Mixed-race girl Zhou Ziyun: Three children in the family, two mixed-race children, who have been treated as foreigners for 23 years
Narrator: Zhou Ziyun
Finishing: Mr. Xiao Han
My name is Zhou Ziyun, 24 years old, from Suzhou, and I am of mixed Chinese and French descent. However, after giving birth to her second child, my mother divorced my father and returned to France, where I have not seen each other for more than ten years. We have three children in the family, the eldest brother is a pure Chinese, my sister and I are mixed-race children, because of the difference in appearance, from the age of one, I was surrounded by people around, when I was a child, I was afraid to go out.
Dad used to be very beautiful, was a big business, has been doing Europe, when he was in his fifties, but restless dad, divorced at a very early age, experienced too many women in his life, it can be said that he was mercurial, but one thing he did was great, that is, no matter how he came out, he has always been good to his children.
Dad was on vacation in France and then met Mom, who was a college student and was only 19 years old, all because Dad had money.
In Dad's words, they were love at first sight, and for me, it was money in sight.
Later, my parents got married, and then returned to Live in China, and gave birth to me and my sister in the starting years, but my father had a big temper and was not very good to my mother, and finally my mother, who couldn't stand it, chose to divorce after getting a breakup fee and returned to her hometown.
I grew up with my grandparents, so I can also be regarded as an authentic Suzhou native, my grandmother has been dead for more than ten years, if she is alive, she is almost a hundred years old.
After the loss of my grandmother, my sister and I were very miserable, at that time my father was busy with business, so I had to put my sister and I in the big brother's house, the eldest brother's children were older than me, but the eldest brother, although he looked very pompous, was definitely a good man, went to the kitchen in the hall, and was very good to his sister-in-law.
And my sister-in-law is also very fond of my strange-looking sister, and I still live with my sister-in-law's family.
No matter where I go, I will always be treated as a foreigner, and when I tell passers-by in fluent Mandarin that I am Chinese and called Zhou Ziyun, many people feel that they do not understand. After a long time, I slowly got used to this strange vision.
Maybe because of appearance, there are many boys who have shown me kindness since I was a child, such as buying me a lot of delicious snacks, or some small gifts, anyway, it is a goddess in the minds of boys, a stumbling block in the minds of girls. But it was a real treat at the time.
Although my mother is French, I can't speak any language except my mother's language, Chinese, and when I was studying, my English score was the worst, and I didn't like to learn, so I liked to dress myself.
Whether at home or outside, they are favored because of their appearance.
I remember when I was a child, when I was out of school, many parents would chase me, and when my sister-in-law pulled me to the car, saying that these people had never seen the world, had something to look at, and were not foreigners. Maybe the sister-in-law feels that living together for a long time has long been used to it, and for those who have not seen much foreign little girls, they are really curious.
Not only that, even in school, it is favored by teachers, but in learning, it is not less counted, such as my English teacher Teacher Zhang, who said every time: "Zhou Ziyun, you said that you have a foreigner's face, how come you don't speak foreign languages?" ”
At that time, the whole class was laughing, eager to find a seam to drill into.
Yes, I have a foreigner's face, but I can't even speak a foreign language, and I really can't say it.
At that time, my father wanted to send me to an international school, so as to reduce the burden on my sister-in-law, but I lived with my sister-in-law for a long time, and I couldn't do without it, saying that I didn't go at all, and finally my sister-in-law also interceded, saying that it was very good at home.
In fact, my sister-in-law was also born in the countryside, the family is not well-off, and she can take care of me so carefully, but also to please the eldest brother and father, which can be seen by clear-eyed people.
Although my brother loved me very much, after I grew up slowly, he was in the body of my little sister, and he always used his father's tone to educate me. When I grew up, I understood the truth of the first son's words like a father, after all, I was nearly thirty years apart from my eldest brother, and I could indeed play the role of a father.
I don't know why, I didn't like to study since I was a child, and finally after graduating from high school, I began to stay at home, play motorcycles, play games, and take care of my little sister's diet and living, because I grew up, so I had to bear more.
My sister and I live in a family of three, the eldest brother and family live on the second floor, dad rarely comes back, because in addition to his busy business, he is going out to eat meat and drink, anyway, to meet, you have to make an appointment in advance, only at that moment, you can feel the love of your father. I don't usually see him, and they rarely talk to us.
In the 23 years of being treated as a foreigner, I didn't seem to have any happy feelings, but instead made me an otaku.
[Note: The picture comes from the Internet, invaded and deleted]