Teacher Qin Yi is gone, and he has also taken away a century of love and hatred.
Looking back on her life in her later years, Qin Yi said that there were three things that she regretted for the rest of her life: not acting in a play that could fully play herself, the misfortune of children and families, and never getting love.
Can you believe it? Qin Yi, who grew from small beauty to old age, Qin Yi, who has countless suitors, has never tasted the sweetness of love.
"I can't write well, and I can't act in love scenes because I don't have experience in this area. I'm referring to true love, not the usual marriage between a man and a woman. ”
The reason why she emphasizes "true love" is because she has been married 2 times and married to 2 men who can't give her love.
Qin Yi was born on January 31, 1922, to a feudal family in Shanghai. At the age of 16, Qin Yi, who was determined to resist Japan, secretly ran away from home and wanted to work as a field nurse on the front line.
However, after joining the 22nd Army as a clerk, he found that his work was mainly to accompany the officers to spend their days drinking, eating, drinking and having fun. Qin Yi, who could not bear the humiliation, became a "deserter" and went all the way to Chongqing, the capital of the country.
One night, after watching the Chinese Viva Theatre Company's new play "Eight Hundred Heroes", Qin Yi accidentally met two men with extraordinary temperament outside the venue: the great director Ying Yunwei and Shi Dongshan.
It was this chance encounter that made Qin Yi mistakenly hit and bump into the show business circle.
Under the enlightenment and cultivation of Ying Yunwei, Qin Yi has participated in many movies. During the filming of "Protecting Hometown", Qin Yi met the first man in his life: Chen Tianguo.
At that time, Chen Tianguo was already famous in the Chongqing entertainment industry and had a girlfriend who lived together, but after meeting Qin Yi, he immediately left other women behind.
Chen Tianguo took advantage of his work to please Qin Yi in various ways, but Lang had no intention of having a concubine, and the young Qin Yi was not open to the love between men and women. In order to force Qin Yi to obey, Chen Tianguo used a series of very rogue tricks.
On this day, Chen Tianguo deceived Qin Yi that the crew members went to Nanshan to play together, and the naïve Qin Yi did not doubt that he had him, so he gladly went up the mountain with Chen Tianguo.
However, climbing to the top of the mountain, Qin Yi did not see the rest of the crew, she angrily questioned Chen Tianguo, but Chen Tianguo laughed: "Why do you have to let them come?" Wouldn't it be better for the two of us? ”
Chen Tianguo excitedly shook Qin Yi's hand, and after a confession, he said, "Marry me!" ”
Qin Yi was frightened, how could she marry a man she didn't know at all?
However, Chen Tianguo was getting more and more crazy, he pressed forward step by step, and seeing that Qin Yi had no intention of letting go, he stood on the edge of the cliff and made a look that he was going to jump off the cliff, threatening Qin Yi and saying, "If you don't agree, I will die in front of you!" ”
The kind Qin Yi panicked, he couldn't watch Chen Tianguo die for himself, he had to reluctantly agree.
At that moment, she forgot that Chen Tianguo was an actor. His drama of searching for death and finding life successfully deceived Qin Yi.
After returning to the crew, Chen Tianguo immediately hyped up the relationship between the two, and at the same time widely distributed happy posts and began to plan for the wedding. After some painful entanglement, Qin Yi chose to admit his fate: the matter has come to this point, he can only make mistakes and mistakes, if he can be good to himself, he may not be happy.
However, contrary to his wishes, three days after the wedding, Chen Tianguo drank heavily every day. On the third rainy night, Chen Tianguo came back from outside drunk, Xu was suspicious that Qin Yi was slow to open the door, and picked up the umbrella in his hand and hit Qin Yi's head with a heavy blow.
Qin Yi couldn't bear to grab the umbrella, Chen Tianguo saw that she actually had the courage to resist, it was a fist and foot service, while beating and scolding, until tired, then lay on the bed and fell asleep.
The next morning, Qin Yi packed up the bedding and moved out of the new home where she had only lived for three nights.
After waking up drunk, Chen Tianguo was full of regrets, after all, he was the wife who had cheated on him so hard, and he was really reluctant to let her run away. He went to Qin Yi's dormitory to look for him again and again, and Qin Yi had made up his mind to break up with him, but unexpectedly found out that she was pregnant.
What to do, can't let the child be born without a father. For the sake of the child, Qin Yi's heart softened.
However, Chen Tianguo did not cherish the opportunity Qin Yi gave him. After the reunion, Chen Tianguo still drank like mud every day and violently abused Qin Yi without a word.
After the birth of his daughter, Chen Tianguo was not even willing to pay a dime, in that turbulent era, Qin Yi was hungry every day to make a living, and her daughter could not eat or drink, and became malnourished.
Once, when her daughter was seriously ill, because she had no money to see a doctor, Qin Yi could only hold her helplessly and wipe her tears, and Chen Tianguo touched the child's nose and said, "There is no gas, forget it." "After saying that, take the child away and throw her away."
Qin Yi struggled to snatch her daughter back, and this time, she finally made up her mind: no matter what, she would leave this inhuman man.
However, it was not easy to get rid of Chen Tianguo's entanglement, and the two of them tugged for a long time. It wasn't until Chen Tianguo's patience ran out a little bit and hooked up with another actress that this dog-blooded marriage came to an end.
After getting rid of Chen Tianguo, Qin Yi soon ushered in the second man in his life: Golden Flame.
Jin Yan is a long-established movie emperor, not only handsome and handsome, but also talented, and Qin Yi has long admired him.
Therefore, when Jin Yan launched a love offensive against Qin Yi, this woman who had suffered a love injury still planted her head in without hesitation.
In 1947, Qin Yi and Jin Yan held a wedding, and Guo Moruo witnessed the marriage for the two of them, and the four characters of the inscription "Silver Altar Wings" were given to each other, which was a good story for a while.
After getting married, the two really had a sweet life, and Qin Yi also gave birth to a boy to Jin Yan, named Jin Jie.
However, the good times did not last long, and for various reasons, Jin Yan's career went downhill after marriage. When Qin Yi was busy filming, Jin Yan found Xiao San behind his back.
What was even more excessive was that this little third was no one else, it was Qin Yi's own sister Qin Wen.
For Qin Yi, this was tantamount to a thunderbolt on a sunny day. You must know that even if a man like Chen Tianguo is a scumbag, he is only an alcoholic and a domestic violence, and he has not completely betrayed her.
And this man full of sweet love words, this man who loves himself deeply, betrayed himself without warning.
Qin Yi couldn't help but think of some unpleasant things between the couple over the years after marriage, and only then did she realize that Jin Yan hadn't really loved herself.
She wanted a divorce, but she didn't go to court. By this point, she has seen through the man, what can she do if she is divorced? Find another one, who dares to guarantee that he and Chen and Jin are not the same kind of people?
Live together like a passerby and be a nominal couple.
After that, Qin Yi devoted herself to her career and created one screen masterpiece after another.
Jin Yan, on the other hand, suffered stomach bleeding in 1962 due to alcoholism all day, and although he saved his life after rescue, he also left serious sequelae. Qin Yi's heart was soft, and seeing his miserable appearance, he never mentioned divorce again.
However, in September 1965, Qin Yi's son Jin Jie went crazy. After examination by the doctor, Jin Jie was diagnosed with schizophrenia.
In order to take care of her son, since then, Qin Yi has lived with Jin Jie, and Jin Yan has lived in another room facing north. There are only a few steps, but it seems to have no end...
Later, Jin Yan's illness became more and more serious, and when he could no longer go out of the room to cook for himself, Qin Yi still fulfilled his obligation as a wife.
At the end of 1983, Golden Flame came to the last moments of his life. In the last thirty hours or so, Qin Yi was always by his side, inseparable.
Before dying, the most reassuring thing for Jin Yan was Jin Jie. Qin Yi said softly to him, "You can rest assured, I will take him well, I will never leave him." ”
After Jin Yan left, Qin Yi has been accompanying Jin Jie with the greatest maternal love, even if his son punches and kicks himself when he has a seizure, Qin Yi only says: "Don't punch your face." ”
She is a household name, and if her face is colored, outsiders will surely guess something. She did not want her son to be criticized, so she did not let her son punch him in the face.
In 2007, 59-year-old Jin Jie died of uremia complicated by pneumonia, and 85-year-old Qin Yi experienced cone heartache again.
For her husband's commitment before his death, Qin Yi did not renege on his word after all, from birth to death, she accompanied her son through the journey of a lifetime. However, the heartache and pain of the white-haired people sending the black-haired people, and how many people know what it tastes like?
After her son's death, Qin Yi lived next door to her daughter.
However, for the arrival of the mother, the daughter was extremely cold. For decades, in order to take care of her sick son, her daughter has been ignored by Qin Yi.
But is this Qin Yi's fault? The son is sick, and the mother cannot ignore it, but she is a mortal after all, and it is inevitable to lose sight of one or the other.
Qin Yi was right, and her daughter was not wrong.
What is wrong is the unjust fate.
The heavens gave Qin Yi an impeccable appearance, but they made a big joke about her fate, which was the red face of heavenly jealousy.
Qin Yi's departure is a pity for the world, but for herself, why is it not a relief?