Wave your hand away from zi. Even more poignantly, bitterly complaining. The corners of the eyes and the tips of the eyebrows seemed to be hateful, and the tears were still there. I know that I misunderstood the previous words. Passing through the clouds and fog, counting the confidants of the world and Ru. Man is sick, does God know?
Nowadays, the frost weighs on the East Gate Road, illuminating the Hengtang half-day remnant moon, and it is as miserable as promised. The whistle has been broken, and the end of the world has been alone ever since. By cutting off the thread of sorrow and hatred. It is like Kunlun collapsing on the wall, and it is just like a typhoon sweeping away the world. Heavier than wings, and cloudy.
In December 1924, Yang Kaihui had just given birth to Mao Anqing and was still in confinement, and at this time Mao Zedong was ordered to work in other places and had to temporarily separate from his wife and children.
On the night of the imminent separation, Mao Zedong could not sleep at night, facing the cold frost everywhere under the faint moonlight emitted by the moon hanging in the sky, and his mood was even more miserable at this time.
Faced with the private feelings of his children, Mao Zedong at this time had to obey the great ambition of saving the country. Since we have chosen the revolutionary road, we cannot be bound by the love of our children.
On the way out, Mao Zedong, who could not calm down for a long time, condensed his full of sorrows into this timeless song "He Groom. Don't be friends".
The acquaintance of Mao Zedong and Yang Kaihui also began when he was studying at the First Normal School in Hunan.
At that time, Yang Kaihui's father, Mr. Yang Changji, returned from studying in China and was hired to teach at the First Normal School, while Mao Zedong and other progressive students who were studying at the First Normal School at that time often gathered at Mr. Yang Changji's home to talk about the world's major events and discuss ways to save the country.
At this time, Yang Kaihui, who was studying at the Rice Field Women's Normal School, often stayed quietly as an observer when her father talked with his students, and in the process, she especially admired Mao Zedong's great ambitions and profound insights.
During this constant contact time, the two of them gradually developed feelings.
In 1918, Mr. Yang Changji was hired by Peking University, and the family left Xiangxiang for Beijing. During this period, Mao Zedong and others also came to Beijing to prepare for the work-study activities in France, and often came to Yang Mansion to visit Mr. Yang Changji.
At that time, Yang Kaihui was teaching herself at home, and in the process, Mao Zedong often gave her some progressive books and articles he wrote, and they got to know each other further.
In the winter of 1920, Yang Kaihui and Mao Zedong were happily married, and since then they have become a revolutionary couple who "weigh their wings and are in love with Yunyi".
After their marriage, Yang Kaihui and Mao Zedong lived in a cottage in a vegetable garden by the Qingshui Pond outside Xiaowumen gate in Changsha.
This hut was the seat of the Xiang District Committee of the Communist Party of China at that time.
Yang Kaihui became Mao's right-hand man at the time, and they often worked late into the night.
At that time, Yang Kaihui not only had to take care of Mao Zedong's life, but also had to receive revolutionary comrades who came and went at any time, but she arranged these complicated tasks in an orderly manner.
In November 1922, at the edge of Qingshuitang, their first child was born, named Kishi Ying, and the following year, they gave birth to a second son, Mao Anqing.
But with the changes in the revolutionary struggle, Mao Zedong gradually became a thorn in the flesh and a thorn in the eyes of the Hunan warlords, and in April 1923, Mao Zedong was wanted by the Hunan warlords, and their home in Qingshuitang could not stay, and Yang Kaihui could only take the child to other places alone.
In this process, Yang Kaihui felt lonely and lonely as never before, and in the following time, she wrote to her husband many times, asking to go to Shanghai and Guangzhou with her husband, but her husband wrote back:
The metropolitan life is large, they often travel from place to place, and they cannot take care of their mother and son, but it is not as convenient as having more relatives and friends in Changsha and acquaintances.
At the same time, he said in another poem to his wife:
I want to be a jianghai guest, let alone a nickname.
After seeing the letter, Yang Kaihui was very angry, and she was angry that her husband did not understand herself.
Yang Kaihui also has her own revolutionary ideals, she is not willing to do this as a housewife, her life is like this, she wants to help her husband in her work, but at this time, her mood has not been understood by her husband.
She loves her husband, and she loves her deeply, but at the same time she wants him to understand her heart.
At this time, Yang Kaihui was full of grievances and full of resentment, and she did not reply to her dear husband this time.
In the autumn of that year, due to work reasons, Mao Zedong specially returned to Changsha to visit his wife and children, but Yang Kaihui, who was gambling with her husband at this time, was very cold to her husband.
It was not until late at night that her husband, Mao Zedong, learned from his pillow what was on his wife's mind.
At this time, Yang Kaihui tearfully confided in her husband about her grievances.
It was only then that Mao really discovered that he had neglected his wife and children because of his work.
Yes, the wife has to take care of her son and take on heavy housework, and the wife has never distracted him, but she has never shared the slightest worry for her wife. Now even his wife's positive revolutionary demands he never paid attention to, and he felt deeply guilty thinking about them.
But at this time, Mao Zedong could not stay at home for a long time because of his revolutionary tasks, and he only rested at home for one night, and then left in a hurry before dawn the next day.
When her husband set off, Yang Kaihui, who still had a grudge against her husband, did not send her husband off as usual this time.
At this time, Yang Kaihui's mood was very complicated, and love and resentment were constantly churning in her heart.
At this time, the mood of her husband Mao Zedong on the road was also not calm, he remembered the usual bits and pieces with his wife, his thoughts flew in his brain, and he chanted all the way into the famous song "He Groom. Don't be friends".
In this poem, he writes the touching sentence:
"Count the world's confidants and ru."
After receiving this poem, Yang Kaihui' resentment that had gathered in her heart for many days was finally relieved, and she broke into laughter, because her heart was understood by her husband.
During this period, although the husband and wife had a small gathering, in the end due to the harsh environment of the struggle, a long-term separation could not be avoided.
Until Mao Zedong led the Autumn Harvest Uprising troops to Jinggangshan, the couple never saw each other again.
Since then, there has been no sound of one or the other.
At this time, Yang Kaihui had to live alone and lonely with her three sons.
At this time, her lonely mood was not known to the world, but in the 80s, with the renovation of Yang Kaihui's former residence in Bancang, a number of precious Yang Kaihui's life notes from that period were found in the cracks in the wall, and Yang Kaihui's painful and complicated state of mind during that period was also known to the world.
In a note, Yang Kaihui wrote:
I couldn't sleep anyway, even if I fell into bed, I did it for several nights in a row, and I couldn't sleep for more than one night. More than ten days, half a month, a month, never see a letter, I Jane (Jane) is going crazy. I set up some hypotheses, the brain is like a stage, what else to sleep, people are getting thinner and thinner.
It was so sad, so lonely, so sad, and this day I Jane (Jane) wanted to escape it. But for the sake of my little treasure, I finally can't escape.
It was another night without falling asleep, and I couldn't bear it, and I was going to run to him. The little child, the poor little boy, hugged me again. My heart has picked up a burden, one end is him, the other is a child, and no one can take it. I'm going to cry, I'm going to cry. I can't not love him, I can't not love him!
This note contains affection and love in every sentence, how Yang Kaihui loves her husband.
Read it all over, and it is a thought.
Yang Kaihui also wrote in a poem "Even Feeling" after this:
The sky is overcast and windy, and the cold is deep into the bones.
Thinking of the distant pedestrians, the flat waves suddenly undulated.
Is the foot disease cured, and is the cold clothes prepared?
A sentence "Is the foot disease cured, and is the winter clothes prepared?" It also expressed how much she missed her husband at this time!
In the early morning of October 24, 1930, a burst of gun butts slamming on the door and a chaotic shouting woke up Yang Kaihui's mother and son, who were sleeping soundly.
Then they rushed into Yang Kaihui's residence, and a group of soldiers with guns pushed Yang Kaihui out of a small room next door, pressing her out, and then she was imprisoned in Xiecaoping Prison.
In prison, the enemy tortured her to the point of torture, torturing Yang Kaihui all over her body, but the indomitable Yang Kaihui resolutely gritted her teeth and did not say half a word.
When the enemy saw this situation, they also used a soft plan against Yang Kaihui, and they invited Yang Kaihui to sit down in the living room and said to her:
"As long as you publish in the newspaper a notice of your separation from Mao Zedong, you can immediately be free."
However, the enemy only got Yang Kaihui's sneer, and the enemy's trick was strictly rejected by her.
She said to her relatives and friends, such as her sixth aunt and mother, who had come to visit:
"Death is not a pity, but I hope that the run's revolution will succeed as soon as possible!"
On the eve of Yang Kaihui's sacrifice, the sixth uncle went to visit the prison for the last time, and Yang Kaihui asked her to buy a large mirror and buy some rouge.
At this time, the sixth aunt felt a little surprised, because the usual Yang Kaihui never liked to dress herself, let alone love to grease and powder, why did she do this this time?
It turned out that Yang Kaihui knew that he had no hope of getting out of prison and was ready to sacrifice at any time.
The grieving sixth aunt bought what she wanted for her niece with tears in her eyes. Yang Kaihui was strong to the sixth aunt:
"Aunt Six, don't be sad, be strong!" Kill me one, and later on. Communists cannot be killed, and the revolution will one day be victorious! ”
Later, she entrusted her three children to the sixth aunt and instructed the sixth aunt to educate her children well and inherit the legacy of the revolution. She also asked her sixth aunt to tell her mother Xiang Zhenxi:
"Don't be sad, bring up my three children for me and educate them to inherit their mother's aspirations." That way, I can see. ”
During Yang Kaihui's imprisonment, her brother Yang Kaizhi took her sister-in-law Li Chongde and her mother Xiang Zhenxi to Nanjing, regardless of their personal safety, appealed to all walks of life, and mobilized the former friends of her father, Mr. Yang Changji, to try to rescue Yang Kaihui.
But nothing came of it.
At 1 p.m. on November 14, 1930, with the sound of a gunshot on the execution ground outside The Liuyang Gate in Changsha, the 29-year-old Yang Kaihui bravely took up his righteousness.
After Yang Kaihui's sacrifice, his brother Yang Kaizhi risked his life with his relatives and friends with a sad mood and transported Yang Kaihui's body back to his hometown Bancang overnight for burial, and erected a monument to commemorate it.
When Mao Zedong, who was in the Central Soviet Region at this time, learned the bad news of the sacrifice of his beloved wife Yang Kaihui, he was very sad and immediately wrote to the relatives of the Yang family:
"Kaihui's death is irreparable."
And sent money to repair the tomb for Yang Kaihui, and the tombstone was engraved:
"The tomb of Yang Kaihui, the mother of Mao, the male Shore Ying, the Shore Qing, the Shore Dragon Carving, the Nineteenth Year of the Republic of China Winter Standing."
Mao Zedong missed his beloved wife all his life.
In 1950, when Chairman Mao received Yang Kaihui's cousin Yang Kaiying, he praised him with great affection:
"Your sister Xia has a small child who died heroically around her, which is very rare."
In May 1957, Chairman Mao wrote "Butterfly Loves Flowers and Answers Li Shuyi", in which he pinned all his infinite nostalgia for his beloved wife into this poem:
I lost my pride and lost my willow,
Willow lightly ascends to the heavy xiaojiu,
Inquire wu gang he all,
Wu Gang held out the osmanthus wine.
Lonely Di'e Shu wide sleeves,
Long and long and loyal to the soul dance.
Ignoring the human world,
Tears flew downpour.
In November 1962, Yang Kaihui's mother died in Changshaxian, and Chairman Mao was very sad, so he immediately sent a telegram of condolences to Yang Kaihui's brother Yang Kaizhi, in which Chairman Mao wrote:
Comrade Kaizhi:
I was shocked to learn of the death of Mrs. Yang and was very sad. I wish you and your lady a day of mourning. Send five hundred dollars for a mourning ceremony, a funeral rite. I can share the same cave with Comrade Yang Kaihui and my dear wife. We are two families in the same family, one family, regardless of each other. I hope you mourn and change. Congratulations
Daan.
Mao Zedong
November 15, 1962
Chairman Mao's words contain affection, and he not only expresses his concern for Mrs. Yang, but also expresses his infinite longing for his wife Yang Kaihui.
His beloved wife is no longer there, and he must also do a filial piety for his beloved wife.