It was late at night, and it was another night of anxiety to insomnia. At this moment, my daughter was sleeping soundly in my arms, so as to envy her carefreeness. Suddenly, that very pessimistic thought popped into my head again

It was late at night, and it was another night of anxiety to insomnia.

At this moment, my daughter was sleeping soundly in my arms, so as to envy her carefreeness. Suddenly, that very pessimistic thought popped into my head again, causing me to say "I'm sorry" 😣 to my daughter again

Yes, I'm sorry, being my child, wronged you, you are so pitiful, reincarnated into such a poor family...

All the anxiety comes from not having money, from being fired from the company at the age of 35 because of too much personal leave. The child just read the small class, every month is sick 😷 at home and there is no old man to take the handle, the husband is the top pillar of the family work is very busy and hard, so it can only be my cheeky time and time again to ask for leave, and finally invited until I was fired.

After the muddy new year, I thought that when the kindergarten started, I would continue to look for a job. But I know it's difficult, I'm not a talent, I don't have any skill, I don't know what kind of work can be nine to five, there are weekends, no overtime at night, usually no business trips, children with colds and fevers can take leave at any time... Oh, and it has to be close to home. Anyone who would ask an employee like me [tear running] [tear running] [tear running] [tear running], I feel that my requirements are excessive.