As long as there is no mental problem, young adults will not leave a suicide note.
But the "black whirlwind" Zhao Xiaorui not only left a suicide note, but also left it three times.
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In 1956, Zhao Xiaorui was born in a factory compound in Qingdao, Shandong Province, where his father was a former soldier and later transferred to the factory to work in the factory.
Life is not so poor, not so rich, there are no legends, the family lives the life of ordinary people everywhere.
Next to the factory compound is the Qingdao Public Security Bureau compound, next door is the fire brigade station, Zhao Xiaorui has nothing to do to see the daily training of firefighters.
The firefighters were strong and covered in tendon meat.
At that time, Zhao Xiaorui was still very thin and weak, and he was full of yearning for the daily training of firefighters.
Day after day, it eventually evolved into firefighters training in the courtyard, and Zhao Xiaorui followed the training outside the hospital.
What do you practice?
What to practice.
Punching, running, swimming...
Gradually, Zhao Xiaorui fell in love with sports and wanted to become an athlete and win glory for the country.
He practiced all the popular sports, athletics, table tennis, basketball, badminton, football, weightlifting... I even learned wrestling for a while.
But even if he tries harder, his physical fitness is there, and the limit he can reach after trying his best is not as good as the average of professional athletes.
In the end, Zhao Xiaorui lost to reality and had to give up this wish.
If you are not a proper athlete, you always have to have a way out.
Zhao Xiaorui's family had a good neighborhood relationship, and one of the neighbors was a craftsman at that time, reaching the eighth level.
He almost watched Zhao Xiaorui grow up, treating him like his own son.
After Zhao Xiaorui nodded in agreement, he took Zhao Xiaorui to learn welding and taught him all his skills.
As a result, Zhao Xiaorui held the "athlete dream" and became a welding maintenance worker.
Until Zhao Xiaorui was 20 years old, things took a turn for the better.
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In 1976, Zhao Xiaorui's sister, who was planting seedlings in the countryside, was selected by the Shanghai Film Studio to become an actress.
He was very envious, it just so happened that his friend's brother wanted to apply for art colleges, and he also worshiped Mao Baichuan of the Qingdao Repertory Theatre as a teacher, so he followed him every day to rub classes.
Because of his very serious attitude towards the lectures, the content of the teacher's narration is also familiar to him, and Mao Baichuan is very optimistic about him.
With the encouragement of Mao Baichuan, Zhao Xiaorui applied for the Beijing Film Academy.
But unfortunately, that year, Nortel did not recruit new students in the acting department.
In order to be admitted to Nortel, he chose "Curve to Save the Country" and applied for the Directing Department.
The initial test was no problem, and the re-test was no problem, but he still did not get into Nortel as he wished.
The reason is simple, the enrollment is limited, he fell behind.
If he hadn't been admitted because of the big gap, he might not have been so upset, but he was just a little bit worse, which was worse than being completely hopeless.
Zhao Xiaorui was not reconciled, and in the autumn of the same year, before the China Youth Art Theater came to enroll, he made more complete preparations.
This time, only two new students were recruited, and Zhao Xiaorui was one of them.
Time is like an arrow, and he is already twenty-five or six years old when he steps out of the campus.
Like all bad luck graduates, Zhao Xiaorui couldn't find a job.
He auditioned everywhere, and there were no big people pulling him, so he had to start with the dragon set.
This boiling is 3 years.
In the past three years, the money earned from filming is not enough to feed and clothe, so he had to tighten his pants belt, pick up his old business, and shoot while working as a welder.
Until 1983, the director of the movie "Shaolin Layman Disciple" took a fancy to his strong body shape, let him play the role of Master Hengde, and starred in this kung fu movie with Fan Dongyu and He Qing.
Zhao Xiaorui finally survived, and in the same year, he had the opportunity to play with Chen Daoming, playing the bandit leader "Big Bald" in the movie "One and Eight".
Since then, he has starred in works such as "Agni Kong", "After the Decisive Battle", "The Gate of the Great Mansion" and other works, and the butler "Full of Red" in "Cannon Double Lights" has made him nominated for the Golden Rooster Award for Male Supporting Actor.
Before 1998, Zhao Xiaorui was not very famous;
After 1998, Zhao Xiaorui became famous throughout the country.
That's right, it's because of the old version of "Water Margin".
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Zhao Xiaorui starred in the role of "Black Whirlwind" Li Kui in "Water Margin", and when Li Kui was mentioned, the first thing that came to the audience's mind was his face.
But in fact, at the beginning, Zhao Xiaorui was invited to play Ruan Xiaoqi.
Casting assistant director Cui Dai found him after watching his play and handed him an invitation:
"If you can, you can try the play and play Ruan Xiaoqi."
Zhao Xiaorui came, and he seriously told the director that he wanted to play Li Kui.
A passing production director said:
"There are many people who want to play Li Kui, but you are still too thin."
In order to act, the old drama bones often lose dozens of pounds, and gain dozens of pounds.
Zhao Xiaorui was the one who was desperately trying to gain weight.
Not only him, but Zang Jinsheng, who plays "Lu Zhishen", is also desperately gaining weight with him, and the two of them are struggling to weigh each other up.
Zhao Xiaorui ate four meals a day, and sometimes he had to eat another meal when he got up in the middle of the night, and he vomited straight.
Of course, you can't just eat, Zhao Xiaorui has high-intensity physical training every day.
In that month, in addition to studying the script, he spent the rest of his time eating and training, and his weight soared from 75 kilograms to 91 kilograms, growing a full 32 kilograms of meat.
Speaking of those years, Zhao Xiaorui smiled and said:
"At that time, Lao Zang (Zang Jinsheng) and I were five or six eggs a day, and we would go out at night to shabu lamb. Lao Zang grew up quickly, so he often came to me to anger me, and spoke with a Tianjin flavor: 'Brother, I have grown up again.' ’”
Later, the two people were not compared, because the two gained weight to the point that they could not wipe their butts when they untied their hands.
Zhao Xiaorui once said that this drama is the most difficult scene he has ever filmed, and it is also one of the most dangerous scenes.
Difficult is difficult to gain weight significantly in a month, and the danger is dangerous in the process of filming is likely to die.
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There is a scene in "Water Margin" called "Li Kui Qishan Fighting Tiger".
Because the domestic special effects were very rough in the later stages, in order to ensure the quality of the TV series, when filming this scene, the crew and the circus borrowed several larger tigers.
But the big tiger in the circus has been domesticated, and there is no wild nature, and it cannot take the picture you want.
In desperation, the crew chose a young tiger that had not yet been domesticated to play with Zhao Xiaorui.
In the face of tigers, everyone will be afraid, and Zhao Xiaorui is no exception.
The director comforted him and bought him a 100,000 yuan insurance just in case, in case he lost his life because of the tiger, his family could get at least 100,000 yuan.
Zhao Xiaorui wrote the suicide note and put it away.
He also told Zang Jinsheng that if anything happened to him, he would send the suicide note to his home.
Fortunately, there were no accidents during the shooting, and once, the tiger jumped out of the iron cage wall, which frightened everyone, but fortunately, the professionals controlled the situation in time.
At that time, Zhao Xiaorui was the closest to the tiger, and when the tiger looked over, his heart beat wildly for a while:
"There was a real sense of martyrdom."
The scene of "Qishan Fighting Tiger" is one of the most dangerous scenes he has ever filmed, attention, just one.
In 1983, Zhao Xiaorui and his wife Cao Yumei stepped into the marriage hall.
They have no money in their hands, Zhao Xiaorui has not become famous, there is no bride price, no dowry, Cao Yumei's wedding dress is still borrowed from the married couple, and after the wedding, they must immediately return it to them waiting outside.
Zhao Xiaorui and his wife, who have just formed a family, are really poor, in order to give their wives better living conditions, Zhao Xiaorui took over the play of "Black Mountain Road".
Zhao Xiaorui originally did not want to pick up, because the danger factor was too high.
There is a scene that requires Zhao Xiaorui to fight with a vicious dog, and the vicious dog is a riot dog, which is fast and powerful, and the bite strength of the dogs is in the top few.
This riot dog has never lost a battle because of the environment in which it grew up, and the rope was almost bitten off when it was led.
Before filming, Zhao Xiaorui approached the dog, wanting to make it familiar with his smell, and it was best to cultivate feelings.
But as soon as he approached, the dog pounced on him, gritting its teeth, drooling, and issuing a low threatening roar.
Zhao Xiaorui gave up cultivating feelings, turned his head and went back to the gym, and wrote a suicide note.
It wasn't until filming began that one man and one dog met again.
In the process of Fighting with the dog, although there have been dog trainers around him, he still feels that he may be bitten and broken by it at any time, so he has been using his arm to attract fire and want to "abandon the car to protect the marshal".
They wrestled for 3 minutes, and Zhao Xiaorui was not injured because of his strong body, which was really lucky.
Three years later, Zhao Xiaorui took over the film "Tianyin".
Here, he played a role of marrying a Japanese wife, Liu Hainiu.
One of the scenes requires him to jump out of a speedboat that has been started into the sea.
Whether you can swim is not a problem, even if you can't swim, there are lifeguards waiting around during the shooting.
The problem is that the speedboat oar that has been started is running at high speed, and the water near the oar can easily roll Zhao Xiaorui into the oar.
The human body is very fragile, once involved, there is no time to rescue, serious injuries in a few seconds, and death in ten seconds.
After learning about the dangers, Zhao Xiaorui once again wrote a suicide note to his wife who was waiting for him to return home.
He had a hard life, and this time he survived again.
The experience of rubbing shoulders with the god of death three times made his wife Cao Yumei extremely afraid.
Under Cao Yumei's coercion and inducement, he no longer accepted similar scripts.
The two have been married for 39 years, during these 39 years, Zhao Xiaorui has never had a scandal, when it is time to shoot a scene, he rushes home to drink the soup cooked by his wife.
Nowadays, Zhao Xiaorui is old and rarely takes over the role.
Every day he played the piano at home, his wife danced on the side, and he was content.
"I like to watch my wife sing and dance, better than the stars."
Zhao Xiaorui said with a smile.
That's the life he wants.
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