As soon as Sister Lin appeared on the scene, she cried several times first, first in front of Jia Mu, she was saddened by the call of this kind old grandmother a few times of "heart and liver", "I can't stop crying". Returning to the residence at night, she wiped her tears alone, and Zi Juan told the attacker that it was because she saw that she had caused Baoyu to commit "crazy disease" during the day, and she was so uneasy that she shed tears.
That's a reason, but it's just one reason. Dai Yu was a little old, and suddenly drifted to the place where this person was born, the people in front of her were noisy, the beads were surrounded by greenery, but they built a cold barrier, a strange river and lake, so that she who was still coddled in front of her parents' knees not long ago, how could she not be secretly shocked?
During the day, whether answering Jia Mu's questions or making a courtesy visit to the rooms of the two aunts, she observed the color of her words and took every step for the camp, afraid of taking one more step and saying one more word. Under the lights of the night, it was only half relaxed, and the fear, grievance, and fear were all in her heart, and the future was like a dark sea, waiting for her to cross.
Fortunately, Dai Yu quickly adapted to the environment, Jia Mu spoiled, Bao Yu pampered, she was idyllic, but it seemed that she was too happy. Every subsequent appearance was actually an offense.
First of all, he offended Madame Wang's companion, Zhou Rui's family. This week, the Rui family had a pair of snobbish eyes, but they could occasionally send kindness, and it didn't matter, Dai Yu offended her that time, but it was unreasonable.
Originally, Aunt Xue had twelve palace flowers, so that the Zhou Rui family gave them to miss and young grandmother of Jia Fu, and the Zhou Rui family sent a large circle from near and far, and the last two were sent to Daiyu. Dai Yu glanced at it and sneered, "I just know that others don't pick the rest and don't give it to me." ”
Listening to this, Aunt Zhao was no better than the aunt Zhao who complained that "decent things can't come into my hands", lost her master's identity, and did not say anything, and also vainly offended a person who could speak in front of Madame Wang.
The second person she offended was Grandma Li. Grandma Li is Baoyu's wet nurse, in Aunt Xue's house, Bao Yu wants to drink, Grandma Li advised him not to drink, afraid that the old lady and the old lady will ask, and she will also be responsible for being a wet mother. Dai Yu ignored her bitterness, "quietly pushed Bao Yu, making him gamble", and said," and said, "Ignore the old goods, let's just take care of our happiness", this style is a bit like that Qingwen.
Aunt Li boasted that she had a golden eye of fire, and scolded the attackers for "coaxing Baoyu with makeup foxes, coaxing Baoyu to ignore me and listen to your words", this feeling of abandonment should be a pain point for her, although she dared to be angry with Daiyu, she knew that she would not run to Madame Wang and say something? Her identity is there, and she is a person who does not have a sense of proportion and is not afraid of trouble.
Dai Yu initially talked to her in Madame Wang's room, quite alert and sensitive, how could she turn her face so willfully? Secretly thought that this was a bit of a performance, her provocation with the Zhou Rui family, when it was done for Jia Baoyu to see, she wanted to show an outstanding self in front of him.
There are many paths to stand out from the crowd, and one of the shortcuts is to plant imaginary enemies everywhere. YiShu once said that there is a kind of woman, "I don't know how many people like to offend her, so that they can be self-respecting and proud of their relatives and friends." "If a person is persecuted by the whole world, it seems that it is enough to show that he is different from the customs- is not the public? Du Fu wrote a poem praising Li Bai and saying, "Everyone in the world wants to kill, and I intend to pity only one person." As soon as he heard this man, he was very tight.
Dai Yu, like Li Bai, has equally prominent shortcomings and advantages, and perhaps attractive people always have all kinds of flaws, "ten treasures and nine splits, no grain and no jade", those flaws are proving its truth. In Lin Daiyu's various frenzies, there is a kind of girlish temperament that we are familiar with, except for Baochao, who seems to be very mature at birth, who has not taken the twist as a personality, and the sharp and serious temperament of the juvenile age?
And she told Baoyu not to pay attention to Grandma Li, and she was not necessarily in favor of Baoyu drinking, more, afraid that she wanted to show her sovereignty in front of Baochao. When Aunt Li said, "You are persuading him, but I am afraid that he will still listen." Dai Yu's bold and bold way of snatching white is to clear up and happily speak, but in the end, it still exposes the tension in her heart, at this time, her tension about the new environment has been transformed into tension for Bao Yu.
If you are not unsteady in your heart, how can you care about the loss of a city and a place? If you are really confident, why should you highlight yourself again and again? Dai Yu was so careful, pinching the tip to be strong, but it was because she didn't get the words she wanted from Bao Yu. At that time, Although Baoyu was also gentle and considerate to her, she was always in the restless period of youth, just as Daiyu said, she forgot her sister when she saw her sister.
Loving someone who is not completely sure is like tiptoeing through a puddle in the dark of night, and you don't know which step will be in the air. You see Daiyu at that time, she tempted, quarreled, cried, and vinegar for no reason, like a grain of stone, scarred Daiyu's original peaceful life, but it was also her foothold in the darkness, one grain at a time, bringing her to the place of light.
Bao Dai's love is not love at first sight, although at the beginning Bao Yu also said, "This sister I seem to have seen", but after this kind of déjà vu good feeling, Bao Yu roamed many places, met many people, after a series of comparisons, thinking and epiphany, finally determined that he could only get Daiyu's tears, Dai Yu was the one who lived and died with him. Before this, Dai Yu had to suffer a lot, shed a lot of tears, and even lost many times, which was both the "tears" mode of the novel at the beginning of the novel, and what a young girl could do for her love.
In Cao Gong's pen, a girl is not cute because she is smart and sensible, on the contrary, because she is sharp, calculating, vain, clumsy and cute, and a large part of Daiyu's charm comes from her self-suffering, that self-suffering, so that you have a kind of sympathy for her, seeing the self that was once overwhelmed, you almost want to touch her stiff arm in the air, you remember how you felt at that time.
When Dai Yu heard Bao Yu as a confidant, determined that she was the weak water of Bao Yu's eyes, and was willing to pick up the scoop of drink, she suddenly became peaceful, soft, like a cocoon into a butterfly, you see Dai Yu, never clashed with anyone again.
The first is to "dissect the Jinlan language" with Baochao, is her heart open, can she think of people in the direction of good, and not be afraid to express her desire for family affection and friendship to this former imaginary enemy.
Baochao's sister Baoqin came to visit relatives, Jia Mu spoiled to unprecedented, the bottom of the two cloaks at the bottom of the pressure box, one peacock hair to Bao Yu, one piece of wild duck hair to Bao Qin, but also want to ask for Baoyu's relatives, and specially entrusted people to bring words to Bao Chao, saying, Qin girl is small, don't hold her tight. Think thoughtfully for this little girl.
If she had put it in the past, Dai Yu didn't know how to be unhappy, but this time she only called her sister in a hurry, not even by name, and it was not wrong to be her own sister. Love gave her energy, like a little amulet, to help her heal those unspeakable dark diseases.
Especially in stark contrast to the previous chapter, Baochao sent an old woman to send bird's nest, and she very politely told the old woman that she was bothered and asked her to drink tea outside.
"The mother-in-law laughed and said, 'I don't eat tea anymore, I still have something to do.'" Dai Yu smiled, "I also know that you are busy." If today is cold and the night is long, it is more and more time to have a night game and gamble twice. The mother-in-law laughed and said, "Don't hide from the girl, this year I will be very wet." There are a few people who go to the night every night, and it is even worse to be wrong; it is better to have a night game, sit more, and relieve boredom. Today is my head house again. Now that the gates are closed, it's time to play. When Dai Yu heard this, she laughed and said, "It's hard for you." Mistakenly you get rich and send it in the rain. He ordered him to give him a few hundred dollars, to eat some wine, and to avoid the rain. ”
It is not difficult to understand that she is polite to the old woman, that is, looking at Baochao's face, but for this old woman who is anxious to gamble and refuses to drink tea, she is so gentle and sympathetic, which is very different from the style of the face that can't be moved before.
In these chapters, we can concentrate on the growth of Daiyu, who has changed from a sharp, always questioning girl to a girl who knows everything. At the same time, she felt that her tears were getting less and less, and told Bao Yu that she often just felt sour in her heart, but she couldn't cry.
Growth also means wear and tear. After the love was determined, Dai Yu's softness, with a little tiredness, she no longer appeared as frequently as before, and Cao Gong's description of her was rarely a stroke of genius, mentioning that she was always an expression, a kind of innocuous sentimentality. This may show that although the marriage is still a suspense, what she cares more about is Baoyu's heart, her kind of exhaustion, and the satisfaction after finally arriving at the destination.
Lin Daiyu in "Dream of the Red Chamber" is not a flower, it blooms there at the beginning and withers at the end. It describes, more like a bud, you see her grow, unfold, little by little bloom, you can see every change in her, there is a reason, it is this change that can be trusted, constitutes the level of Daiyu's soul, so that you can love her steadily, from beginning to end.
Text / Yan Hong
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