The following are the victim's statements:
Every year on Qingming Day, I come to my wife's grave and repent of the mistake I have made that I can never forgive! In the blink of an eye, it has been 14 years since my wife left, but the past is vividly remembered. Whenever I think of the warm and harmonious days of the family, my heart is like a knife, I regret it, and I live in deep self-blame every day.
My name is Fan Junfang, Han ethnicity, 68 years old, primary school education, family living in Maqiao Village, Tonggu Township, Changning County, Yibin, Sichuan Province. Originally, I had a happy family, my wife was temperamental, generous and honest, and my son was industrious and filial, as early as 20 years ago, my wife and I built one of the few two-story buildings in the village with diligent hands, and the villagers were very envious.
Unfortunately, I stumbled into the abyss of a cult
I clearly remember that it was during the Spring Festival of 2005, when I went to visit Wang Yinshu's house in the same village, I met a middle-aged woman named Rao Renbi from Shahe Town, Gao County. During the chat, when I complained that the pigs in the family were sick again, she took over and said: "You are living so badly, you should believe in the 'Three Redemptions of Christ', this religion is very spiritual, after believing, you can cure the disease, no disease to ensure peace, everything is going well in the family, let alone the pig is sick!" ”
Listening to her words, I was a little moved, and I casually agreed to try it. The next day, Wang Yinshu came to my house with Rao Renbi and said that he was specifically telling me about the benefits of believing in the "Three Redeemers of Christ" (also known as the "Disciple Society"). Wang Yinshu told me frankly that he had long believed in the "Three Redemptions of Christ", and the old problem of waist pain for many years was that it was because he believed in the "Three Redemptions of Christ", and it was difficult to carry 30 pounds of things before, and now he can carry a hundred pounds at will.
Rao Renbi also echoed from time to time, and they told me many examples of "three redeemed Christs" miraculously escaping disasters. The more I listened, the more moved I became, remembering that my son had suffered from diabetes for many years and had not been cured, so he decided to join the "Three Redeemers christ" in order to bless the peace of the family.
Since then, Wang Yinshu and Rao Renbi have called me to the homes of believers in surrounding villages every three to five minutes to participate in activities such as "evangelism," collective "prayer," and "witnessing, and to teach me the doctrine and canon of "three redemptions of Christ." In this way, as I listened more and more, I became dependent on the "Three Redeemers of Christ."
In April 2005, when I was doing farm work, my feet were broken, and my joints were very swollen, so I insisted on "praying" at home, studying books such as "100 Spiritual Songs" until late at night, praying that the "Lord" would bless me to hurry up and be well. After a month, my swollen feet slowly subsided, and I mistakenly believed that "prayer" had been fulfilled, and since then I have become more convinced of the "three redemptions of Christ."
Every morning and evening, I would pray prayerfully under the "cross flag" hanging in the back room, lest I be "punished by God" for the slightest negligence. In order to get the protection of "God", I often invited other "brothers and sisters" to come to my house to meet and "pray", and I also used the hard-earned money to continuously donate love to the "Three Redeemers Christ" and pay "mercy money". My wife and son repeatedly advised me not to believe in these superstitious sects, but I never listened.
I devoted myself to the "Three Redeemers" all day long, and I stopped caring about the rest of the work, the housework and field work were all piled up on my wife alone, and I donated all my savings to "God", and the life of the family deteriorated, and even the maintenance of a normal life became a problem.
Seeing that I was in a predicament because of my obsession with the "Three Redeemers of Christ", my relatives and friends came to persuade me, and instead of listening to them, I angrily told them: "Our good days are coming, because the 'end of the world' is coming, and those of us who believe in 'God' can go to heaven, and those of you who do not believe will go to hell..."
I was so angry that my relatives and friends didn't interact with me much anymore.
Blows followed
However, just as I was desperately working for "God", bad luck crept into my side. On the morning of April 9, 2006, Rao Renbi and Wang Yinshu invited me to participate in the "evangelism" activity at the homes of other believers in the surrounding villages as usual. Just as I was about to go out, my wife, who was returning home from a pesticide spray in the crop field, found me. She tried her best to prevent me from going out, and said bitterly, "Do you see that this home is still like the home of Zheng'er Ba' who has gone through the ages?" You don't care about the work in the field and the affairs at home, you don't do any serious things all day long, if you continue like this, our family will be ruined, the days will not pass, and I don't want to live! ”
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Hearing that my wife had blocked me from attending the meeting again, I said indignantly: "I am also doing this for the sake of this family, the 'Three Redemptions of Christ' is the 'true God' who blesses us, you should not only look at the immediate gains and losses, I am making offerings now, and the 'God' will give us the 'food of life' and the 'water of life' in the future.
However, when I packed my bags and walked out of the back room, the tragedy in front of me made me dumbfounded: my wife was lying on the cold floor of the hall, foaming at the mouth, there were pesticide bottles scattered next to me, and the air emitted a pungent smell of pesticides...
Unfortunately, in a critical moment, instead of sending my wife to the hospital in time, I hurriedly called Wang Yinshu for help, hoping that they would help me "pray" together and wait for the "miracle" to happen.
Wang Yinshu, Rao Renbi and other parishioners who arrived later also insisted on not sending their wives to the hospital. They also said with great concern, "'God' will save her, and if we just pray faithfully, the 'miracle' will come." Therefore, I, Wang Yinshu, Rao Renbi, and a few other parishioners sat around my wife, folded our hands, and kept chanting, "Pray for 'three redemptions' to give peace, and ask for 'three redemptions' to manifest...".
Later, neighbors and relatives who rushed to hear the news forcibly took their wives to the hospital, but it was too late, and the wives were no longer breathing. At this time, I still had delusions of "miracles" in my heart, but no matter how sincerely I "prayed", I still failed to save the life of my 48-year-old wife.
The son who worked outside got this bad news, rushed back from the field, cried to death and came back to life... It was only at this moment that I woke up like a dream, and my heart was like a knife.
The death of his wife dealt a heavy blow to his son, causing him to become diabetic and had to give up working outside the home. And due to the family's financial difficulties, he did not receive good treatment, and in 2012, my beloved son also unfortunately passed away.
Today, I am old and weak, lonely, lonely, helpless, and suffering from tuberculosis disease, and my life is difficult. I hate myself so much! I never thought that it was because I mistakenly believed in the "Three Redeemers of Christ", which not only did not bring a little "gospel" to the family, but also caused the family to be destroyed.
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Source: China Anti-Cult Network Author Fan Junfang (Oral) Wu Feixia (Collation)
(Original title: 14 years since my wife died, I live in deep self-blame every day)
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