You finally learn to shake hands with the world

"You finally learned to shake hands with the world" | text: Winter moon flying snow

"You have finally learned to shake hands with the world and make peace, and you no longer feel lost in your heart."

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Always in the quiet night, write your own words, every paragraph of text, tell your experience, always will recall the past, the heart of the emotions, the night of darkness, lonely back, with a hint of pity, buried in the heart of the secret, but you have never told anyone, the night sky stars, twinkling with a faint light, insomnia of the night, who will quietly listen to your story? Who will tell you that the world isn't that bad? You just fell into the trough of life for a while, your thoughts came to you like a tidal wave, and when you recalled the past, you were also shaking hands with the self who was not good enough.

Once plunged into endless darkness, but eager to escape from this world, at that moment, you feel abandoned by this world, want to end your life, but inadvertently found that you still have a lot of things to do, a lot of dreams have not been realized, so you resisted your impulses, while struggling in the darkness, while silently looking forward to the day, out of the predicament, break free of the shackles that bind you, stubborn you have tears on your face, but your heart is incomparably firm, the melancholy in your eyes, Let you fall into sadness, the persistent heart has not changed, winter nights, so cold, cold wind cold to the bone, and you are frozen and shivering, sad words, jumping on the paper, many people say that you are worried about giving new words, in fact, they just do not understand your joy and sorrow, there are many lonely people in this world, but no one is as tired of this world, tired of not being good enough.

The shackles that bind you are still heavy, the broken heart has long been wounded, the dream is still so beautiful, the cruelty of reality has long made you lose the hope in your heart, the person you love the most has left you, your family has never recognized you, but you have already arranged everything for you, at that moment, you suddenly find that life has long since ceased to exist, you want to go to the river alone, end all of it, all of it, all of it is unwilling, all of it is resistant, it has long been exhausting, all the sneers, Let you see through the indifference of the human heart, the world is cold but so, the person who loves you the most is the person who hurts you the most, confused, unwilling, melancholy, wandering, all of which occupy the bottom of your heart, the world is not so beautiful, desperate, lonely but full of resentment against the world, at that time, you no longer have a vision of a better life in your heart, but inadvertently remembered that you still have many things to do, so you no longer want to end this painful and confused life.

You did not go to the city you have always wanted to go to, did not meet the person who is worth entrusting your life, did not go to a concert, did not think of another way of life, did not realize the wish, like the stars in the night sky, illuminating the sky that belongs to you, lonely but incompatible with this world, want to change yourself, although you are not good enough, did not meet the person who is worth your life, doing a job that you do not like, but bearing the malice of this world, Your family always thinks that you are in the blessing and do not know the blessing, so they always accuse you, you are owed three months of wages, still not paid, friends around you have alienated you, and you have become more and more silent, silent and melancholy you, how much I hope that everything will end earlier, but I did not find that this road is not more difficult, but you, did not give up the obsession in your heart, so you chose to break free of the shackles that bound you.

The road has gone a long way, the heart is still anxious, how many desperate moments does a heart have to go through to complete the transformation? How many setbacks does a person need to experience to be undaunted? No one will tell you the answer, silence is only your protective color, sadness has been lingering in your heart, indifference is just that you have not unloaded all your defenses, isolated and helpless, you have also thought of having a dependence, but soberly told yourself, the embrace is not the only dependence, injured you, can only lick the wounds of the bottom of the heart alone, no one will care about you in the dark, the only dependence, only the stubborn and eager to transform yourself, so you chose to face the difficulties, and never flinched.

After walking through countless nights, you will deeply feel the cold of the night, experience countless setbacks, will understand the rare and precious happiness, what you want, but in the way you like to live your life, without interference from anyone, no matter what type of work you are engaged in, no matter who you are with, no matter where you go, no one will interfere with your freedom, what you want to have, but your own piece of the sky, although the reality is very cruel, but you still will not choose to give up, every brave person has a pair of wings, soaring in the sky Every firm heart will not change easily, although the world is not gentle with you, and you still have love, love every day in life, love everything.

Some people are immersed in the sweetness of the wind and snow, some people feel the malice of this world, some people live a life that makes everyone envious, some people exhaust their lives without realizing the wishes in their hearts, there are too many people in this world who are as ordinary as you, no extraordinary talent, no family wealth, no one shields themselves from the wind and rain, but still trying to live, there are too many people in this world who have experienced despair, but they have made a comeback, maybe this is a rebirth, maybe it will make people fall into the trough of life again, pull out the thorns on their bodies, It is a difficult thing to make peace with the world, but there are still people who work tirelessly to get rid of the shackles that bind you and fly freely, it is also a kind of transformation, at least, you live the life you want, although there are many unsatisfactory in reality, you will not feel regrets, at least, you will not feel regrets, because you have come out of despair, gradually know how to shake hands with the world, put away all the sharp edges, put away all the anger and unwillingness, and face the world with a new attitude. You no longer feel cold in your heart.

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There are always some warm moments that make it difficult for you to forget, there is always an unforgettable experience, insomnia night, who will you think of, and who has ever reached out to you when you are in difficulty? A small warmth, better than a thousand words, but always lingering in your heart, a good memory, has become the most precious wealth in life, the person who lights the lamp for you in the dark, will illuminate your way forward, butterflies are still flying in the flowers, the spring tree path is still picturesque, the sun is still warm, the one who once gave you warmth, now sees that you are trying to become a better self, a faint smile on your face.

The sea in the memory is still vast, the beach is still crowded, a person sitting on the beach, looking at the scenery of the sea, the heart is full of emotions, as if time has passed a long time, many people and things have long been forgotten by you, the years inadvertently smoothed out your edges and corners, looking at the teenagers playing on the beach, suddenly remembered many years ago of their own, once, you are also as vigorous as them, there are many beautiful visions for the world, now you, but you have already experienced vicissitudes, looking at the familiar scenery, You think of the one who accompanied you to see the sea, but now there is no intersection between each other, time never stops, everyone is busy non-stop, the years have taken away the youth and ignorance, leaving behind one unforgettable memory after another, each memory will let you see your own transformation, and you are constantly growing.

The road to growth has always been uneven, people who have experienced despair, will understand the difficulty of life more than anyone, insomnia night, you think of yourself again, the heart is still not calm for a long time, suddenly found that the current life has been much better than before, you quit the job you don't like, started a new life, although life is not so smooth, but you no longer have the idea of light life in your heart, you began to like to live in your favorite way, and gradually opened up the closed heart for a long time, Begin to feel the warmth and beauty of this world, this moment, you finally learn to shake hands with the world, you will never feel hopeless again, your heart will no longer feel cold.

Entangled, confused, also experienced the trough of life, gained, lost, began to understand the happiness of the hard-won, the world is not so good and not so bad, life is not a fairy tale, but more exciting than fairy tales, love is not an idol drama, but more than the idol drama more full of expectations, immersed in the ivory tower, people will not understand the complexity of society, people who have experienced sorrow and joy will know the meaning of life, this life, will experience the trough, will also soar, there will be countless joys, there will be sadness Wait until the world's sorrows and joys are experienced, all of which are clear in the chest, only to find that the original world of beauty and cruelty has always coexisted, when you learn to shake hands with the world and make peace, you will understand the meaning of life, at that moment, all the hearts are released.

You have finally learned to shake hands with the world, you no longer feel lost in your heart, all the beauty and cruelty are seen through one by one, you finally live the life you want, but you are more determined than anyone, because you believe that the world is still beautiful, even if life is not as good as poetry, there will be a pure land in your heart, and that pure land will make you believe that all the beauty will come as scheduled!

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Pen name: Winter Moon Feixue, words are the language I use to record my mood, I use her to express emotions, reflect on myself, and strive to become a better version of myself.

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