"Death Is So Sentimental" | the tears of dying

In 1998, I had just joined the work and received a very young mother, but at the age of twenty-three or four, only half a month after giving birth, I was admitted to the hospital because of low-grade fever and expendable changes.

The patient was very silent, her family was rural, the economic conditions were not very good, but the family borrowed money to treat her, and was very cooperative with the treatment.

However, the patient's general condition still deteriorated, and it entered the stage of multi-organ failure in more than a month.

"The patient is now in a critical condition and could have an accident at any time. Although we have invited experts from the whole hospital to consult, we still cannot make a clear diagnosis, so all the treatment can only be tried, so the treatment prospects are not very optimistic, I hope that your family members can have a mental preparation. ”

After listening to my words, the patient's lover and parents were a little unable to accept it. The patient's lover bowed his head and was silent for half a moment, and suddenly he fell to his knees on the ground and cried loudly: "Doctor, please, save her, the child is so small, the child can't live without a mother!" ”

I quickly picked him up, "We'll do our best, we'll do our best!" But..." I really can't bear to say the following words.

At this time, the patient's old mother spoke, "Doctor, in fact, these days, doctors and nurses are really doing their best to help her, and our family members have seen this, and we are very grateful to you."

But now that you all say she can't do it, then, there is no way, at this point, our family now only has one thought, that is, the child, can she let her child who has just reached the full moon meet her? ”

At this time, the child came. The little baby, who had just reached the full moon, was lying in his swaddling and sleeping soundly. The patient's mother took the child, burst into tears, put the child on her chest, and choked up: "Yuefang, the child is coming, look at her!" ”

At this moment, the baby who had been sleeping soundly suddenly began to cry as if she had been ordered, and the whole ward resounded with her childish cries.

Miraculously, the young mother actually opened her eyes slightly, her face was tilted to the child's side, and then a tear slid down the corner of her eye on the child's quilt, turning into a wet mark...

Later, the patient's lover got married again, and coincidentally, he accompanied his brother-in-law to see a doctor that day, and it turned out to be me again.

Seeing the little baby again, she had grown into a little girl, but she had obviously endured a lot of pain that she should not have suffered at her age.

The little girl was quiet and introverted, and when her father told her that this was the doctor who tried his best to save your mother, she didn't react at all, there was no emotion in her eyes, and the look of MuRan made her scalp tingle.

Finally, she asked, "My mom, it was painful, wasn't it?" ”

I was stunned, thinking she would blame me for not being able to save her mother. I replied, "No, actually, she went listening to your cries, and although she was very reluctant to you, she walked peacefully." ”

The girl's tears slid down the corners of her eyes, her lips clenched tightly, half-dazed, and gently spat out three words: "That's good!" "But I couldn't control it, and tears came out.

A tear, a lifetime of pain.