Lucas and his father went to Spain to visit my grandparents, while I stayed in Germany to live alone.
Due to his grandfather's age and mobility problems, Lucas and his father decided to go on vacation to Spain to take care of the children by the way. They chose to take the train, which took more than two days and required to wear masks throughout, making the weather too hot for pregnant women to bear. So I decided to stay in Germany and started my solitary life.
Lucas, who had a great time in Spain and enjoyed a lot of shows, said that it was so great to live freely without his mother's control, he didn't even want to go back to Germany. Lucas's father took him out, and I wasn't worried about safety at all, but I was more worried about his diet and sleep.
Lucas had a sweet tooth, and his grandmother's fridge always had Coke. I found that foreigners eat very casually, no matter what kind of food they are. Lucas's father did not control his diet well, let alone help his children match their diets properly.
The vacation in Spain is only about half a month, but Lucas and his father spent a week on the road. Therefore, I am very glad that I did not go with me, and I can enjoy alone time at home, drinking tea and reading a book. I go to the supermarket every few days to shop, Germany has less social activities, I like to be alone and can stay home for a few days without leaving the house.
I had no friends or family in this small city, and the loneliness ran deep into my bones. Whether it is one person or three people, loneliness cannot be avoided. In addition to work, most of my time is spent eating and sleeping, and I have to cook and eat well alone.
I've seen a lot of videos of women who live alone who don't want to get married or have children, and now I've experienced a state where one person is fed and the whole family is not hungry. Time is free and quiet, I have been accustomed to solitude since I was a child, perhaps because in a foreign country, I enjoy the excitement and fulfillment of family and children. I also miss my friends very much and hope to be able to meet them soon.
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