Dream of the Red Chamber Continued Text 88: After Daiyu died, he left a lotus flower account, jia Xichun was shocked after reading it, and decided to become a nun.
(Creative logic: According to the information revealed by Jia Xichun's judgment painting, Jia Xichun eventually became a nun, so what touched her to make up her mind to become a monk? This article starts with a taupe flower tent left behind after Lin Daiyu's death, and tries to write the reason for it. ）
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After Lin Daiyu's death, everyone came one after another.
Jia Xichun actually did not want to come, she was originally the daughter of Jia Jing of Ningguo Province, and was brought to Rongguo Mansion by Jia Mu and grew up with her sisters. (Reference: In the second episode of "Dream of the Red Chamber", Leng Zixing said when speaking at the RongGuo Mansion: "The fourth lady is the younger sister of Zhenye of Ning Province, and her name is Xi Chun.) Because Mrs. Shi loved her granddaughter very much, she followed her grandmother to read a book, and she listened well. Usually lonely and indifferent, "cold heart and cold mouth". After inspecting the Grand View Garden, she insisted on taking away the Yahuan that Wang Xifeng had agreed to leave behind, and was indifferent to his plea for forgiveness; You Shi's previous intercession was also reprimanded by her, saying the harsh words of "not being a cruel person, it is rare to be a Han".
Thinking of Lin Daiyu's life, she couldn't help but come again.
The world says that pity for the same disease is not comprehensive, and the same fate is accurate, because the same fate will bring the same feelings.
In essence, like Lin Daiyu, she is a hermit in Ningguo Mansion, except that Lin Daiyu's surname is Lin, and her surname is Jia; Lin Daiyu is thousands of miles away to enter Rongguo Mansion, and she is a few steps away from entering Rongguo Mansion. The distance is not the same, but the identity is roughly the same.
Lin Daiyu's room was crying, the shadows were shaking, and everyone was in a mess, she accompanied everyone to shed a few tears, looked around in a daze, and saw the lotus flower tent hanging next to Lin Daiyu's bed.
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The colors of youth are the same, and in the private room of the girl, the atmosphere of youth is exuded everywhere.
The lotus flower tent was given to Lin Daiyu by Wang Xifeng.
As soon as Lin Daiyu entered the Rongguo Mansion, Jia Mu was extremely affectionate and arranged for her to live in the Bisha Cabinet. That night, she promptly sent Lin Daiyu a taupe flower tent and a few brocade satin mattresses. (Dream of the Red Chamber, 3rd)
Rhododendron refers to the color of light purple with a slight pink color, which is darker than light purple. It's a hint of purple with a hint of pink.
Lin Daiyu hung a bright flower tent next to her bed, which was in line with her identity.
As her gaze shifted to the window, she could easily see the red window screen like smoke and mist. She had heard others say that the window screen was handled by Jia Mu and Madame Wang herself. (Reference: In the 40th time of "Dream of the Red Chamber", Jia Mu took Mrs. Wang, Grandma Liu and others to Lin Daiyu's room, saw that the window screen was old, and immediately asked Mrs. Wang to replace the silver-red "soft smoke Luo". ）
Lin Daiyu's room is decorated with bright colors, which is Jia Mu's special care for her.
Wherever someone gathers, there will be a comparison. Thinking of Jia Mu's two different attitudes towards herself and Lin Daiyu, Jia Xichun felt a faint pain in her heart.
But seeing Lin Daiyu's soul dissipated, she was relieved.
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There are two kinds of pain in life, one is external pain, and the other is inner pain.
Although Lin Daiyu received special care from Jia Mu in her life, her life was "three hundred and sixty days a year, the wind and the sword were strict", she was bent on marrying Bao Yu, but there was no result for a long time. Jia Mu repeatedly stated that Lin Daiyu and Jia Baoyu were a pair of small wrongdoers, and servants up and down also said that Lin Daiyu would definitely be able to marry Baoyu. (Reference: In the 66th time of "Dream of the Red Chamber", Xing'er introduced the situation of Rong Guofu to Second Sister You and said: "In the future, It will be decided by Lady Lin.") Because Lin Girl is sick, the two are still young, so they have not yet reached this point. In another three or two years, the old lady will speak, and there is no more inaccuracy. However, the thunder and rain were small, and in the end, Jia Baoyu married Xue Baochao.
She knew that behind the golden jade good fortune, it was Jia Yuanchun who was in charge. Jia Yuanchun's consideration is not feelings, but interests. The feelings between Lin Daiyu and Jia Baoyu cannot be compared with the marriage of the four major families, and no matter how beautiful the feelings, in the face of family interests, they must also give way.
Even if Wang Xifeng took care of her again, Jia Mu loved her again, hung the best bed account on the bed, used the best window screen for the window, and no matter how to ask for warmth on weekdays, everything was in vain at the critical time.
Therefore, Lin Daiyu's death stemmed from a physical illness and died of heart disease.
Death brings people different experiences and feelings. Standing in Lin Daiyu's house, Jia Xichun's thoughts were gray, the cruelty of life, and the coldness of Jia Fu made Jia Xichun completely look down on Jia Fu and see through life.
Looking at the dead Lin Daiyu and looking at the bright lotus flower tent, Jia Xichun suddenly remembered the two sentences he had written, "Mo Dao has sunk into the black sea in this life, and there is a great light in sex."
Leave Jia Fu, escape into the empty door, guard the Buddhist hall alone, stay away from emotional entanglements, have no attachments and no delusions, do not suffer from Lin Daiyu, and do not taste the sorrows of life.
Thinking of this, Jia Xichun decided to become a nun. So, she put away her tears and left Lin Daiyu's room when no one cared.
One day, she quietly left Jia Province, leaving endless mysteries for people to guess and sigh.
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