My dearest

Preschool, the day the grades were issued, my mother followed me to ask about the grades, Chinese 97 math 98, after coming out, I met your mother in the same yard as us with you, my mother asked your mother your grades, the answer was double hundred. Then my mom said she wanted me to play with you more. This is the first time I've seen you.

In the second grade, we are still different classes, I am the third class, you are the first class, if it is physical education class or before you leave class, I will go to your class to peek at you.

In the third grade, we became the same class because you came from the first class to the third class, and we have intersected more and more since then.

Your great-grandfather next door to your grandmother's house hurts you very much and treats me differently, I don't envy you, I just hate him. Even now I hate it.

We went to school together, sometimes we would cut a short way to climb the mountain, one day it rained, I said I climbed first, so I wore the sweater that your mother gave me, I struggled to pounce, and I fell, and the sweater that your mother knitted for me was mud, and I cried and went home to find my mother, and the class did not go.

I had a birthday and you gave me a doll that could blink her eyes, and I used to act as its mom, and later, to the grandmother who collected the scrap, because she had a granddaughter who was much younger than me, and by that time I had grown up.

When you had your birthday, I came back from my mother's shop and saw that there were a lot of flower baskets in front of a newly opened shop, and I stole a lot of flowers and caught them for you, and you were still touched, although there were more chrysanthemums in the flowers.

You told me that once, when I went to school with you and put my hand on your shoulder, you heard a voice say: The world is getting worse, and you are in love at such a young age. And then you don't like me too much to lean on you??

In the fourth grade, the teacher said that 61 was going to perform the show, and asked me if I wanted to go, and I said I wouldn't go. Then she asks you, and I expect you to answer that you don't go, and as a result you say go. Then I regretted it, and I knew I was going because you were going to rehearse and didn't have time to play with me.

I remember that in the Language Class, I didn't listen to silently write, and you didn't, so I secretly ran, and I didn't run far, so I ran to the back of the classroom to wait for you to come home, and the next day I was scolded.

In the morning, when you came out at noon, you would have called me all the way down on the road, and I remember very impressively, you held up your umbrella, and after shouting at me, waited for me on the slope. I sometimes wait for you downstairs at your house, and if you are too slow I will climb to the third floor of your house.

I remember that we often quarreled, and there were many disagreements, but after the quarrel, you always came to my house first to coax me. Once, you ignored me for many days, and even my mother said: You had a quarrel with ×××? Why doesn't she come to you to play. But then you came.

When we quarreled with each other, no one paid attention to anyone, and we also formed gangs. I threatened Zhao Min and Zou Xingxing to say that I would not play with them if I played with you, and I also said bad things about you in private. When we reconciled, I said that Zhao Min told Zou Xingxing that you were bad, and asked you not to play with them. o(∩_∩)o haha

By the way, you have an electronic keyboard at home, you have been practicing since you were a child, but fun is fun, I still don't like its sound, at that time I thought that when you are old and rich, you will buy a piano, I will come to your house, you play the piano for me, I will comfortably read the book.

In the fifth grade, I remember the grade ranking in our yard, Huang Kaiting was the first, Tan Xuming was the second, you were the third, and I was the fourth. You never seem to be stressed because I'm always at the bottom and my fourth grade math grades are always failing.

I remember you came to my house with Huang to play, we played games, and then tricked Huang into wearing my skirt, we laughed and giggled, and then I never wore that skirt again.

Not long after, the road we went to school was blocked, some time ago, I and you sometimes went to the school to Xinyijia, sometimes to the back door of the district government to enter the school, we also played well with Liu Ya, and went to her house together.

Later, I felt that Xinyijia was closer, and you felt that the district government was closer, so we went to school separately.

When you're six years old, you're going to cram school, we spend less time together, you go to and from school with people I hate, and I've been angry for days.

Later, I also went to cram school, and I was in the same place as you, but we were at different paces, so different teachers taught separately, and after elementary school you would teach me to memorize the English you had memorized, and at that time my English level rose sharply. Going to cram school is also going to school together and coming back together. We also often buy spicy food, but often you pay for it.

By the way, I used to rub your pocket money, but you bought me something to eat, and we were often half a person. Later, I thought that it was not good for you to buy me food for me, and then I saved some money for breakfast to buy snacks to eat with you.

When I was in the cram school, you also told me that you borrowed 5 yuan from the ×× teacher, and you haven't paid it back yet!

Your family bought a computer, but there is no internet connection, and then your father gave you a stand-alone game called Theme Hospital, which I am playing now. At that time, I slept in your house, waiting for you to play that game round after round. From now on, your bed or floor will have a place for me.

Also, your family bought a dancing machine, and you showed it to me, but I haven't seen you play with it since.

Soon we were about to be in the first year of junior high school, to take the entrance examination of the experimental school, my mother began to help the two of us make up lessons, we only promised to listen to my mother's lectures without pretending to understand, but as soon as we did the questions, there were many loopholes. You also like to eat my mother's cooking, as soon as you arrive at my house, there is nothing to eat, so you take out the dishes made by my mother in the refrigerator and eat them.

After the first year of junior high school, I was admitted to the third middle school and the second middle school, and you were admitted. My mom asked your mom what school you went to. At the beginning, I wanted to go to the same school as you, so my mother said you were going to go to the third middle school, and I decided to go to the third middle school. Later, my mother said that you want to go to the second middle school again, and I thought carefully, we should also have our own life circle, so I chose to separate from you, and I went to the third middle school. Just this decision, I regret for a long time.

In the summer of the first year of junior high school, we signed up for cram school together again, we began to go to and from school together, and then we often sat together and talked to people left and right in class, and often flirted with others. There was a performance at the end where we practiced Jaylen's simple love at your grandmother's house, and you loved Jaylen more in the years that followed.

And your dad occasionally takes us to play. For example, the badminton court in the gymnasium, I am used to it. And swimming, I'm changing clothes in your dad's car, and you're helping me block it. I brought a lifebuoy, your dad didn't care about idle business, and then you taught, but you yourself are half a bucket, we just fluttered a few times, I still can't swim. But at that time, the water was clear and shallow.

In the second year of junior high school, we played an online game Wild Vegetable Tribe together, from the first ignorant understanding to the later open plug-in, simple and innocent screen, you also know your stupidity.

In the third year of junior high school, I bought a bicycle, and your father gave me a little space to put the motorcycle, so that I could put my bicycle. And then again, I accidentally broke the key in the lock...

There was also an early morning we agreed to run, get up at 6 o'clock and run back with you to Lou Xing Square, and then I went to the store again, I thought we were crazy, and then only insisted on it for more than a week.

And the new Kowloon we went to, the crazy selfie at a jewelry store, and the couple ring we bought. That's my gift to you. By the way, the ring you bought for me many years ago, I have been carrying it for many years, and then I lost it. Then we went to Kowloon to buy a couple ring, and I've always had a soft spot for rings ever since.

Later we played Tianlong Babu, then our exchange diaries, and then I slept with you in your house...

And the rabbit you raised in elementary school, it should be a mother's obedient, as long as I go to your house, I will play with it for a while. It was only later that it hung up, so I gave you a similar one in my freshman year. Obviously, when I bought it, I was very well-behaved with me, and you raised it wild, and your mother said that she wanted me to bring it back.

Later I went to Beijing with you.

I have played with many people, the zoo I went to with Brother Tang, the orange island with my sleepmates, Yueyang with Shao Shao, Guangzhou with my mother, meishan Dragon Palace with my parents, Wugong Mountain with my friends, and only Beijing, which I have been to, feel the best.

I feel like I'm your closest person, and I have more memories with you than your future man, more roads he's walked with you than he's walked with you, more landscapes than he's seen with you, and 5-20 years old he didn't have you.

Written in 2011, ten years ago.