Thinking more about this is the last wild goose, let me no longer think about the past life and this life, think more about this is the last confession, let me no longer think about the merits and demerits, all say that the family has a difficult scripture, but I would rather be immersed in the innocence of the Great Compassion Mantra and no longer be awake.
The year of not being confused is filled with thousands of pounds, and it should be happy and added to the eyebrows, but it is always broken by reality and the beauty of ignorance. I, a troubled man deeply influenced by traditional culture, after combing through his single social relationship, resolutely made the choice not to cultivate his career, and the harmony of the family was actually the greatest success, and he did not know that reality was torn apart. I have always thought that the door to the door is the only cornerstone of marriage to maintain harmony, the children of the two peasant families came together by chance, originally wanted to be able to respect each other for a hundred years, but did not know that the good times are not long, with the confirmation of your civil service identity, public security subsidies, salary income jumped ahead, accompanied by the promotion of the positions of the family members around you, the woman's inner vanity and comparison psychology dominates your thoughts, and the disdainful eyes and uninhibited mentality of the husband walk in the front line of life. When I thought that with the accumulation of each other's age and experience can change your temporary cognition, you gradually drifted away, that self-righteous pride and empty-eyed ignorance hurt me and my family from the heart to practice, even my only sister was unwilling to stay with my dear nephew for a while when I was not at home, I can't imagine how rude and selfish it would be when the child and aunt were playing intimately and happily, and you lay on the bed impatiently handed over a sentence that the doll should go to bed early and go to bed early and get up early, how rude and selfish, Chen Ran, I can accept. I have warned more than once that my parents are my insurmountable bottom line, my mother has left us seventeen years ago, the single father endures the reality of loneliness and old age, on the basis of maintaining the harmony of his son's family, it seems that he has carefully walked with us all the way, tolerating your indifferent eyes, ignoring the hanging of your donkey's face, I am blind and warn you that you have parents, but I did not put your rudeness on my parents-in-law after all, tradition and upbringing made me unable to see with you in general, and I did not want to complain with virtue. With the death of my father-in-law, I thought you would mature and meet, but it was not as expected, you were just a little poor under the cloak of my own way to cope with things, I suddenly felt how precious the tutor was not easy.
Looking at my son who is nearly three years old, listening to you, I did not repeat that you were a member of the family, at first I thought you were speechless, but now I feel that you are demonic, and I find that your consistent connivance and tolerance for you have not changed your condescending ignorance, but on the contrary, it makes you feel that you are the incompetence and cowardice of your husband. Once I thought, when my father a hundred years later, as you wish I cleaned up, without leaving a trace of worry and regret to make your dreams come true, but your ignorance and shallowness made me infinitely worried about the growth of my children, you feel that you have given everything, and I 154/, in addition to staying in the hotel like going home, in fact, I am not for your vanity and your dignity and sniffles.
Life is a mess,
Life is also a glass of wine, need to constantly unravel a small knot, but also need to calm down to taste the sweet and sour, understanding and tolerance is far better than complaining and blaming, without me, without today's you, without you, can not achieve today's me, when I am discouraged when my thoughts are gray, reason tells me that forbearance is an evergreen tree that keeps the marriage going, which can let me continue to maintain a hope and sustenance. But all this is not the result of wishful thinking, which is not the age will give a reply, but in front of you, can I see the dawn and hope?
Good night.