Qu Qiubai and Yang Zhihua
Qu Qiubai, in order to marry Yang Zhihua, chased after her family to negotiate,
The ex-husband voluntarily withdrew and also went to the newspaper to worship him
On the eve of her new marriage and parting, Qu Qiubai gave Yang Zhihua a square seal engraved with "Autumn White Hua", and then put on a brooch printed with "Gifted to my partner in life" for her, and then confessed affectionately: "I want to give you too much, but I can give you too little." ”
"Autumn white, autumn white." You have me, I have you. Qu Qiubai and Yang Zhihua snuggled up to each other in the smoke of the flames, and the more than ten years of time carried the love that could not be said in words.
They are young people who grew up and woke up under the May Fourth tide, and under the same blue sky, they are distressed by the devastated China, and they express their expectations for the future of the world in the same classroom.
When the glory of youth and the future of the country ignite the spark, the two people combine faith and soul into a marriage book, embedded in each other's lives. Even if the road to fighting for the ideal is precarious, he has never forgotten to leave a pool of affection in her heart.
Qu Qiubai was born in a family of eunuchs in Changzhou, Jiangsu Province, but the situation was turbulent and the mendi declined, and Qu Qiubai's family lived by pawns when he was young. His mother, Jin Xuan, was a bridesmaid and read poetry, and even if his family was poor, he had to urge him to study.
Former residence of Qu Qiubai
Under the influence of his mother, Qu Qiubai had a deep foundation in Chinese studies. In the study of Guanyingtang Primary School, the principal's curriculum innovation also allowed him to receive western bourgeois education early.
On this basis, Qu Qiubai is particularly sensitive to current affairs, and his articles are well-known locally.
But at the end of his 17th year, his mother finally despaired of her poor family and committed suicide by taking poison in order to get her clan relatives to support him to complete his studies. Qu Qiubai was grief-stricken, and with his mother's expectations, he went to Beijing to study in the spring of the following year.
At this time, Beijing was pregnant with an unprecedented storm of ideas, and Qu Qiubai was also actively involved in it. While participating in the "Ma Liang Disaster Lu" struggle march, Qu Qiubai was arrested. Although released shortly after, he also contracted lung disease in prison.
瞿shuhaku image
He was dressed in a robe and coat, and his body was thin and sickly. But his spine was straight, and his eyes were fearless: "After doing this painful and painful thing, what is it to vomit blood?" ”
After returning from the Soviet Union in 1923, Qu Qiubai served as the head of the sociology department at Shanghai University. Here, he met Yang Zhihua, who was also searching up and down for the future of his homeland.
Born into a gentlemanly family in Xiaoshan, Yang Zhihua graduated from Zhejiang Women's Normal College and worked as a teacher at the Agricultural School. The May Fourth wave swept across the country, and Yang Zhihua could not suppress his enthusiasm and was not willing to stay out of the country's troubles.
Originally wanted to go to the Soviet Union with the youth group organized by the Weekly Review Agency to study, but missed the opportunity, and when the time of confusion coincided with the enrollment of Shanghai University, Yang Zhihua chose to continue his studies in sociology, which was rarely chosen by women.
Qu Qiubai
Before Shang qu Qiubai's Introduction to Social Sciences, she first read the article "The Transformation of the Kuomintang and the Chinese Revolutionary Movement." The article was clearly argued and unique, and Yang Zhihua's eyes lit up, and she couldn't wait to meet this erudite teacher.
Qu Qiubai was dressed in a suit, gentle and elegant, and the figure stepping onto the podium seemed to pluck away the light of the gentle dark clouds. He sharply cut through the hypocrisy of the great powers and pointed out the barbarism and shamelessness of their actions, and the thin body seemed to contain great energy, infecting everyone in the classroom.
Yang Zhihua's heart also beat irrepressibly at that time. He waved the banner of truth and bravery, leading more and more people to the revolution. To her, Qu Qiubai is like a clear mirror, reflecting her ideals in life, confidants meet, and tears fill her eyes.
In several strikes and revolutionary movements, sacrifices continued, which made Qu Qiubai, one of the leaders, very distressed. Students risked their lives to join the revolution, and Qu Qiubai tossed and turned in countless late nights.
Knowing the fierce struggle in Qu Qiubai's heart, Yang Zhihua asked him: "You yourself know that your life is in danger, so why do you still want to participate in the revolution?" ”
Qu Qiubai replied: "In order to give myself a reason to live in this unbearable society, in order to practice my desire for the country to be better, I also want to make my short life have some meaning." ”
Yang Zhihua told him in the same firm voice: "We are the same, we are no longer children, we will not go to the revolution because of conformity and fashion. ”
Such a response made Qu Qiubai feel a little relieved in the pain of self-doubt, and he still felt sorry for his students and wanted them to have a better life and future.
But the revolution needs to be shed blood, it needs to be sacrificed, and he cannot block the four arrows with a single body, he can only choose to walk in front, and let the enemy's guns step on his body first when facing the students.
In one conversation after another, the souls of the two people are getting closer and closer, but the two people have never shown love. Qu Qiubai knew that the cause he was engaged in was full of dangers and the future was uncertain, and how dare he let Yang Zhihua's bright and vivid life and youth come to accompany him.
Yang Zhihua also felt inappropriate, she was already married when she was in her hometown, and she had a daughter who was more than two years old. Her husband, Shen Jianlong, is his green plum bamboo horse, and he also has great respect for her and takes good care of her. But Yang Zhihua has a clearer and firmer pursuit of life in a broader world, and the common words between him and her husband are becoming less and less.
Yang Zhihua
As two people receiving a complete new education, it is impossible to turn a blind eye to this estrangement, and it is unimaginable to live an ambiguous and confused life or to survive a life in the knowledge of the heart.
Soon, Qu Qiubai resigned in order to avoid factional strife in the school, and At this time, Yang Zhihua also received a telegram from Shen Jianlong, inviting her to return to discuss divorce.
Yang Zhihua came to say goodbye, qu Qiubai heard the original commission and went straight back to the house to put on his coat, and he decided to go back with Yang Zhihua.
He loved her, but they loved each other and inevitably hurt the other. This time back, Yang Zhihua faced not only the guilt of Shen Jianlong, but also the incomprehension of his family and the guidance of his neighbors. Qu Qiubai would certainly not let her bear it alone.
After talking with Qu Qiubai, Shen Jianlong issued a heartfelt sigh to Yang Zhihua: "I admire him, it is rare to see such a knowledgeable, pure and peaceful person, I know what you like about him." ”
During their short stay in Xiaoshan, Shen Jianlong and Qu Qiubai also made several literary exchanges. During a discussion of poetry, Shen Jianlong wrote a five-word poem: "Avoid people and five tombs, and the sword is worth thousands of gold." Break up and give away, and live a heart. ”
Qu Qiubai replied, "The words of long hatred are shallow, not as deep as people's opinions." The two are happy with each other, and the pulse is full of gravity. Shen Jianlong looked at the two poems, pondered silently, and finally waved the four big words of "borrowing flowers to offer Buddha" to send blessings to the two people and withdraw with dignity.
In November 1924, four days after the negotiations, the three of them published three revelations in the Republic of China Times, announcing to the outside world that the marriage relationship between Shen Yang was dissolved, Qu Yang formally established a relationship, and Qu Qiubai and Shen Jianlong also became friends. This caused quite a stir in Shanghai at that time.
Newspapers publish revelations
Qu Qiubai and Yang Zhihua finally walked together, snuggling up to each other to guard the spark in the long night. For Qu Qiubai's sigh when he sent her Fang Yin, Yang Zhihua looked at him sincerely and happily replied: "You gave me a beautiful future." ”
Sweet times are always short, and both people shoulder the important task of the organization, always gathering less and leaving more.
In 1927, Shanghai was shrouded in white terror, and Qu Qiubai was attending classes at the Central Political and Military School in Wuhan and lost contact with Yang Zhihua.
It was not until a month later that Yang Zhihua came to Wuhan to visit. Hearing the news of his lover, Qu Qiubai hurried to meet him after class. The door to the conference room opened, and they both saw the restrained but still overflowing love in each other's eyes.
Qu Qiubai hurriedly stepped forward to hold her hand: "How are you doing lately?" Is it good to be alone? ”
Yang Zhihua replied to him: "I am very good, Duyi is also good, she said she missed you." Then he tilted his head and smiled, "This is the first time I've seen you in a military uniform." ”
When the two were together, Qu Qiubai had always been very grateful, he said that he could not do the most ordinary and simple trifles, and Yang Zhihua not only took good care of the trivialities of Qu Qiubai's life, but also sent the most appropriate encouragement when he was worried.
In 1927, when Wuhan was in crisis, Qu Qiubai served as a member of the Standing Committee of the Provisional Politburo of the Central Committee and was deeply anxious about the current situation. He carried his sick body in the middle of the night with his brows locked, unwilling to show the pressure in front of his wife, Although Yang Zhihua did not ask, but he understood.
Yang Zhihua was very worried about his body, frowned painfully, and finally couldn't help but advise: "You always stay up late, how can you not sleep?" ”
Qu Qiubai tiredly analyzed the current predicament, and he rubbed his eyes: "The Standing Committee members must take responsibility." Then with deep determination, he gently said to her: "I am at risk of sacrifice at any time, don't be afraid." ”
Yang Zhihua looked at her husband in front of her, he was her leader, also the torch of the revolution, the inch of the day before dawn, and their cause was glorious and great. She put her warm hand on his back and told him, "I'm not afraid, the braver you are, the closer we are to victory." ”
In 1935, Qu Qiubai was arrested by local reactionary forces in Changting, Fujian Province, on the way from Ruijin to Hong Kong. In prison, the enemy tortured and extorted confessions, both soft and hard, and Qu Qiubai was not moved. In order to plot a rebellion, they sent Song Xilian to persuade them to surrender.
Qu Qiubai was arrested in the 1980s for cartoons
The student he had been obsessed with protecting in the past spoke utilitarian and seductive words to him, trying to portray the present as an eternal triumph. But Song Xilian never really knew his teacher. He underestimated a person's unswerving commitment to ideals and the strength of faith.
Song Xilian persuaded him as a family friend, and Qu Qiubai said coldly: "The family members of those friends who really care about me, especially my wife Yang Zhihua, will not agree to my destructive survival, which will only bring them shame and pain for a long time." ”
After several theories, a debate ended with Song Xilian speechless. Qu Qiubai in prison carried the sunlight cast from the iron window, and the grains floated around him. He sat down at the table, wrote down his hopes for the future on a piece of paper, and finally remembered his wife and recalled the happiness of the past in his mind again.
Yang Zhihua, Qu Qiubai and Qu Duyi
In 1928, Qu Qiubai and Yang Zhihua went to the Soviet Union to prepare for six major events. In the long and endless pure white ice and snow of the Soviet Union, the family of three spent the most unforgettable reunion time of their lives.
The cold weather made Qu Qiubai's cough more and more serious, and Yang Zhihua said one day: "I have already contacted the Baku Sanatorium, you must go." ”
Qu Qiubai raised his head from his desk and held up his glasses, and he wanted to refuse: "The organization sent me to work, not to recuperate." ”
Yang Zhihua was a little angry: "Letting you go to Baku is also the decision of the organization, if you go or not, don't tell me, you go and talk to the branch." ”
Qu Qiubai looked at her lovely daughter and wife, but still compromised: "Don't be angry, I will go tomorrow." He said in a sincere tone: "I was criticized by the organization and tired of you." ”
Yang Zhihua was a little choked up when he heard this: "It is you who has been criticized, it is you who has lung disease, and it is you who is not as good as me." She knew the weight on his shoulders, but hated herself for not being able to share it for him.
Yang Zhihua and his daughter Qu Duyi added unprecedented vitality to his stressful life, and he seemed to feel the warmth of home that had been difficult to understand since his mother's death. So the memories of that time are particularly clear in the mind.
In prison, he thought over and over again about the clothes his wife had sewn for him, the books he had sorted out, and his dependence on Yang Zhihua in the ten years after his marriage, and his infinite nostalgia.
This separation was a farewell in the end, and Qu Qiubai saw the beginning of the revolution, but never saw the results of the revolution again. He could only sprinkle blood on this land, and let the mountains and rivers and trees stand up in the sun for him, and continue his loyalty.
The enemy issued the highest level of secret execution order, and in the early morning of this day, Qu Qiubai watched the soldiers calmly dressed up and followed them to an octagonal pavilion in Zhongshan Park, leaving the last image before the uprising.
Here the grass is long and flying, the sky is full of greenery, the vigorous life grows freely in the clear sun, and the sky is full of fragrance and hope. He said to the enemy in this meadow, "This place is very good, shoot." ”
Qu Qiubai's life ended at the age of 36.
At this time, Yang Zhihua did not even know where Qu Qiubai had gone, the message had completely disappeared, there was no longer a warm letter sent from afar to make her heart flutter, and there was no longer a gentle and powerful smile to make her calm and peaceful.
She could only wait and expect in silence, rubbing his previous letters over and over again to get through the ordeal.
When Yang Zhihua returned from the Soviet Union to work, Qu Qiubai wrote in a parting letter: "This time you can't write a letter, I want you to get a small book, write the words you want to write on the book, wait for me to come back and read, okay?" ”
Lu Xun and Qu Qiubai
It is often said that the chances of finding true love in life in the vast sea of people are small and hopeless, but Qu Qiubai and Yang Zhihua know and love each other in turbulent times and work together for a lifetime.
It is also said that in the shell of marriage is two people under the contract with the passion of the first sight as fuel, which is gradually consumed in chai rice oil and salt. However, with the common direction, the two people in life and spiritual progress are becoming more and more tacit and sweet.
Qu Qiubai himself was not in good health, and Yang Zhihua was slightly embarrassed later, but their belief in fighting was always high.
In the letter, Qu Qiubai also wrote: "We are only less healthy, otherwise it is a good time." Freedom like a seagull, as empty as the sea and the sky, just ready for the strength of the two of us, hand in hand on the battlefield. ”
Yang Zhihua and his daughter Qu Duyi
If you don't love, the brief encounters are like sitting on a needle felt. If they are in love, no matter how long the time passes, they are afraid that it is too late, so they have to hold each other's hands more tightly.
In the hopeless struggle and love of so many arranged marriages, the combination of Qu Qiubai and Yang Zhihua is particularly lucky. Bai Shou's lifelong wish is not only to be adhered to by two people, but also to have the care of fate. This embrace is only a short decade, which is particularly impressive.
After many years, Yang Zhihua finally found his lover in that lush meadow. Qu Qiubai has repeatedly mentioned his possible fate to Yang Zhihua, and Yang Zhihua fully supports her husband's career and must have been prepared for it.
But after the meeting, she still couldn't help but tremble, and the clothes she had sewn were still on him, and every inch of it seemed to be stained with his breath, wrapping the cold skeleton with the last warmth.
Autumn white
In the smoke of the flames, they are one of the countless couples, a pair of seabirds that flutter their wings and fly, and one of the teams that fight against fate with their flesh and blood. Fate whispered to the warrior, and the warrior responded with a high song. They are full of hope, but they live to die.
Their love is pure and sentimental, like the frost of autumn, silently knotting all over the world. They regard each other as part of their faith: If I can't reach the future, you have to see for me how this earthly world has changed!