I don't know how long it can last, I don't feel respect and care in marriage, I take two children to do e-commerce, one child is three and a half years old, one is almost five years old, and the husband said that two children in these two years let

I don't know how long it can last, I don't feel respect and care in marriage, I take two children to do e-commerce, the child is three and a half years old, one is almost five years old, the husband said that these two children have made his hair a lot whiter, the rest is not good, the blood pressure is also high, he directly said, hearing the boss's voice on the headache, the old girl, he has some son preference. Many trivial things in life make me uncomfortable, for example, I slept in the company that day with two children, said that I did not sleep well at night, so tired, he replied directly: How can I sleep well? The truth is that sleeping in a room of his own would of course sleep well. When I watch a TV series in the New Year, he will say don't watch TV dramas and learn things, watch more news. I bought an aromatherapy to put in the company, he accidentally knocked over the cleaning time in front of the rest of the company directly said that this broken perfume smells so bad, don't buy this in the future. Another time, I bought the tape, he felt that it was not easy to use, directly said what a broken tape, directly thrown out. This has hit my self-esteem deeply. There are other things in life, the most unbearable thing for me is that he feels that these two children have dragged him down and destroyed his physical health, but I cook, I give them a bath and dress, and I sleep at night, he still feels noisy, especially the old girl, I feel that she can't get the father's love. Maybe I should get divorced and live with two children, so that it will be happier than living with him, sleepless late at night, and the thought of these is so sad that I can only vent here