preface
The love between Li Qingzhao and Zhao Mingcheng is flawed in the enviable twilight, but the relationship between them is husband and wife, and they are confidants, and they seem to be able to easily forget those unpleasantness, because the happiness of getting along is the sun in each other's lives. Li Qingzhao may have blamed Zhao Mingcheng, and even more complained, but that was absolutely no hatred, because in addition to Li Qingzhao's brilliant talent, there was also a bit of humility without heirs. If it were not for the iron horses of the Jin people trampling on the rivers and mountains of the Southern Song Dynasty, Zhao Mingcheng died of illness in the middle of the run, perhaps the story of Li Qingzhao and Zhao Mingcheng would be more entangled because of common suffering; if Li Qingzhao did not lose the golden stone again and again in the second half of his life when he was in turmoil and displacement, perhaps on the altar of words, the sleepless leak would not make her lose her soul.
Li Qingzhao's childhood is still full of bright colors in his inadequacies
When Li Qingzhao was two years old, his mother died of illness, and soon after, his father married the erudite stepmother Wang Shi, fortunately, his father Li Gefei and Wang Clan's affection for Li Qingzhao did not diminish, and the ice and snow smart Li Qingzhao grew up under the enlightened education of her parents, carefree, and could freely enter and leave the study, and she had heard about literary knowledge since she was a child, which was the soil for her literary cultivation to gradually improve. Soon after, the stepmother gave birth to a younger brother, Li Kui, and the two brothers studied together, and the younger brother not only did not envy the talent of the sisters, but was proud of his sister and took his sister as a teacher.
Li Qingzhao's childhood, happiness is like a brilliant color, blending the background of life. She will "return to the boat late with pleasure", and she can also "ask the curtain people" to listen to the begonias. I think li Qingzhao's good childhood is also the internal motivation for her to look down on many things in her later relationship with Zhao Mingcheng. Later, he met Chao Tonzhi, moved people with his talents, and gained good teachers and friends, and his word making also got points and great progress.
Li Qingzhao's marriage is a cookie-cutter mix of joys and sorrows
In the past two or eight years, Li Qingzhao followed his father to The Beijing Division, and soon after, he met Zhao Mingcheng, the jizi of Zhao Ting, at the Great Xiangguo Temple, perhaps Li Qingzhao's talent would make all men envious, or perhaps Li Qingzhao's own temperament and appearance won Zhao Mingcheng's affection. Talented and beautiful, is the doomed marriage in the underworld. After marriage, the two are like glue, Li Qingzhao and Zhao Mingcheng are opposite day and night, and Li Qingzhao's young girl is satisfied, so she can buy flowers to compare with her. The husband and wife cut down on food and clothing, and went to the Great Xiangguo Temple to pan for gold, gold utensils, calligraphy and paintings, famous posters... It is not only the talent and sustenance of the two literati and scholars, but also the happiness of the husband and wife who are like-minded.
Later, the imperial court suppressed the old party, and Li Qingzhao followed his father to Mingshui, where he was registered. These days are an episode of Li Qingzhao and Zhao Mingcheng's small farewell. Having experienced the separation of the newlywed, Li Qingzhao's thoughts have the faint sorrow of "when the goose character returns, the moon is full of the West Building", and the helplessness of "people are thinner than yellow flowers", but more importantly, it is the love of life and the expectation of meeting again. Otherwise, Li Qingzhao would not have been sad when his idol Su Shi passed away, and would not have seen the floating and sinking of the eunuch sea at almost the same time, and liked Tao Yuanming's poetry.
Perhaps the separation of the husband and wife had caused them a gap, but after the emperor pardoned the world and Li Qingzhao and Zhao Mingcheng met again, their cherishing and pity for each other made them experience each other's brilliance again. The death of her father-in-law Zhao Tingzhi after being framed was Li Qingzhao's unpredictable mourning, and the time she spent with Zhao Mingcheng in Qingzhou for ten years became an unexpected surprise in her life. She probably didn't expect that that time was the most glorious day of her married life. Playing the Maxi window, betting on books and pouring tea, placing gold in jade, obsessing under candles... What she was reluctant to let go of was every trace of the story related to Zhao Mingcheng.
However, "love is the depth of the love thinner, and now it is really not sentimental" is not only the helplessness of the Prince of Nalan, but also the helplessness of countless idiot men and women in the world, but also the faint sorrow that Li Qingzhao shrouded in his heart. Zhao Mingcheng abandoned her and went to Laizhou, happy in the warm nephrite jade after taking concubines, leaving her alone to secretly hurt herself. She blamed him, and even more blamed herself. However, at this time, poor people could feel that she had been cold, but she still had a piece of pure sincerity and warmth for Zhao Mingcheng.
If in that era when a man could have three wives and four concubines, Zhao Mingcheng's betrayal was not enough to challenge her bottom line, then when Zhao Mingcheng abandoned the people and fled when the Jin soldiers attacked the city, it was doomed that Li Qingzhao had no respect for Zhao Mingcheng. The phrase "still thinking of Xiang Yu and refusing to cross Jiangdong" is Li Qingzhao's satire of the retreating Southern Song rulers, and even more a disappointment in her husband, who has always been in love with him. Zhao Mingcheng knew, how could he not be ashamed?
In Li Qingzhao's later years, the light of life dissipated in the sound of national subjugation
In the more leaky sound, it is difficult to sleep alone, and the separation of the newlywed period will eventually be exchanged for the warmth of the fingertips when they meet, but the separation at this time is already the cold of eternal separation. Li Qingzhao could not turn the tide with her own strength, and the golden stone artifacts that she and her husband had collected with all their life's efforts had gradually disappeared in the smoke of the flames, they were her comrades in arms in life and death, and the only reason for her to survive. Nearly fifty years old, Li Qingzhao's unharmed life is ultimately lingering in the depths of the water.
epilogue
I don't know if when she sighed and recalled her acquaintance with Zhao Mingcheng, would there still be tears flowing from the deep pool of depleted eyes. Once twisted out of the gold powder of the beams, carved beams and paintings of the home, but now it is full of mourning, the broken wall ruins of the dead bones and ashes, her life and love, just like the fate of this country, from prosperity to decay, and finally quietly. Endless exclamations, a gentle and moving word haunts the heart, lingering for a long time, long sigh. However, posterity will not forget that she is a generation of words and the pride of all women. #情感点评大赏 #