Depressed people long to have a home of their own, although living at home, the heart is still not solid, feel that one day this place does not belong to me, feel that they will be driven out by their parents, or abandoned,

Depressed people long to have a home of their own, although living at home, the heart is still not solid, feel that one day here does not belong to me, feel that I will be driven out by my parents, or abandoned, I am more introverted, but also cowardly, do not know when to be strong, in order to change themselves, let themselves change little by little, I do not know how long it takes, but I long to have a home, that quiet and comfortable home, whenever I am sad, when I can't go down, I can go home and lie on the bed quietly listening to songs and sleeping What kind of feeling is that, free and unrestrained, may not be possible in this life, because I know that I have a few pounds, shooting videos is not good, writing articles is not OK, part-time work is not in the mood, delivering takeaways and do not know the road, feel that I can't find a suitable place for myself, is wandering my home? You say yes or no