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I am an angel in white, and I am not so much an angel in white as a legitimate "accomplice to the murderous demons."
When I was a child, my family wanted to kill chickens and ducks during the New Year's Festival, and I ran far away and didn't want to see it, but I didn't expect that when I grew up, I actually killed my own children. And my profession is also full of sins, which makes me feel sad now.
Since I was a child, I have had a dream of college, running towards this goal, I do not have much intelligence, through my own continuous efforts, I was finally admitted to the ** branch of the provincial medical university. Although it is not a good university, in 2000, in our mountain village, I was the first female college student in the village.
After entering the university with honor, the class teacher said that he would divide our nursing class, three nursing classes, and one midwifery class. The midwifery class is one more learning technique - the technique of midwifery.
At that time, my idea was very simple, I wanted to learn to deliver babies, wasn't that an extra means of making a living? Then I will choose the midwifery class. Who knows that this choice has brought endless pain to my life.
It was novel to learn about the ten months of embryonic development after pregnancy in college. The cells of the fertilized egg are fissioning for the first three months, and after three months they slowly begin to form. Therefore, the process of cell fission in the early stage we do not regard it as life, only as an embryo, after molding is called a fetus.
This is the consensus of many people in the medical community, and this concept makes me kill my own son.
Later, it was learned that life was born as early as when sperm and egg met. Yet by this time I had committed countless sins.
In my 20s, because my appearance was not bad, my work unit was good, and I belonged to a public institution, many people came to chase me. Among the many suitors, he chose a former husband who is positive, optimistic, full of positive energy, and loves to learn.
My ex-husband was still in school because he hadn't graduated yet, so I waited for him for a year and a half.
The ex-husband is 1.8 meters tall, has thick eyebrows and big eyes, and looks very handsome, just like a Korean star. The youth didn't understand things, so my premarital cohabitation began.
At that time, I did not think about having a child, and I became pregnant, because I was a midwifery professional, and I knew what medicine to use and what period of time I could have a very clean flow of medicine. So I drained myself.
Since then, my bad luck has begun.
At the beginning, I felt that the work was very unsmooth, very unpleasant, and I always felt that I could not lead. Maybe it was the fault of adultery before marriage, maybe it was the fault of hurting the parents and children, in short, from then on, I always felt tormented everywhere, everywhere unpopular, very sad. So that the work can not be done, every night shift is a kind of suffering.
Before I got married, I also had two abortions, one of which was twins. After the child came out, it was only then that it was two embryos, twins. What a heartache and regret.
Actually, I am a person who likes children very much. If I had left these three children, I would have given them endless love and tried my best to raise them. Yet my ignorance led me to kill my own children with my own hands.
I've had a bad time for over a decade, going through failed marriages again and again, quitting my job again and again. The emotional, work, and financial pressures and pains make me regret it even more.
Because I work in obstetrics and gynecology, I inevitably have to help people have abortions at work, and although I have advised many people who come to the hospital to have abortions, there are very few people who really listen to them.
Here, I deeply repent to the children I have hurt at work.
When I was working in the obstetrics and gynecology department, my children were constantly sick and tortured, and the children read the books of the sages on deaf ears and felt that their minds were blindfolded. When I moved from obstetrics and gynecology to other departments, my children were slowly able to read.
My own emotional life is very unsatisfactory, the economic situation is also a mess, money is always inexplicably deceived, often broken money, making me physically and mentally exhausted, but also tired of my family, tired of my parents.
Over the past ten years, I have also witnessed the current newspaper of the people around me.
One of the directors of our obstetrics and gynecology department, whose children have been unable to take care of themselves for a long time, heard that it is a bit like a vegetative person.
Another friend I know is also a doctor in obstetrics and gynecology, and there are 5 doctors in their department who are divorced.
Two families I know, both with children with schizophrenia, and their parents have both had abortions, one has had four abortions and the other has had five or six abortions, how terrible. The children of these two families were very good before the onset of the disease, and one of them was still a bully.
All in all, both having an abortion yourself and helping someone else to have an abortion will be very rewarding.
After knowing the seriousness of the abortion, I had an extra heart when I worked in the obstetrics and gynecology department, that is, to observe the patient. I've found that many gynecological diseases and secondary infertility are very much related to abortion, and it can be said that eight or nine out of ten patients have had abortions.
From my personal experience and what I have seen and heard, it can be seen that abortion is really very draining of blessings and is the destroyer of a woman's happy life. Here, all women are advised to be able to clean themselves and love themselves and do a good job of contraception, so as not to destroy the body, destroy the marriage, and destroy the soul.
Speech:
From the crowded advertisements on the street, we can see how common abortion is, and the universality of abortion also shows that adultery is the trend, and behind the trend of adultery is the lack of correct education and guidance, ignorance and fearlessness of cause and effect.
The law of cause and effect is an objective law that runs through every moment of our lives, but unfortunately very few people know this law now, and even fewer people can believe it, but whether they believe it or not, they plant their own causes and ultimately suffer their own consequences. Those who can wake up and reform themselves when the evil consequences are present are the lucky few.