Hua Luogeng once said: "A person's life is limited and short, if we want to use the short life process more effectively, we had better regard our own life as a continuation of the lives of our predecessors, a part of the common life of the present, and the beginning of the lives of future generations." ”
In the history of the development of the Chinese nation, there are many people who have inherited the fine traditions of their predecessors and passed on these spirits, so that our nation and our civilization will have a long history. In modern history, our nation has suffered many disasters, and under the leadership of countless benevolent people and with the joint efforts of the sons and daughters of China, we have survived.
During this period, many heroes appeared, and they gave up a lot for the motherland. Zhao Yiman, as a famous heroine at that time, left her husband and children early and participated in the revolution, 20 years after her death, her son knew who his mother was, only to get the suicide note left by his mother, in order to commemorate his mother, he tattooed his mother's name on his arm, but his final end was suicide, what is the reason for this?
Zhao Yiman sacrificed and left a suicide note
Zhao Yiman, I believe that many people are not unfamiliar with this name, as our anti-Japanese heroine, her deeds have been written into books and made into movies. Her heroic deeds also inspired the masses at that time and strengthened everyone's determination to resist Japan.
Zhao Yiman was born in a landlord family, although there are many old ideas left in the family, but the superior family environment allows her to have the opportunity to study. Zhao Yiman loved to learn from an early age, accepted many new ideas, and later joined the Socialist Youth League under the introduction of his brother-in-law. Later, when he was studying at Yibin Girls' High School, he became a full party member because of his excellent performance.
Under the influence of communist ideas, Zhao Yiman actively participated in various affairs organized within the party, and also actively participated in the Northeast War of Resistance Against Japanese Aggression after the "918" incident. Unfortunately, in 1925, during the struggle with the Japanese army, he was captured in order to cover the retreat of the troops.
After being arrested, Zhao Yiman was tortured by the Japanese army to extract a confession, and even though he was beaten several times and fainted, Zhao Yiman still did not say a little intelligence. Later, Zhao Yiman's leg injury worsened, and even showed signs of dying, the Japanese sent Zhao Yiman to the hospital for treatment in order to obtain intelligence, and adopted a policy of Huaiju, but Zhao Yiman did not compromise.
In the end, the Japanese army knew that they could not get any news from Zhao Yiman's mouth, and finally executed him. Before dying, Zhao Yiman left a suicide note for her child, but because she left home early and changed her name, no one knew who her son was, and this suicide note was adrift for 20 years.
Get the suicide note and engrave it in honor of your mother
Zhao Yiman's son is called Chen Yexian, because Zhao Yiman came out very early to participate in the revolution, the son's impression of his mother in his memory is very vague, at the time of Zhao Yiman's sacrifice, he was only 8 years old, and he did not know that his mother was Zhao Yiman.
Chen Yexian lived with his uncle Chen Yueyun in Chongqing since he was a child, and did not recognize his father until he was 12 years old. Although the father and son recognized each other, they still did not know where Zhao Yiman had gone, and the son did not know what his mother was like.
Later, after the victory of the War of Resistance Against Japanese Aggression and the founding of New China, the deeds of many anti-Japanese heroes were put on the screen, and Zhao Yiman's story was also made into a movie and released nationwide. At that time, many people had seen this film, of course, Chen Yexian also watched it, but he did not think that the heroine in the movie was his mother.
At the end of 1956, Zhao Yiman's real name was known to everyone. Originally, Zhao Yiman's original name was Li Yichao, and later in order to participate in the revolution, he did not involve his family, so he changed his name. Knowing Zhao Yiman's real name, the relevant departments immediately informed Chen Yexian, and at this time Chen Yexian learned that his mother was the anti-Japanese hero Zhao Yiman.
After Zhao Yiman's sacrifice, he did not leave anything behind, only a suicide note to his son. At that time, a suicide note was treasured in the Martyrs' Memorial Hall in the northeast, and Chen Yexian saw this suicide note when he came to mourn his mother.
The suicide note reads: "Ning Er! Hurry up adults and come and comfort your underground mother! O my dearest child! Mother does not use a thousand words to educate you, she educates you with actions. When you grow up, hopefully don't forget that your mother died for your country! ”
Chen Yexian, who had read the letter, was touched by his mother's righteousness and was also touched by his mother's ardent love and expectation for himself. Deeply moved, Chen Yexian cried on the spot, and even fainted, and after waking up, Chen Yexian immediately carved the three words "Zhao Yiman" on his left arm to commemorate his mother.
Life is bumpy, and the ending is lamentable
Chen Yexian has a heroic mother, and he is also determined to practice his mother's last words and be a patriotic and people-loving person, but his own life is full of ups and downs.
Chen Yexian left his parents from an early age, and although he later recognized his father, his mother could never come back. When he saw his mother's suicide note, Chen Yexian was stimulated and affected by his spirits; later, during the special period, his father was implicated in the cowshed for examination, and Chen Yexian was once again strongly stimulated. Under multiple pressures, Chen Yexian's spirit was already facing a collapse.
Of course, it is not only the pressure brought by relatives to themselves, but also the pressure of their own work and study. In his early years, Chen Yexian studied well, graduated from the National People's Congress and came to Beijing University of Technology to teach, originally the life of a teacher was quite good, but in 1969, Beijing University of Technology was dissolved, and Chen Yexian could no longer carry out his teaching work.
At that time, he lost his job, and his father suffered because of the injustice he suffered, and for a while, Chen Yexian's mood was very bitter, and his spirit was greatly stimulated. So, in 1982, Chen Yexian could not stand these pressures and chose to commit suicide. Chen Yexian ended his life in such a way that everyone did not expect, and such a result made many people regret it.
brief summary:
"The Slovaks are gone, but the living are like si". Life is fragile, and life is full of hardships. Zhao Yiman used his life to write a wonderful prologue for us, although Chen Yexian died young, he did not forget the legacy left by his mother, whether it was for himself or the country, he did a good job, did not use his status as a martyr to fight for more rights for himself.
For the sake of our country and nation, there are countless people with lofty ideals who have sacrificed, some people have always remained in our hearts, and some people have no name, but their spirit has become the driving force for us to keep moving forward. The deceased are gone, we should not be immersed in sorrow, but use their spirit to inspire us to do more, to fulfill their unfulfilled wishes, and to contribute their own modest strength to our country and the people.