, and had to resign from the government. In the same year, at the age of 68, he died in regret.

All his life he wanted to go into battle and kill the enemy, but after a lifetime, he did not get his wish. It is said that Xin Abandoned Disease was shouting on his deathbed: Kill the enemy, kill the enemy.

By chance, I saw a highly praised comment: What words are taken apart to see the words as demeaning? Together, it's a compliment? Xin abandons the disease.

His life is not, obviously he can sing all the way, but he runs into walls everywhere.

Smooth life is a rare thing, and life is not smooth is the norm. When you feel that everything is not going well, think of the xin abandonment disease more than a thousand years ago. He was soaked in bitter wine by life, bitter and unbearable. The wish of a lifetime is nothing more than to go to battle to kill the enemy, but to the end of his life, he has never been on the battlefield. May everyone live smoothly and unhindered on unsatisfactory days.

-Author-

Enough, a lover of words, dabbles in poetry and song, likes the stories of the eight letters of literati, and tastes life from the perspective of a bystander.

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