Chen Xiao and Zhang Li met
Chen Xiaoyuan is a ballet dancer who aspires to become an excellent dancer since he was a child. Unfortunately, in an unexpected landing action, Chen Xiao was seriously injured and had to give up the ballet stage.
In 1952, Chen Xiao entered Huaxia Film Studio and began his film and television career. Two years later, she got a chance to play the lead actress in the movie "Homesickness".
Although not yet confident in acting, she plucked up the courage to take on the role.
In this crew, Chen Xiao met the male protagonist Zhang Li. Although Zhang Li is only a few years older than Chen Xiao, he is already a skilled veteran actor.
As the shooting deepened, Zhang Li took the initiative to ask Chen Xiao to practice more in the play to help her improve her acting skills.
"Xiaoxiao, your performance today has improved again, it seems that you have remembered my guidance." Between filming, Zhang Li praised Chen Xiao with a smile.
Chen Xiao said shyly: "Thanks to Uncle Zhang's careful guidance to me these days, I have greatly improved my acting skills, and I will continue to work hard."
Zhang Li seemed to appreciate Chen Xiao's simple and simple personality. He would bring her homemade snacks on set and sometimes drive her home.
Every time Zhang Li showed favor, she just responded politely, and then changed the topic to continue discussing acting techniques.
Zhang Li saw that Chen Xiao always rejected himself gently and resolutely, and he also understood her thoughts in his heart, so he no longer forced it.
"Homesickness" is finally finished, this is Chen Xiao's first film work, she feels happy and a little reluctant. Zhang Li said that he benefited a lot from this period of guidance, and he sincerely wished Chen Xiao a great career in the film industry in the future.
"Uncle Zhang, thank you for your careful mention during this time, I will continue to hone my acting skills even harder." I also hope that your career is prosperous, and we have the opportunity to meet other crews.
"Take good care of yourself, you will become a great actor." Zhang Li gently watched Chen Xiao leave, turned around and calmly lit a cigarette.
Tension is strong, bullying
After the completion of "Homesickness", Chen Xiao devoted himself to new film shooting. However, she did not know that Zhang Li's thoughts about her were still lingering in her mind.
One day, Zhang Li suddenly called, and his tone was swallowing: "Xiaoxiao, I plan to go to the scenic area by the green mountain on the weekend, and the time is idle, do you want to play together?" ”
Chen Xiao wanted to refuse directly, but listening to Zhang Li's tone did not look like he was lying, so he agreed. Who knew that on the weekend, Zhang Li drove Chen Xiao to a secluded mountaintop.
"What about people? What about the people you said you want to play with? Chen Xiao looked around and saw green mountains and forests and a row of empty observation decks.
Zhang Li explained a little embarrassed: "Maybe everyone can't come to something, just the two of us can also discuss and discuss acting."
Chen Xiao realized that he had been fooled. She was about to leave, but Zhang Li grabbed her hand, looking a little excited: "Xiaoxiao, I know that you still don't understand my heart, but I really like you, even if you don't love me, can you give me a chance?" ”。
"Uncle Zhang, I have already expressed my attitude very clearly. Please let it go, I want to go back. Chen Xiao frowned.
"Nope! If you don't agree to be with me today, I'll jump from here! Tension shouted hysterically while reaching the edge of the observation deck.
Chen Xiao saw that he was emotional, for fear that he would really jump off the cliff on impulse, so he could only persuade: "You calm down first, let's talk properly."
"Then you promised to stay with me?" Tension pressed.
Chen Xiao hesitated, but still nodded slightly.
Zhang Li, who got the answer, was overjoyed, and rushed to Chen Xiao in three steps and two steps, holding her tightly in his arms.
Then, Zhang Li forcibly violated her at the top of the mountain.
"Zhang Li, you beast, I will never forgive you in my life!" Afterwards, Chen Xiao sat weakly on the ground.
"Baby, don't say that. Enough is enough, I will be responsible for you, is it okay to marry me? Zhang Li actually brazenly confessed to Chen Xiao again.
Chen Xiao couldn't believe his ears. She threw away her tense hand and stumbled down the mountain.
More than a month later, under the pressure of rumors and public opinion spread by tension, Chen Xiao had to marry this man she despised.
Zhang Li domestic violence, Chen Xiao decided to divorce
The life after marriage completely subverted Chen Xiao's expectations. Zhang Li not only stopped working, relying on the money Chen Xiao earned all day to support his family, but also often beat and scolded Chen Xiao after drinking heavily.
"How many times have I told you that I came home late for work! Are you endless? Once again, as soon as Chen Xiao opened the door, he was severely beaten by Zhang Li head-on.
"I'm not for this broken house yet! You run out every day, who raised the child? Who earns the money? Zhang Li shouted loudly while hitting Chen Xiao without order.
Finally, Zhang Li was tired of tossing and turning, and stumbled back to the bedroom. Chen Xiao slowed down for a while before slowly getting up and medicating himself.
And the snoring of tension shook the sky, without the slightest guilt.
Such violence occurs from time to time. Chen Xiao has also been to the police station to report the case, but every time the police come, Zhang Li will put on an attitude of painfully correcting his previous mistakes.
Zhang Li has always been old and cunning, and he never shows his vicious side in front of outsiders. Chen Xiao also gradually understood that it was not easy to get rid of this demon.
Just when Chen Xiao's life was extremely desperate, she ushered in a new life. But even during pregnancy, the tension violence has not diminished in the slightest.
"You beast, I'm going to divorce you today!" Chen Xiao trembled and pointed at Zhang Li, his eyes full of blood.
"Impossible! Don't think about divorce unless you die! Tension yelled hysterically.
"I beg you to let us mother and son go, the child is still so young." Chen Xiao choked and pleaded.
"What's the matter with me? You want to go, there are no doors! Zhang Li slammed the door fiercely, leaving Chen Xiao in tears.
After this calamity, Chen Xiao's heart was dead. She can't wait to get out of this nightmarish marriage. Just after the birth of the child, she immediately began to prepare for the divorce procedure, and never wanted to have anything to do with this beast again.
Chen Xiao met Lin Fan and fell into feelings again
In 1944, under difficult maintenance, Chen Xiao finally got rid of the shackles of marriage with Zhang Li and regained his freedom. In order to support himself and his daughter, Chen Xiao found an opportunity to perform in a drama theater.
His name is Lin Fan, and he is an actor in the drama troupe with Chen Xiao. Although the two have had a relationship for a long time, they are really familiar with each other in the cooperation of the drama "Sifan".
"Xiao Chen, this performance of yours is very good, let me this old bone sigh to himself." Lin Fan praised with a smile.
"Uncle Lin has passed the award, my acting skills are still far behind, I have to learn more from you." Chen Xiao responded modestly.
"After the rehearsal is over in a while, I'll treat you to a meal, and we can talk more about our experience in drama acting."
"Then there's Uncle Laurin." Chen Xiao showed a sincere smile that had been lost for a long time.
The two quickly became acquainted. Lin Fan not only has outstanding acting skills, but also is very versatile and can do a lot of manual work.
Chen Xiao saw it in his eyes, and gradually moved his mind.
"Or let's find a time to go to the countryside together, you can take Xiaofang with you, she hasn't been out for a long time."
"Okay." Chen Xiao readily agreed.
Lin Fan drove the two mothers and daughters to the mountain trail in the suburbs. Lin Fan was carrying a large backpack filled with food and drinks, as well as various entertainment utensils.
During the lunch picnic, Lin Fan took out a delicate three-layer bento box. "I got up early this morning to do it, although the craftsmanship is not very good, you and Xiaofang will try it first."
"Uncle Lin, you can also cook?" Xiao Fang tasted it happily and was full of praise. Chen Xiao also nodded again and again after tasting it, praising Lin Fan's good craftsmanship.
At that moment, Chen Xiao suddenly realized that her feelings for Lin Fan seemed to exceed the boundaries of friends. Perhaps, you can give yourself a chance to love.
Lin Fan repeated the mistakes of the past, and Chen Xiao was tortured
After a period of contact and getting along, Lin Fan finally plucked up the courage to confess his heart to Chen Xiao. Chen Xiao thought for a long time, but still agreed to be with Lin Fan.
The two quickly established a romantic relationship, and all the friends looked at them and sighed that they were a couple made in heaven.
On the occasion of his new marriage, Chen Xiao had worried about Lin Fan. She found that Lin Fan had some habits of drinking heavily, and occasionally lost his temper after getting drunk.
However, the good times did not last long, and some of Lin Fan's problems began to appear after marriage. He no longer has a regular job, is often in a bad mood, and sometimes yells at Chen Xiao when he is drunk.
What shocked and saddened Chen Xiao even more was that Lin Fan actually looked for another woman outside. The woman soon gave birth to Lin Fan's illegitimate son, and repeatedly found the door to ask Lin Fan to recognize her son.
"Your son is so old, can't you do a little fatherly duty to him?" The woman held the child and cried bitterly.
And Lin Fan just said indifferently, "It has nothing to do with me", and then threw his hands away, leaving the woman standing in place and crying.
Seeing Lin Fan's scumbag nature with his own eyes this time, Chen Xiao completely understood it and decided to divorce him.
"Lin Fan, I really misread you! Let's go through the divorce tomorrow. Chen Xiaoqiang said with tears in his eyes.
"Impossible! Unless you die, divorce is impossible! Lin Fan cursed, turned around and slammed the door.
Chen Xiao was powerless to stop Lin Fan from continuing to have a tryst with his old lover Wang Qian. She could only endure the pain silently and take care of Lin Fan, who was sick, until he died of anger.
Wang Qian did not forget and swam in two places
Wang Qian is Lin Fan's ex-wife, and the two had a tactful and moving marriage. Although Wang Qian divorced Lin Fan in the end, her feelings for Lin Fan have never changed.
After Lin Fan remarried, Wang Qian married the painter Ye Qianyu. This is due to the goodwill of friends, and Wang Qian did not expect much from the newlywed.
Although Wang Qian has become the wife of another man, deep down, she has never really forgotten Lin Fan. She would often take out Lin Fan's old photos to be fascinated, and even secretly write to Lin Fan to express her still warm feelings for him.
Lin Fan was also excited after receiving Wang Qian's letter. He began to frequently find opportunities to have private meetings with Wang Qian. Whenever the two meet, they must be ears and ears grinding, and they will be obsessed.
"Qianqian, I have always loved you, and I have never forgotten you for so many years." Lin Fan gently stroked Wang Qian's long hair.
"Fanfan, I am too, you are the most special person in my heart." Wang Qian shed tears of joy.
"Then we'll never be apart again, shall we?" Lin Fan asked resolutely.
Wang Qian nodded, hugged Lin Fan's strong back, and silently thought in her heart: I finally got you again.
The two hugged each other and turned clouds and rain in Lin Fan's home. Wang Qian knew that Chen Xiao lived upstairs, and she felt a faint sense of unease and guilt in her heart.
When Chen Xiao accidentally bumped into Wang Qian coming out of Lin Fan's bedroom one day, Wang Qian's face was red, dodging Chen Xiao's gaze, and stumbled downstairs.
The three have complicated feelings, and in the end, it is difficult to escape fate
The relationship between Chen Xiao, Lin Fan and Wang Qian is complicated. They went through two failed marriages, accompanied by betrayal and pain.
Lin Fan was sick in bed in his later years, and Chen Xiao took care of him without complaint. Before Lin Fan swallowed his breath, pain and guilt appeared in his eyes, as if he wanted to say something to Chen Xiao, but in the end, he only shed two lines of tears.
At Lin Fan's funeral, Wang Qian stood in the corner and wept silently. Chen Xiao looked at Lin Fan's posthumous photo expressionlessly, and his heart was mixed.
"I'm sorry." Wang Qian plucked up the courage to say to Chen Xiao after the funeral.
"You and I are both at fault, but it's too late to say this." Chen Xiao smiled sadly and turned to leave.
Wang Qian stood in place, tears blurring her vision. After a long time, she slowly turned around and left the cemetery alone.
After Lin Fan's death, Wang Qian became thinner and haggard. She began to face out the window all day, and gradually became cold to Ye Qianyu.
"He left me, how can I live?" Wang Qian muttered.
In this way, Wang Qian also died a few years later. Before dying, she held Chen Xiao's hand, as if she wanted to say something, but in the end she just smiled slightly and gently closed her eyes.
Chen Xiao stood in front of Wang Qian's tomb, unable to help himself for a long time.
"You and I love the wrong person." She whispered into the tombstone.
These three people could have lived a simple and happy life, but in the end they could not escape. They love deeply but fruitlessly, experience betrayal and hurt, and wait for each other's last journey in pain.
Life is like this, unpredictable and inevitable. Chen Xiao sighed helplessly, and tears finally gushed out, soaking the ground in front of the tomb.