Mother: Forgive me for this life of indulgence and love of freedom

If you want to describe my mother, the words simple and unpretentious, virtuous and simple are spoken in the current Internet buzzwords, which cannot be said to be exactly the same, but can only be said to be irrelevant. I thought that this kind of words are not the only ones in this world that are used for mothers, probably because in my eyes, she is a different bunch of fireworks.

She is not at all like the "post-70s" I know, she loves to dress up, love to bungee, love to travel, love to sing, like the words we introduced ourselves when we were young, if you have to use a sentence to summarize her in my heart, it should be "a lifetime of indulgence and love of freedom". I often heard her say, "If I die, don't bury me, and scatter my ashes into the sea after cremation, I want to walk freely in this world, without any constraints." Because we are buried here, talking about a burial, when I was a child, I always felt that she was talking about a, and now it seems that it should be a weak protest against life by a hot mother who is not willing to be willing to be two points and one line.

She always looks unreliable, the latest to hold the parent-teacher conference is her, there is a serious call never answered by no one is her, walking alone for most of the mountains and rivers without me is also her, le upside down show cooking skills but always paste pot after pot or she, but, perhaps from the child's unwarranted closeness to the mother, after getting angry, I still love her.

She is a very playful "girl", but also a very fasion girl, she will put on the parent-child costume with me when I am not a little bit, and then take me to catch grasshoppers, catch fish, tread water, barefoot girls run on the fields, mountains and forests, leaving grandma and father's "Yin Yin instructions" out of the clouds. When I was a child, there was no field at home, she took me to the village to steal soybean horns from other people's fields, so that I could also have the childlike fun of their time, just entered the university will not be treated, she took me to help the farmers, let me feel the happiness of "picking amaranth, thin words", "repeatedly tried" Heart is bored, she will take me to climb the mountains and look at the sea to see the grassland, let me know the beauty of heaven and earth, do not be confined to the eyes, poor physical quality, she will take me to the countryside, let me pull out the ground, pro-nature. She has her own parenting system, and I summarized it with the idea that "wild is more nutritious than domesticated, and you deserve it." When I was in college, I was actually asked, is it enough money to go to bars and nightclubs? When I didn't understand things, I thought she just loved to play, and by the way, I raised me, and when I grew up, I learned that this "girl" was also a mother for the first time, but she has been trying to love me and protect me in the way she thinks is the best. This role, she is also learning and doing, has been improving, and there is no doubt that she loves me very much, more than herself.

It is said that as a mother, her strength and open-mindedness are the places where I admire her the most. After the death of her father, she suddenly changed from a pampered little princess to the main backbone of the family, and when the family was immersed in the pain of losing relatives, she also needed to contact relatives and friends to do funerals, take the form, and deal with the outside world. Later, there were things that needed to be decided, there were troubles that needed to be solved, and she always had to go up to the top of her scalp, and no one could rely on it, nor could she rely on it. In fact, I know that she always secretly hides a person crying, but as soon as the door is opened, she is the optimistic and beautiful woman who loves the world. She is also very tolerant, wronged, she will go to the open place for a walk, go to the mountain stream to remove the turbidity, leave the negative energy to nature, come back with happiness and openness, and then she is the confident and open she. She has eyes that are good at finding beauty and happy to find the shining points of things, and when I complain or complain, she can always dig out the other side of the contradiction and let me accept it, and over time, I have become accustomed to this way of thinking. So far, I don't have any places that I can be proud of, only one thing that makes me very proud, is the perspective that my mother has established for me through long-term operation, and constantly honed my perspective of seeing the world and seeing all beings, which makes me not anxious about the hardships and tribulations in front of me, not for a few gossip, not for the normality of the world. Luckily, my mother continued, and I was working on it.

After leaving home, the way the mother expresses love has changed from sending a WeChat link to send a "distress signal sent by these places in the body" to a small video, the form has changed with the times, but the love has only increased, and the mother's love may often be hidden in these details.

Mother, she is willing to listen to my nagging tree hole, is the Du sister who can talk about emotional things, is the mother who allows me to be a child, and is also the different starlight in my heart.