Some time ago I saw such a post, the son of a 20-year-old firefighter was sacrificed, and the 42-year-old mother gave birth to a child five times, just to have a child, have a spiritual sustenance, and have a hope for life.
As a mother of a firefighter, she worries about the safety of her son and the mother of her children.
Liu Jie, a 20-year-old firefighter in 2014, was burned at the scene during a rescue and was directly swept out of the window on the 13th floor by the air waves. The mother fainted when she heard the news, and when she saw her son again, she was already separated by yin and yang.
She became a mother who had lost her independence, and others said that her son was a hero, but in the eyes of her and her husband, she would always be a son.
The mother who lost her son was immersed in grief all day, and the two lost hope in life.
Later, the mother-in-law couldn't look down, and when she saw that the couple was still young, she suggested that the two of them want another one. The mother thought to herself, "We want to live well for our son, what he has not touched, what he has not experienced, we will touch for him."
So the couple decided to have a second child, because she was 39 years old at the time, she was only able to do IVF due to age restrictions, and she tried four times in three years and failed. But every time she thought of her son's smile, she plucked up the courage to keep going.
Finally, the 42-year-old mothers had good news at the time of the fifth test tube. Accompanied by her husband, she came to the hospital for a review, and the doctors in the hospital were excited because they were pregnant. The B ultrasound shows that the little guy's fetal heart is beating strongly, as if to tell the mother "I'm coming". The mother embraced the doctor excitedly, who said, "As a doctor, I have never felt so valuable as I do now.".
The difficulties during this period are probably the only ones that the mother knows best, coincidentally, the expected date of delivery is still the year of her son's life.
As an elderly mother, she began to control her diet, quit her favorite fat, and insisted on exercising every day to welcome the arrival of the baby in the best condition. As the days go by, the baby swims healthily in the mother's belly.
But the problem appeared in the mother, about to reach the due date, her kidney stones recurred, because she could not take the drug because of pregnancy, the pain was so that she did not have the strength to speak, and she had a cold sweat on her body, so she insisted on it for 19 days.
On the day of delivery, the husband outside the door heard his wife's moans of pain and was very distressed. He leaned against the door, trying to get closer to his wife, hoping to bring warmth through the tiny cracks in the glass. Fortunately, the child arrived smoothly, and the mother recalled afterwards: "This pain is nothing compared to the pain of losing her son."
The arrival of the baby makes the family more complete.
At the time of the baby's full moon, the hospital sent her a cake blessing.
The mother took her one-month-old daughter to the place where her son had fought, and perhaps only by looking at the wound could she heal the pain. The fire brigade held a full moon ceremony for her daughter and gave her a mini version of the fire suit as a blessing.
Now this little guy has grown tall, lively and cute. This mother's name is Ying Xianmei, she has come out of that pain, and will live bravely with the thought of her son and the expectations of her daughter.
The world is impermanent, but may it be good. The pain of losing a loved one can only be known to those who remain, truly cherish the person in front of you, and do not let the thoughts still carry regret.
I am Three Stones, thanks for reading.