Peace of mind is "home"

"Home" | text: Eighteen children and eighteen gongs

"Peace of mind is home"

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After the eighth year, the Spring Festival is approaching. The streets and villages are immersed in the Atmosphere of the New Year, and the children also have a winter vacation, chattering every day, bustling and bustling, as if they are greeting the New Year in advance. Dad said that the family killed big pigs a few days ago, and earlier also dried a lot of Nan'an plate ducks, whether to take the children home for the New Year. But because of special circumstances, this year also advocates the New Year in place, I am afraid it is difficult to go home, Dad understands that after a year of hard work, then take the children to spend the New Year at home in Huizhou. Listening to my father's words, it suddenly reminded me of what is the meaning of "home".

When I was a teenager, literature was the meaning of "home", and I especially expected to become a literary artist, so that that year, when I was still in the first year of high school, I saw the advertisement of "Literary Youth Crash Course" in the newspaper, and three eager cucumber eggs secretly left school after the National Day to participate in crash course training in a city in the north, thinking that the crash class came out to be a "literary scholar", and when it was found that "fast class" was not like that, I hurriedly wanted to rush back to school to take classes, but because I did not ask for leave, I missed too much class, and the school system was dealt with according to "automatic withdrawal". The three cucumber eggs have no way to return to the classroom, no matter what, the school does not relax, to take the school discipline seriously, and finally, in the spirit of teaching and educating people, I agreed to let one of the students resume their school registration, and the other two students did not have access to the school, I am the lucky one, the dream of the young literary artist, several times I dream back, every time I think of the other two classmates, I feel that I carry heavy expectations, but I don't even have half a "home", I feel particularly guilty.

The master said, I was born in the beginning of April on the eighth bath of the Buddha's day, I have a relationship with the Buddhist family, I should become a monk, I am destined not to become a "literary scholar", I said, the red dust is rolling, the years are reincarnated, there is no going out, there is no door. The master said angrily, you didn't even know what zushi Xilaiyi was, so you talked about the "door" in a rhetorical way, what is Zushi Xilaiyi? I said, Zushi Xilai means the straw shoes on Zhao Zhou's head, the Buddha is in the heart, does not come and go, where is there anything coming from the west? The master was shocked and said that I was still not suitable for "monasticism." I told my master that, indeed, I am not suitable for monasticism, and I know that the Buddha is in my house.

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That year, the train was late, and when I got home it was more than two o'clock in the middle of the night, and my grandmother came out in her pajamas and slippers to open the door, and I had an epiphany that the Buddha was in my house. When I was a child, when my grandmother grew up, my grandparents often said that my parents had younger brothers and sisters at home, that was not my home, that is not my home, my grandparents' home was my home, they took care of me in every way, gave me the warmth of my home, in retrospect, I remembered it vividly, and that warmth has not faded and been remembered. That's home, the Buddha's home. If you see that the phases are not the same, that is, if you see rulai, your grandparents will also see rulai, right?

Frequently summoning Ru not to return home, greedily in front of the door to get dirt and sand. The mountains and rivers in the cave are different, and the peach blossoms are like golden willows like smoke. In front of the door, the moon is a few heavy mountains, and the Buddha is at home. Some people say that the Taoist "Taoist nature" explores the relationship between man and nature, the Confucian "do not do what you want, do not do to others" is to study the relationship between people, the Buddhist "all laws do not depart from their own nature", while exploring the universe, focus on solving people's inner psychological problems, should not dwell in their hearts, follow the joy of fate, and be at ease with the encounter. I think there is some truth to this statement.

Indeed, man and nature, man and man, people's hearts revolve around "home", and they are inextricably linked to "home". People who live in mortal dust are probably for the sake of "home", the country, everyone, the small family, and the fame and family. For me, I like: home is all over the world, drunk red dust, living in nowhere, going with fate, plain and plain, with the encounter, peace of mind is "home".

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Pen name: Eighteen children and eighteen gongs, ordinary Huizhou citizens. He loves reading and literature. Simple life, simple is happy, real is beautiful. Plain and plain is the state of the Buddha.

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