In his upcoming memoirs, hollywood star Will Smith has a written record of the two-time Oscar-nominated actor who saw his father abusing his mother as a child and had the idea of killing his father. Et Canada also reported that Smith also wrote in his memoirs: "When I was old enough and strong enough to stop being a coward, I would kill him." ”
Smith's parents separated when he was 13 and divorced around 2000. His father, Willard, died in 2016. He was a former U.S. Air Force veteran who fought cancer under Smith's care. Smith described one occasion when he stopped at the landing. Want to push my father down and get away with it easily.
Smith says he is one of the best actors in the world and that no one would believe in deliberately killing his father. It seems that the impact of his father's abuse of his mother was profound to Smith, after all, he was still a child at the time, and he must have been very angry when he saw his father beating his mother, so he wanted to kill his father.
Although Smith hated his father's domestic violence, he still did not make a move to kill his father, and did not really put it into action. This wound affected him for decades, anger and resentment may slowly fade with his father's aging, he took good care of his father, and also helped him bathe.
Smith considered his father one of the greatest people he knew and the greatest source of happiness in his life, and apart from that, his father had tormented him all the time, and he was also the greatest source of his own suffering.
Smith revealed that last month, he considered suicide when filming a documentary documenting his weight loss journey, and although his health had reached a very good level by losing weight, his mental condition was very poor. In the process, discover many secrets that you once hid, which make you want to end your life.
Smith's father was an electrical engineer and his mother was a school employee, and his parents divorced in 2000, when Smith had an older sister and two younger sisters.
Smith and Shirley Zambino married in 1992 and gave birth to their eldest son, Trinity Smith, and the two divorced in 1995. In 1997, Will Smith married Jada Pinkett Smith and had a son and daughter. To be sure, although Smith was affected by his father's domestic violence in the past, he never committed domestic violence against his wife, and if he had been abused, he might have been exposed long ago.
After watching the movie "When Happiness Comes Knocking" starring Smith with his son, the father worked hard to live a better life, and his love for his son was also very deep. Father and son hug together to meet too much life is not easy, never abandoned and abandoned the pursuit of ideals and beliefs, this movie is very touching, full of positive meaning. Father-son affection is the real reason why this movie attracts everyone, and it can also be seen from this that Smith and his son Jaden have a good relationship, they have cooperated in two movies, it is really a bit of a father-son connection, and its profit is broken.
Domestic violence did not make Smith a sinner, but made him a good father and actor, although Smith was tormented by this memory, he finally let go of the shadow of his childhood, full of love for his children and wife, did not always care about the hatred of his father, because he healed himself, but also released the hatred of his father, which requires great courage. It seems that he hopes that more love will make him gentle and quiet, because domestic violence has a deep impact on him, and it is estimated that his father does not know these things, if he is still alive and sees his son once suffered so much, will he feel ashamed?