When people reach middle age, they realize that life is gone
In 2021, the Year of the Rat, he left an Internet company in December and went back to accompany his father through the last part of his life. It can be said that the day of misfortune, the father had been demented for more than a year, and then fell out of bed and was admitted to the hospital. After being discharged from the hospital, I spent almost all of my time in bed. Not long after, the mother went to the hospital for medical treatment due to frailty and illness, and when she went to the toilet, her feet were soft, and she sat on the ground, and was quickly diagnosed with a humeral fracture. Because there were too many underlying diseases, it was impossible to operate, and he could only lie in bed from then on. Two old people, both need to be taken care of. Although there are 4 brothers in the family, for various reasons, only 1 person can be left to take care of, fortunately, my father has a pension of more than 3,000, and the demolition of a house is more than one million, and the pension is guaranteed by money. But in the end, I couldn't rest assured, left the company where I had worked for nearly 2 years, and stayed at home with my parents for 3 months. #Will you be afraid when you are old?
It has been more than a year since his father died at the end of the year of Gengzi, and his mother, who was still in the wind and candle, also spent more than a year on the sickbed, and went to heaven in 2022, the third day of the first month of the new year of the Xin Ugly Year. In more than a year, I lost my parents and since then, I have been an orphan. Without parents, the hometown has become the hometown, gradually drifting away. #Man to middle age#
Life is hurried, love or hate, after all, it is an emptiness. As Su Zizhan said in "Xijiang Yue": The world is a big dream, and life is cool in autumn several times. I also imitated a song: Ukiyo Three Thousand Dreams, Tonight There Is Autumn Cool. Come to the river at night to dye light frost, and watch the waves lapping on the shore. The years are like songs and sideburns, and the years are like water and distant land. In the Mid-Autumn Festival, the bright moon covered the wolf, and the son looked north. Once the world is gone, it will eventually turn into dust, clinging to it and unable to let go, what can it do? People are lonely, they come and go, they walk in a red stripe, they can't take anything with them, fame and profit are all things outside the body. When people come to the world, there are all kinds of ways to live, and only from the heart, they can do what they like to do. #孤独 #
