Crush is a lemon candy

A wild rose

Two days ago, I was idle, and suddenly I talked to my girlfriend about our first encounter. We met in junior high school, and she was the culprit behind my crush becoming unrequited. From the moment we met, it was natural to talk about my first love, of course, it was my unilateral first love.

He was a year older than me, so although I met him in the first year of junior high school, he was already in his second year of junior high school. I often wonder, if we were the same age, would something different happen? I'm not sure, I don't know, but my first crush started at the beginning.

In fact, I don't quite remember how I liked him. I only remembered that I had the good fortune to be on the same floor for two years, and I could see him in the hallway after every class, or pretend to turn my head casually to see if he was in the class on the way to the toilet. To this end, I drank a glass of water every class, and then pulled my girlfriend to the toilet together after class, and then I thought about it, thanks to him, I developed a friendship with my girlfriend, after all, the friendship of girls usually starts from going to the toilet together.

If falling in love is a QQ candy, then the crush must be a lemon candy. It's sour, but it's sweet. That kind of sweetness, people who have not tasted it will not know. Falling in love is a matter of two people, while a crush is only a matter of one person. I remember very clearly that after I met him on the way to school by chance, I paid special attention to the time, and then for a month I pinched the point to pass through that street just so that I could follow him into the school. Because he bumped into his arms around the corner, he would keep the school uniform neatly in the closet, even if he sometimes had to wear a coat that had not yet dried to school. I will be in a good mood for a day because I see him, even if it is just to see him. It would be because his heart was pounding with him for a day, even though he might not know it at all. He would write his initials on his sleeves, even if the school strictly checked the scribbles on the uniform. The sweetness of a crush is not the same as the sweetness of falling in love, perfect because there is no intersection, perfect because it is not understood. I don't know what he has, he may not know me at all, but there is such a person that makes me even look forward to school.

But strictly speaking, I'm not a crush, I'm unrequited. The cause is my good girlfriend. At that time, we were in physical education class at the same time, and boys especially liked to play basketball, so he often ran down to play basketball after class. That day I went downstairs with my girlfriend, in the corridor I looked out the window, I saw him at a glance, I excitedly pointed out to my girlfriend, the girlfriend did not find it for half a day, and said: That is, you like him, so many people see him at a glance. I said yes, yes, I like him so much, he shines in so many people, biu flashed into my eyes, I saw it. She laughed at me and said okay you know, you like xxx the most (his name). As soon as the result was finished, we both heard someone laughing behind us, so we turned our heads to look at it, and the result! It was actually a few of his good brothers! It's really good brothers, the kind that get together every day... Can you imagine the embarrassment at the time? I really wanted to get into the ground minute by minute. Because they were a few good brothers together every day, I really didn't expect him to play basketball downstairs, and his brothers hadn't come downstairs yet. So in that physical education class, I was very uncomfortable, and I saw several of his brothers smiling at him while looking at our class. Since then, my crush has become unrequited. And I don't know why, but then the whole class knew that I liked him. At that time, the feelings were very simple, there would be no ridicule, some classmates asked me if I wanted his QQ, and some classmates told me some things about him. I was glad that at that time, I met the kind people who didn't laugh at or look down on me because of my crush, but instead did what they could to help me. However, he graduated immediately at that time, so I did not choose to confess, and it did not cause me or him any inconvenience. I still go to the bathroom every class, and I still turn my head every time I pass by. In the following year, these seemed to become habits, and even though he graduated, I would always look through the window, to see him in that window, to see the time that had passed.

I liked him from junior high school to senior year. He was my support in the most difficult time of junior and senior year, was the first person I really liked, liked it so much that I didn't want to go to school for a day in order to be able to meet him, liked it to praise all his talk after adding his QQ, liked it to establish a group for him on QQ and set up special care, liked it to every song he sang on the national K song I gave me all the flowers, liked it until I lost sleep all night after knowing that he had a girlfriend and then commented on 99...

In the year of graduation in his third year of high school, I sent a message to qq that he had not heard from for a long time. xxx, are you okay? Today I graduated, I am about to enter the university, to start a new life. Seeing that you and your girlfriend broke up, I was relieved to send these. I like you, seeing you for the first time from the first day of junior high school. Maybe you never knew that there was a person at school who went to the toilet in order to see you in every class, so that he could get stuck in the school behind you and click out of the house. I don't like physical education class at all, I don't like running at all, but thinking that you like to play basketball and get a perfect score in sports in the middle school entrance examination, I will be very motivated to run 800 as hard as I can. In the most difficult times, I will think about you, think about whether your college life is good or not, think about whether you have a new girlfriend, and think that you are smiling happily with your brother in your school uniform in junior high school. Thank you for giving my life hope. There is nothing else to tell you this, just to tell you that there is a person who has watched you silently for 6 years, and you have supported my most difficult 6 years.

Crush is like a lemon candy, sour, but also sweet. Later, looking back on this time, I never regretted liking him, and I never regretted not confessing. Crush is a matter for me alone, like chasing stars, in fact, just to find a faith in my life, to find a support, because I have not contacted him, nor do I understand him, but this does not prevent me from liking him. I don't know if I will like a person for 6 years in the future, but, Mr. Z, thank you for leaving a beautiful stroke in my youth, and thank you for adding some color to the boring study life at that time. Good luck, Mr. Z. Not all crushes can be rewarded, but hopefully in the future look back on that time, there is no regret but happiness. Oh, forgot to say, he replied to me that day and he said, thank you. I said, I just want to thank you.

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