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Since she was born, Yang Lijuan has received all-round meticulous care from her parents, all her needs will be responded to in a timely manner, and the excessive pampering of her parents has made Yang Lijuan extremely dependent on others, and her personality has gradually formed a state of almost arrogance, and even in the trivial matters of daily life, someone must accompany her to complete.
At the age of 14, Yang Lijuan, like other young and ignorant girls, was obsessed with chasing the traces of the prince of her dreams, the idol star Andy Lau. Her entire room was instantly overwhelmed by Andy Lau's posters and records, and she was immersed in the aura of an idol all day long, and her studies were abandoned.
At first, the parents did not interfere too much with their daughter's obsession, but as time passed, they gradually realized that their daughter's obsession had gone beyond the normal range and embarked on a path of no return.
Yang Lijuan's obsession with Andy Lau deepened day by day, and gradually evolved into a pathological obsession. At the age of 14, she asked her parents to drop out of school, claiming that she could no longer stand the constraints of school, and she longed to find her idol Andy Lau.
Although the father initially resolutely objected, he finally chose to compromise and approved Yang Lijuan's withdrawal application under the strong pleas of his daughter.
After dropping out of school, Yang Lijuan put all her energy into the journey of chasing idols. She began to frequently reach out to her father to ask for money to pay for all kinds of expenses needed to follow Andy Lau's itinerary.
Due to the family's poor financial situation, the parents' meager income alone cannot afford such a huge expense for their daughter. However, in order to fulfill his daughter's wishes, the father would rather let the family fall into poverty, go into debt, and finally even sell his own property just to provide his daughter with sufficient funds to chase stars.
With the support of the huge amount of money raised by her father, Yang Lijuan began a long and arduous journey of chasing stars, and her only wish was to have a close contact with her idol Andy Lau.
During this time, the family's debts snowballed, and my mother's health deteriorated due to overwork.
However, in the face of their daughter's willfulness, the parents were powerless and could only bear all this pain in silence.
Just when Yang Lijuan's family was facing a difficult situation, she learned an exciting news - idol Andy Lau was about to hold a grand concert in Hong Kong.
Hearing the news, Yang Lijuan's eyes flashed with hope, and she longed to seize this once-in-a-lifetime opportunity to be there in person, even if it was just to look at the idol from afar.
She once again asked her father with a furious momentum, hoping to get a plane ticket to Hong Kong and a concert ticket. Although their family was in debt and in financial difficulties, the father reluctantly nodded to his daughter in the face of the reality that it was difficult to let go of family affection.
Yang Lijuan's heart is full of passion, and she is convinced that her dream is gradually becoming a reality.
As expected, at the concert site, Yang Lijuan finally saw the radiant spirit of her beloved star. With tears in her eyes, she screamed and called frantically, as if she had become the happiest person in the world.
Under the careful arrangement of the staff, she was fortunate to leave a precious group photo with her idol Andy Lau, and the once unattainable dream was so real in front of her at this moment.
However, the short reunion did not bring Yang Lijuan a sense of satisfaction, she still believes that the contact with her idol is far from enough, and longs for a deeper and more intimate exchange.
In the face of his daughter's vexatious demands, the father was helpless, and he deeply realized that his daughter was already deeply obsessed and unable to extricate himself. In the end, he chose the most desperate way - to commit suicide by throwing himself into the river, so as to end this endless journey of chasing stars.
Time flies, time flies. Yang Lijuan stood in the spotlight again and was interviewed by the media. When asked about the crazy star-chasing past many years ago, her eyes were gloomy, as if she had returned to those painful years.
Yang Lijuan sincerely said that if she could do it all over again, she would never embark on the road of no return to chasing stars. She deeply realized that due to her willfulness and persistence, she not only hurt her parents who were hardworking and regarded her as a treasure, but also brought great distress and worry to Andy Lau, the idol of the year.
Recalling her father's last desperate suicide, Yang Lijuan was heartbroken, and tears couldn't help but fall. It was the most painful and guilty moment of her life, and she could never forgive herself for being impulsive and selfish.
If she could do it all over again, she would definitely cherish her parents' love and not rest on her laurels and act arbitrarily.
After experiencing major setbacks and painful lessons in her life, Yang Lijuan finally came to her senses, and she completely abandoned her blind worship of stars. Since then, she has started a new life that is plain and fulfilling.
Despite her humble background, she and her mother were able to spend those warm and healthy moments together. Compared with being trapped in the illusion of the void, the happiness of this ordinary life is undoubtedly more precious.
Whenever Yang Lijuan is immersed in deep thought, she always repents and treats her experience as a profound apocalypse, warning and warning future young people not to follow in her footsteps and fall into the blind worship of stars.
The unpretentious daily life is far better than the ethereal idol fantasy, and the care and love of relatives are not inferior to the beauty of idols. Yang Lijuan sincerely hopes that the young people of the future can avoid the wrong path of their past, be careful and prudent, and cherish and treat every beauty around them.
After years of wind and rain, Yang Lijuan finally got rid of that painful past. Today, despite the emptiness of her home, she has lived a life of contentment and fulfillment.
I sincerely wish that she and her elderly mother can support each other, spend the last journey of life together, enjoy the warmth of the family to the fullest, live a happy and healthy life, and no longer be confused and bound by any illusory things.