In September 2020, the famous beauty writer Xiyan went to places such as Cangshan, Erhai, Shangri-La, etc., and also shared photos taken in these places. After that, from the photos she posted on social platforms, it is not difficult to find that her state of mind is far from the pleasure of domestic travel in 2020. As a result, she is more enthusiastic about traveling abroad.
Once, after a trip to Mexicali, Mexico, she was also very pleased with the scenery. In the border city of Mexico, after seeing the United States, Xiyan was completely obsessed. Even if it's just a stone's throw away from the United States, experiencing the high-speed Internet makes her excited and sighing.
She declares that she is embarking on a journey from which there is no turning back, and that all the past is like a phantom, all in vain. As a result, the little experiences and brilliant achievements she has accumulated in China have also turned into nothingness. She firmly believes that the course of life should be resolutely forward, and that other shore is the holy land in her heart - the United States.
On April 7, 2023, this day is like the dawn of dawn for Xiyan, and she finally stepped into the paradise of freedom in her heart - the United States. She fled from China, which once made her feel heavy and constrained, and bluntly said that night, when she stepped on American soil, the emotions in her heart burst out like a spring, enough to make her cry.
While sharing her change of mood, friends in the comment section congratulated her warmly, as if her choice was the only way to freedom. They praised the United States as a land of freedom, and without exception, they supported her to start a new chapter in her life in the United States. Unexpectedly, her parents had a completely different attitude. However, Xiyan was still unwilling to listen to her parents' advice, and resolutely set foot on the "paradise of freedom".
Not surprisingly, the cruel and ruthless reality of the United States, like a heavy hammer, smashed into Xiyan again and again, bringing her a deeper blow. In this strange land, Xiyan's once proud writing talent seems to have lost its former magic. She thought that with the power of words, she could write her own legend on the land of America. However, reality was like cold frost, freezing her dreams into ice. She couldn't find a suitable job, and even an easy job became out of reach.
In the predicament, Xiyan could only succumb to the pressure of reality, let go of the arrogance in his heart, and began a difficult career of food delivery. She rode a dilapidated electric car, shuttling through the bustling streets and alleys, sweat soaking through her clothes, but in exchange for a meager income.
After her friends in China learned about her food delivery in the United States, they felt that with her ability, she should not do such a job, and it was better to return to China for development. However, Xiyan himself is happy to deliver food, and praises the strength of the United States, and threatens to find his true self here.