20220201 the first day of the breakup: from last night to tonight, it was more difficult, time flowed in minutes and seconds, and I used minutes and seconds to heal myself. I put in all of myself

20220201 Day 1 of a breakup:

From last night to tonight, it was relatively difficult, time flowed in minutes and seconds, and I used minutes and seconds to heal myself. I put all my love in and I couldn't accept her putting my feelings on the floor and crushing them. At the first time, I blocked all the social software associated with her, including WeChat, Weibo, TEXT messages, phone calls... Then I started deleting our videos and photos, which was a tough part, and I was crying while deleting them, and then I continued to delete them. Like a shredder, slowly devouring all the good memories of the past, the adult world is so cruel. I went to Douyin to pay attention to some videos of men and women living alone, and I was about to start a life of being alone.

Shen Congwen once said that if you are lonely, you will find that there are ten of you. Loneliness has such a power, like a huge comb, quickly clearing the disturbing people, and awakening your most authentic heart from the lost. Although loneliness cannot be rejoicing, it can lead you straight into your own heart, directly hit the origin, to find a real self, a real world, which is the meaning of loneliness.

The Internet says there are ten levels of loneliness. 1. A person goes to the supermarket 2. A person goes to a fast food restaurant 3. A person goes to a café 4. A person goes to the movie 5. A person eats hot pot 6. A person goes to KTV 7. A person goes to the sea 8. A person goes to the amusement park 9.A person moves 10.A person goes to the surgery.

I will try to adapt to a person's life to experience different levels of loneliness, and I believe that everything will get better!