Seeing No More Andy Lau again, I jumped off a building and committed suicide!
It's hard to believe,
This sentence came from the mouth of a girl in her twenties,
This is also a shadow that a film superstar cannot erase in his lifetime.
In 2007, a 70-year-old man jumped off a remote pier in Hong Kong.
On his suicide note, written on rough manuscript paper,
It is full of accusations against a popular superstar.
He threatened with his own life,
Just so that his daughter Yang Lijuan can meet with idols.
Now, what happened to the girl who forced her father to die for the stars?
And how did she embark on the road of no return of blind star chasing?
01
In 1978, Yang Lijuan opened her eyes in a family of teachers in Agan Town, Gansu Province.
Because his father Yang Qinji had a daughter for nearly forty years,
So it was almost obedient to this old woman.
In 1981, the coal industry in Agan was in decline and a large number of people migrated.
In order to give my daughter a better learning opportunity,
The couple took 3-year-old Yang Lijuan and moved their family to Lanzhou City.
Yang Qinji himself braved the cold wind to spend 2 hours a day to work and go home.
What many people don't know is that Yang Qinji was already a celebrity in Agan Town at that time.
Go back five years,
Tao Juying, 23, is still a temporary worker who paints the walls of the school.
37-year-old Yang Qinji passed by and took the initiative to help, in order to get acquainted with this "tender grass".
Tao Juying has 6 siblings in the family, relying on the salary of her father, a coal miner.
Yang Qinji's family is a family of intellectuals, and the whole family is a teacher.
Perhaps it is the huge difference in family circumstances that makes Tao Juying reluctantly accept this relationship.
But it didn't take long for her to regret it.
With a 14-year age difference, both of them walking out will be asked: Is this your dad?
This put a lot of pressure on Tao Juying,
So many years later, she was not reconciled to this marriage: "I have always looked down on him, so much older than me." ”
Moreover, Yang Qinji's family also had a sensational event in Lanzhou in the 50s.
According to legend, Yang Qinji had made several girlfriends at that time, but none of them became an example.
One day his brother brought his girlfriend home,
But he was persuaded by his mother: Your brother has no object, it is better to give this girl to him.
As soon as this word came out, the girlfriend dumped her brother, and the younger brother did not want to open and hacked his mother to death.
Finally, Yang Qinji's younger brother was diagnosed with mental illness.
So later the outside world has been circulating that the Yang family has a "history of mental illness".
Therefore, Tao Juying was very reluctant to marry Yang Qinji,
But after the two were learned of by Tao's father, he was very supportive: "He is an honest man, so he has a serious job, and a city hukou." ”
Therefore, Tao Juying was forced to make a living and married Yang Qinji, who was 14 years older.
The next year, they gave birth to a daughter, and the two named her Yang Lijuan.
The pampering of the parents made this child develop a cruel and willful temper from an early age.
Beginning in 1992, Yang Lijuan, who was in her second year of junior high school, suddenly told her parents: I don't want to go to school.
At first the couple did not agree,
Because her daughter's academic performance is very good, she has won the first place, and the popularity in the class is also very good.
Until Yang Lijuan said that she was often "used" by her classmates,
The "use" here means that after Yang Lijuan writes her homework, there will be classmates who will take it and copy it, and they will smile and greet each other when they borrow homework, and after copying, they will be indifferent and ruthless.
So I begged my parents for half a year, and Father Yang, as a middle school teacher, actually compromised.
Yang Lijuan's withdrawal procedures were all handled by him personally at the school.
The accident occurred when Yang Lijuan was 16 years old.
In this year, Tao Juying and Yang Qinji divorced and began to live with a retired cadre surnamed Wan.
Tao Juying would often go to wash the clothes of Yang Qinji's father and daughter,
Yang Qinji will also take his daughter to visit wanjia.
One day, Yang Lijuan suddenly had a strange dream,
She dreamed of a painting of a handsome man with the words "You are particularly close to me, and you have met me in true love." ”
It was normal for a young girl to carry spring, but the strange thing had just begun.
After this, Yang Lijuan reunited with this man countless times in her dreams.
Sometimes, this man would come up to Yang Lijuan while playing with sandbags and look at her affectionately;
Sometimes, this man would drag Yang Lijuan to the side of the river and say something with affection.
Therefore, this unworldly girl decided in her heart that he had a destined fate with this man.
She told her father about it, and Father Yang was also surprised.
But he didn't deny his daughter's idea.
Yang Lijuan's heart was more urgent to understand who this man was and where was he?
02
By chance, a classmate showed Yang Lijuan a poster introducing this as Hong Kong star Andy Lau.
Yang Lijuan was suddenly confused,
She couldn't believe her "lover" would be here.
As a result, Yang Lijuan began to fanatically plaster and fill the room with andy lau posters.
As soon as she heard that there were Andy Lau records and posters, she rushed to buy them.
He only stayed in his room all day listening to Andy Lau's music.
At the same time, Yang Qinji retired early and accompanied his daughter to chase the star Andy Lau all day.
Southern Weekend has reported that Yang Qinji is responsive to his daughter's needs and is extremely doting.
He will personally bathe 20-year-old Yang Lijuan and wipe her body;
Yang Lijuan wanted to drink Red Bull, and he went to the store to steal it, penniless.
At this time, Yang Lijuan had already regarded Andy Lau as a "husband".
She believes that as long as Andy Lau sees her, he will definitely marry himself.
With this belief in the year of Hong Kong's return,
Yang Lijuan took the 10,000 yuan newspaper tour group raised by her father and boarded a plane to The Port City.
Because she heard that in a place called "Huazai Tiandi", she could see Andy Lau.
And when Yang Lijuan arrived at the scene full of expectations, she found that
There was nothing there except the pictures posted on the wall.
She returned to the inn in despair, and that night was almost all night.
In the years that followed, Yang Lijuan, accompanied by Yang's father, set foot in almost all parts of the country.
In Yang's father's suicide note, the experience was described as "taking the spirit and taking great pains" to do so.
Where there is news of Andy Lau, Yang Lijuan must go at home.
This flower season girl does not look for a job, has no friends,
Her life's goal is Andy Lau,
The home is full of products endorsed by Andy Lau,
There are countless letters written to Andy Lau,
In order to get a reply from her "lover", Yang Lijuan even took the letter to the Ministry of Culture, hoping to help herself hand over to Andy Lau.
But Yang Lijuan's efforts did not bring any response,
Instead, it makes this family that was originally in good condition destitute,
Only the father's pension of more than 2,000 yuan per month to survive.
In order to realize his daughter's wishes, Yang Qinji still resolutely sold the property in his hometown.
He moved into a rental house with a monthly rent of 400 yuan with his daughter.
In 2004, the father and daughter finally ushered in a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity.
Andy Lau's film "No Thief in the World" will be filmed and filmed in Gansu,
Yang Lijuan began to look forward to meeting the lover of her dreams at home.
She stood on the roof of the building every day and looked out,
Looking forward to Andy Lau's motorcade can pass through his own downstairs,
I hope that the handsome Andy Lau can get out of the car to meet her.
This is obviously a fool's dream, until the crew's car drove away from Gansu,
Yang Lijuan did not wait for Andy Lau.
At this time, her spirit was close to collapse, and she often quarreled with her father at home.
"Why didn't he come to see me?" I like him so much, I love him so much. As soon as he sees me, he will marry me. ”
Fortunately, soon after, Andy Lau held a concert at the Beijing Workers' Stadium.
Yang Qinji bought a 1680 yuan A area ticket for his daughter.
But when yang Lijuan went to the scene, she found that her seat was in the 11th row,
It is simply impossible to get close to Andy Lau.
The next day, the father and daughter went to the Beijing International Hotel where Andy Lau lived.
But still disappointed.
After repeated setbacks, Yang Lijuan once impulsively wanted to commit suicide.
Fortunately, he was held by his mother to save his life.
Father Yang Qinji saw it in his eyes and hurt in his heart.
For the first time, he complained about this superstar.
Why did her daughter pay so much, and Andy Lau just refused to meet?
03
In 2005, Yang Lijuan accidentally saw the address of Andy Lau exposed by Hong Kong media in the newspaper.
The father and daughter flew to Hong Kong the next day,
They were like stalkers, ecstatically squatting in Andy Lau's villa,
Seeing that Andy Lau was delayed, he begged Andy Lau's neighbor to bring him his own handwritten letter.
Seeing the crazy Yang Lijuan neighbor, he wanted to refuse,
However, he saw that Yang's father's neighbor, who was hunched over, could not bear to refuse this, so he agreed to forward the letter to Andy Lau.
In this way, the father and daughter, who had been squatting for a few days, returned to the hotel.
Yang Lijuan waited eagerly for her lover to see her handwritten letter,
Then welcome yourself into the luxury villa with great fanfare.
But after staying for a few days, Andy Lau's shadow did not appear at the hotel door.
When the money on her body was also wiped out, Yang Lijuan had to return to her hometown with red eyes.
This year, Tao Juying was unfortunately hit by a heavy object and broke her leg,
Yang Qinji could only take him home,
Gone are the days of living with retired cadres surnamed Wan.
As a result, Tao Juying also joined the team of father and daughter chasing stars.
The family of three twisted into a rope, and did not see Andy Lau vow not to give up.
At that time, Yang Lijuan would often express her attitude to her parents: You don't care about me now, and when I follow Andy Lau, I won't care about you.
Under this premise, a surprising thing happened.
Yang Qinji wants to sell kidneys to support his daughter to go to Hong Kong to chase stars.
I even put words: "I just take a dry steamed bun, eat a flatbread, take a bottle of mineral water, I have to climb to Hong Kong, take my doll to find Andy Lau." ”
In 2006, the news of "father selling kidneys to fulfill his daughter's dream of chasing stars" made headlines.
Many media squatted in Andy Lau's home and crew,
Sharply asked him if he knew about it.
Unfavorable speech has caused great damage,
Andy Lau's agent rushed to Gansu overnight to persuade the girl not to let the star chase ruin her family.
Andy Lau himself also responded publicly: "Asking my father to sell his house and sell his kidneys to see me is disloyalty and filial piety." ”
Yang Lijuan also felt very guilty at first,
She shed tears and repented, saying that she would do filial piety and chase the stars rationally in the future.
But within a month, Yang Lijuan was forced to die again to see Andy Lau.
Even seeing that public opinion can make Andy Lau agent talk to himself and have new ideas,
That is to use the power of public opinion to get the opportunity to meet Andy Lau.
Next, Yang Lijuan frantically contacted the Beijing media,
The family and relatives borrowed 7500 yuan,
A temporary passenger resting place next to the underground garage of Beijing West Railway Station,
Rent a room that can only accommodate one person turning around,
Yang Lijuan's parents slept on the chase bunk outside the room, living for two months.
During the period, the media once found Andy Lau's imitator Wu Ke to try to comfort Yang Lijuan,
But she didn't react to Wu Ke at all.
Even, Yang Father and Yang Mother are still very angry: too disrespectful to people, you are using fake Andy Lau to deceive us!
After there was nothing they could do, the three members of the Yang family returned to their hometown in Lanzhou in frustration, planning to go to Hong Kong in the next year.
04
At this time, Yang Qinji was penniless,
In order to help his daughter chase Andy Lau, he sold his kidney,
Nephews, neighbors, colleagues, leaders, and even Tao Juying's several "good friends", he borrowed them all.
In the end, 70-year-old Yang Qinji braved the cold winter moon to stand downstairs at the leader's son's house.
Through the introduction of the leader's son, he borrowed eleven thousand yuan of usurious loans,
Years later, a family of three immediately rushed to Hong Kong,
This time, Yang Lijuan, who has experienced "ups and downs", finally met the "lover" who has her heart in mind.
At the "Celebrating Members' Birthday Party" held at "Hua Tsai Tiandi",
Yang Lijuan not only saw Andy Lau's live performance, but also took a photo with him.
But Andy Lau did not fall in love at first sight as she thought and married her.
Yang Lijuan stubbornly believes that the organizers have given her too little time.
She didn't want to leave the venue,
She thinks that as long as Andy Lau hears her heart, he will definitely fall in love with her.
Knowing that her daughter did not speak her heart to the idol as she wished,
Yang Qinji, who was indignant and intolerable, left a full seven pages of last words that night and committed suicide by jumping into the sea.
Through this manuscript, people were surprised to find that
During this period, Tao Juying suffered from anemia and heart disease, and during the time of selling the house, he had the idea of taking his own life.
In his last words, Yang Qinji blamed all the sins on Andy Lau:
Andy Lau, who do you think you are? You are selfish, very hypocritical, you dare not admit reality and facts, very sad. My child Yang Lijuan made earth-shattering sacrifices to see you, has paid the price of 13 years of youth, walked through 13 years of blood and tears, and almost put her life on the line. Parents have given everything they have and are in debt to realize their children's last little wish to see you. At this time, CCTV and other media reports have been a year, you have not moved, are you a person?
In an instant, the whole of Hong Kong shook,
Andy Lau's career was in a state of collapse.
Many people scolded Andy Lau for being cruel, what can he do when he meets.
Some people even scolded him as a murderer and wanted to "pay for his life".
Yang Lijuan even claimed to fulfill her father's last wish to see him again.
A few days later, Yang Lijuan and her mother once again appeared in the villa where Andy Lau lived.
Since I don't know the house number,
Mother Yang knocked on the door door to door, asking door by house,
Until knocking on the door of Wu Junru's home, and did not find Andy Lau's home,
Due to her mobility problems, Yang Mu was also almost injured by a motorhome.
It's just that these seemingly "infatuated" behaviors are futile.
After a dispute between the mother and daughter, Yang Lijuan left alone in a huff.
In the end, after police mediation, the two reconciled as before.
Andy Lau held a press conference after two days of silence,
He said bluntly that he had a mental illness and was asking for a doctor.
This incident caused him a lot of damage,
He vowed never to see Yang Lijuan again in his life.
The death of her father and Andy Lau's attitude finally woke up this girl who was immersed in fantasy,
She blamed all this on Andy Lau,
The former "lover" became the "enemy".
She frantically accused reporters of the star's selfishness and indifference: If he had seen himself earlier, it would not have become this situation.
She originally wanted Andy Lau to sue himself in court, demanding compensation of 1 million yuan for herself.
But in the end, nothing happened.
But what she didn't know was that Andy Lau anonymously repaid the usurious loan he owed before his death for Yang's father.
Yang Lijuan, who was sad and indignant, could only return to her hometown in Lanzhou.
This dream that had been done for 13 years finally woke up.
Yang Lihua, who has lost her relatives, is dependent on her mother for her life.
Life seems to have returned to plainness.
Seeing her again is 2014's "Oriental Live Room".
On TV, she seems to have regained her composure, using her own experience to warn everyone not to lose herself for star chasing.
She bent down deeply to say goodbye to her past self,
It is also a confession for years of wanton behavior.
It's just that this remorse came too late.
Today, Yang Lijuan, 44, is a supermarket shopping guide with an income of just over 2,000 yuan in January.
She and her mother rent a low-cost house in the suburbs, which rents less than 1,000 yuan a year.
On the concrete floor of her house, there was only a coffee table, a sofa, and a bed.
She never goes online, has no boyfriend, and is very satisfied with her current life.
The only hope is that the mother will be healthy and happy.
If she had been able to wake up early, her father Yang Qinji would not have been too obedient to her daughter.
Maybe this girl will have an enviable life, an object of pride for her parents.
However, there is no if.
Yang Lijuan's experience not only made us regret, but also sounded an alarm bell for us.
Blind star chasing will only delay yourself in the end,
Excessive coddling will only end up ruining the child.
Compared with distant idols, you may wish to focus on the people around you.
Don't wait for things to turn out irretrievable before regretting it.