Centenarian Qin Yi is gone. This old man, born in the cold winter, on January 31, 1922, who has experienced ups and downs in his life, has gone away in the bustling midsummer.
When Old Man Qin Yi left, he should also have a clear mind and a calm mind, right? Like all the tribulations she faced in her life.
Qin Yi, this old man born a century ago, this old man who has always been elegant, gentle and idyllic in front of the audience, her beauty is the beauty of the years, but also the beauty of human nature.
In Qin Yi's personality, there are two distinct parts. The first is the dedication to the cause, the brave pursuit of ideals, and the second is the confusion and forbearance of feelings.
Such a disparate personality has created the ultimate success of her career, but also led to the pain of her emotional life.
Tagore wrote this verse: Life kisses me with pain, but I repay it with a song. If this is the romance of the poet;
Then Qin Yi "for the suffering that life has given me, I choose to accept it calmly and no longer struggle." "It is the real sense of life after going through hardships."
Qin Yi's life is not perfect, and her marriage is not happy enough, but her calm attitude and wisdom towards life and life are worth learning from.
Many times, the encounters of life are not chosen. At this time, how to face these unexpected arrivals is crucial.
Qin Yi, formerly known as Qin Dehe, was born in Shanghai in 1922. Although when Qin Yi was born, the whole family had declined, but fortunately, Qin Yi's father was ideologically advanced.
With the support of her father, Qin Yi was able to enter a new-style school with her sisters and receive new knowledge, new culture and advanced ideas.
After the outbreak of the War of Resistance Against Japanese Aggression, Qin Yi, like many patriotic students, actively participated in anti-Japanese propaganda activities. Participated in the famous street drama "Put Down Your Whip".
At that time, Qin Yi was only 15 years old, and she was still a veritable little girl. From this time on, Qin Yi showed a very assertive side.
Qin Yi decided not to study in the occupied areas and become a submissive, but chose to be the head of the national disaster, and to save the people and survive, and to participate in the War of Resistance on the front line.
In 1938, Qin Yi and her father discussed going to the anti-Japanese front. At this time, Qin Yi was only 16 years old. Although the father was enlightened, he looked at his daughter's childish face and refused.
Without his father's support, Qin Yi did not dispel his determination to participate in the War of Resistance. She and a classmate secretly bought a ferry ticket and wanted to go to Wuhan first, and then change routes to the anti-Japanese front.
As a result, their plans were known to the family of their classmates, and they rushed to the dock to stop the two girls. The female companion was brought home by her parents, leaving only Qin Yi herself.
Continue to Wuhan or go back home? Qin Yi did not hesitate to choose the latter. After some twists and turns, Qin Yi arrived in Wuhan.
In Wuhan, Qin Yi saw the news of the recruitment documents of the 22nd Group Army and went to apply for the examination. Qin Yi thought very well, advanced troops, troops can go to the front line to resist Japan.
But soon after the 22nd Group Army, Qin Yi became disappointed. Because she found that this unit not only showed no signs of going to the front line to resist Japan, but also the atmosphere of the army was not good:
The extravagant pleasures of officials and the prevalence of bribery. In the chaotic days of being a soldier, his job was to distribute notices and collect documents.
Qin Yi knew that he could not realize his ideals in the 22nd Group Army, so he had the idea of "fleeing" and decided to break away from the 22nd Group Army.
Qin Yi and another girl, on a dark night, used the password of the advance greeting to escape the 22nd Group Army.
Qin Yi and another girl broke through the barriers and actually ran all the way to Wuhan. As a result, as soon as he arrived in Wuhan, he was found by the personnel of the 22nd Group Army and arrested.
Their captors left Qin Yi and his companions in the hotel and went on the phone themselves to ask their superiors how to deal with the two "deserters."
Qin Yi and the girl took advantage of the person's phone call again and cleverly ran away again. This time, they went directly to Chongqing, the temporary capital at that time.
In Chongqing, Qin Yi and her sisters who live with each other often go to the theater, and gradually get to know several big names in the film industry such as Shi Dongshan, Ying Yunwei, and Chen Tianguo.
Qin Yi's unique temperament and dignified beauty have made several celebrities in the film industry shine. Under the guidance of her predecessors, Qin Yi entered the Chinese film studio at that time and became a trainee actor.
It was also at this time that Qin Yi officially changed his name to Qin Yi. Since then, with his diligence and persistence and elegant temperament, he has embarked on the road of Da Qingyi.
Qin Yi wrote a lot of books during his lifetime. He has created many female figures with different personalities, such as "Railway Guerrilla", "Ma Lan Blossom", "Women's Basketball No. 5", "Song of Youth", "Overseas Naked Son", "Thunderstorm", and so on.
Qin Yi's achievements in her career are extraordinary and brilliant, but in her personal emotional life, Qin Yi is very bumpy.
When Qin Yi first entered the marriage, she was only 17 years old. Her husband is Chen Tianguo. A handsome, very flamboyant big star.
Qin Yi did not have a heart for Chen Tianguo, qin Yi was too young at that time, and he did not know what love was. She married Chen Tianguo, and she was very helpless.
Chen Tianguo liked the beauty of Qin Yi's clear water out of the hibiscus, and launched a crazy pursuit of Qin Yi. But Qin Yi was always unmoved.
In 1939, after the filming of the film cooperated by Qin Yi and Chen Tianguo was completed, Chen Tianguo coaxed Qin Yi to say that the crew members were going to play in Nanshan to celebrate the completion of the film shooting.
After Qin Yi was coaxed to Nanshan by Chen Tianguo, he found that there were no crew members that Chen Tianguo said, but only himself and Chen Tianguo.
Qin Yi wanted to leave, but Chen Tianguo prevented Qin Yi from leaving on the grounds of taking Qin Yi to the top of the mountain to see more beautiful scenery. At the top of the mountain, Chen Tianguo exhausted all means and finally forced Qin Yi to obey.
Qin Yi later recalled bitterly in an interview: At the top of Nanshan Mountain, Qin Yi was "bullied" by Chen Tianguo.
In the face of sudden changes in life, Qin Yi, who was not deeply involved in the world, did not know how to deal with it. Immerse yourself in pain and entanglement all day long.
However, Chen Tianguo once again cut off first and asked Qin Yi to marry him. They also called a friend to their wedding. In this way, in ignorance, Qin Yi and Chen Tianguo got married.
After marriage, the happy and warm life that Qin Yi imagined did not appear. The gentle and masculine Chen Tianguo also revealed his true face - an alcoholic and a husband who is supreme.
Chen Tianguo is not only a good wine, but also drunk whenever he drinks, but also the wine is worrying. After drinking alcohol, the two people were sentenced to not only throw things and smash things after getting drunk, but also committed domestic violence against Qin Yi.
After sobering up, Chen Tianguo would repent of Qin Yi's weeping and weeping, and would sincerely make assurances and ask for forgiveness.
In the face of her husband's moodiness, Qin Yi felt trapped in a deep quagmire, and could only forgive and secretly feel sad again and again.
In August 1940, Qin Yi gave birth to a thin daughter. The birth of the daughter did not stimulate the fatherhood, but intensified, and even gave the newborn daughter away.
Chen Tianguo's performance made Qin Yi completely despair. Qin Yi finally made up her mind: take her daughter away from this man who could not be helped.
In order to avoid Chen Tianguo and live quietly with her daughter Qingqing, Qin Yi chose to leave the Chinese film studio. Joined the China Drama Art Society.
However, Chen Tianguo refused to let Qin Yi go. In 1943, Chen Tianguo approached the leaders of the China Drama Art Society and asked Qin Yi to return to the Chinese film studio.
Under the coercion and seduction of Chen Tianguo and the coaxing of sweet words, Qin Yi once again returned to the Chinese film studio against his will.
But Chen Tianguo did not cherish the opportunity to reunite with Qin Yi. It didn't take long for Chen Tianguo to return to his old ways, and their lives were filled with endless quarrels, alcoholism and domestic violence.
Disappointed, Qin Yi left Chen Tianguo again and left the Chinese film studio. With the help of Wu Zuguang, Qin Yi finally returned to Chengdu after all kinds of difficulties and dangers, completely getting rid of Chen Tianguo.
Qin Yi, who got rid of her unfortunate marriage, once again shined on the stage. He has created many wonderful roles and become one of the "four famous dans" on the drama stage of the Great Rear Of the War of Resistance.
If Qin Yi's first marriage was hasty and forced, then Qin Yi's second marriage was a happy union of two feelings.
After the victory of the Anti-Japanese War, Qin Yi returned to Shanghai. Qin Yi, who has the aura of "four famous dans" on the drama stage above his head, has allowed major film companies to see Qin Yi's box office potential and have thrown olive branches to Qin Yi.
Qin Yi regained his old skills and once again stepped onto the screen. Also because of the film as a matchmaker, he got acquainted with the film emperor Jin Yan in the 1930s.
The golden flame of Ji Yuxuan, and Qin Yi, who has an extraordinary temperament, lang cai and female appearance quickly developed a good feeling for each other. In 1947, Jin Yan and Qin Yi held a wedding ceremony in Hong Kong.
At the wedding, the host asked Qin Yi to speak, and Qin Yi shyly said a word: If there is really love in the world, it is him.
From this simple sentence, you can feel how much affection and expectation Qin Yi has placed on this marriage.
However, Qin Yi soon shattered his dream again. Golden Flame is also an alcoholic! However, there is no domestic violence.
After eight years, Qin Yi, who stepped into the marriage hall again and longed for happiness and stability, did not expect that the scene that had once made her miserable had returned.
After marriage, Qin Yi and Jin Yan's life was still unhappy, but for the sake of their newborn son, in order to give his son a complete home, Qin Yi once again chose to be patient.
Judging from the span of time, Qin Yijinyan's marriage lasted for 37 years, which was very long. But they were separated for 30 years.
In 1962, due to long-term drinking, Jin Yan deepened his fatigue, and the stomach disease that had been bleeding many times recurred again, and after the operation, he suffered from "dumping sequelae" and was paralyzed.
Although the husband and wife Qin Yi and Jin Yan have been separated for many years, and their feelings are almost broken, seeing Jin Yan paralyzed in bed, Qin Yi once again shows the virtues of traditional Chinese women.
He took Jin Yan home without hesitation and took good care of it. This care has been more than twenty years. Qin Yi once said that the winter in Shanghai is cold and there is no heating.
In order to make Jin Yan more comfortable, she would use a hot bag to heat Jin Yan's bed in advance every night, and then help Jin Yan rest.
Qin Yi took care of her husband for decades without complaint. It is the best interpretation of the traditional virtues of kindness and generosity of Chinese women.
The injustice of fate to Qin Yi is not only reflected in the marriage, but also in her and Jin Yan's only son, Jin Jie.
Jin Jie is the love crystallization of Qin Yi and Jin Yan, who has been intelligent and sensible since childhood, but has also inherited his father's loneliness and sensitivity.
Due to Qin Yi and Jin Yan's busy work, they did not accompany their son much and ignored their son's mental problems. As a result, Jin Jie switched to adolescent schizophrenia at the age of 16.
Jin Jie's illness was good and bad, and when it was serious, he punched and kicked Qin Yi. But Qin Yi never gave up on Jin Jie, and tolerated her son with a loving mother's heart.
Busy work, a paralyzed husband, a mentally ill son, Qin Yi is running in this suffering that seems to never end.
For the suffering of life, Qin Yi once said: For suffering, at first I was also painful and unwilling, but later, I no longer struggled.
No longer struggling with pain, not giving in, but bravely facing it. This wisdom, this calmness, can not be felt without a big heart and great wisdom.
In 1983, her husband Jin Yan left, her son Jin Jie also left at the age of 59, and the old man Qin Yi also left this world at the age of 100.
What is left behind is the eternal vivid screen image left by the old man Qin Yi, and her courage to maintain the kindness and elegance and beauty of her life, and her courage to face the hardships of life and overcome misfortune.
Qin Yi is beautiful, dignified, and even more excellent. The brilliance radiated from her body is the embodiment of the best qualities of Chinese women. Qin Yi, worthy of the title of goddess.