The red exclamation marks on the screen seemed to remind me what kind of clown I was

The December sky was already snowing, and the bone-chilling cold pierced into my palms, and I stared at the lit screen in a daze, my mind blank.

The red exclamation marks on the screen seemed to remind me what kind of clown I was.

In order to make up the 1 million bride price, just yesterday, my parents and I sold the only house in the family, and we were about to propose to Cheng Niannian happily after getting back together.

During the day, she still called me by my nickname tenderly and sweetly, but at night she left a sentence indifferently - [If you want to get back together, you have to lick me like before].

I covered my face, tears finally slipping from between my fingers.

My parents were still looking forward to me taking Cheng Niannian home for the New Year, and I was preparing for the Chinese New Year's Eve dinner two months in advance, but at this juncture, Cheng Niannian suddenly deleted me!

The crowded pedestrians on the street passed by me, and I heard small and small pointers, and they all said, "Look, why is there a big man crying on the side of the road?"

The phone vibrated faintly in my frozen hand, and I quickly stopped crying, suppressed my choked crying, and picked up the phone.

"Hey, son, it's Mom. ”

A familiar local voice came from the other end of the phone, and I tried to pull out a smile and responded eagerly, "Mom, what's wrong?"

"Hey, it's not almost the New Year, Mom wants you to ask if there are any taboos every year......"

I guess I must be laughing worse than crying.

How disappointed I would have been if I had told my mother that she had deleted me every year.

"She doesn't eat coriander, she loves fish and crabs. ”

Every time I go to eat grilled fish with Cheng Niannian, I always take chopsticks to pick out the fish bones one by one, and then clip them into her bowl, and occasionally miss a thorn, she can scold me for a long time.

"If you want it, you have to get it, by the way, son, you and Nian Nian hurry up and settle the marriage. I envy Aunt Li for having her eldest grandson with her for a long time!"

Yes, I'm almost 30 years old, and my mother has been looking forward to me starting a family for years......

"Mom, there are a lot of people on my side, I'll call you when I get back. ”

I finally couldn't say any more, so I hurriedly found an excuse to hang up.

The bitter taste spread in my heart, and I dangled to the corner and lit a cigarette.

In order to save money to buy bags and cosmetics for Cheng Nian Nian, I have always smoked the cheapest cigarettes.

Now, I choked on the smoke and coughed up tears, but in my teary eyes, I trembled and pointed out my avatar for the year after year, and humbly sent a friend request.

[Year after year, let's get back together, and I will be as good to you as before.] 】

I began to pursue Cheng Nian Nian again.

She likes to eat strawberries with their tips, so I don't leave strawberry butts.

She likes to eat melon seeds, so I peeled a whole bag of melon seeds with my bare hands, even if my fingers were swollen for three whole days.

She loves to watch edge videos, so I specially helped her collect them and put them in a collection, so that she could see more of them, which is good for the breasts.

She loved roses, so I personally picked ninety-nine red roses for her and sent them to her arms.

Cheng Niannian is right, love is often indebted, it must be that I am not good enough to leave me.

Gradually, Cheng Niannian was moved by my sincerity, she actually took the initiative to talk to me, and she would care about me and let me not work too hard.

I think that as long as I continue to be so nice to her day in and day out, she will definitely see my sincerity.

A month later, I asked Cheng Niannian if she could go home with me for the New Year, but she asked me to hand in my salary card, saying that I wanted to manage the accounts in advance, but I didn't give it because I didn't love her enough.

I begged her if she could get engaged and then hand over the salary card to her, but Cheng Niannian took out the breakup to threaten me, saying that her best friend's boyfriend took the initiative to hand in the salary card as soon as they got together, why can't I?

It's not that I don't love her enough, but I know that Cheng has a bad problem of spending ahead of time every year, and if I give her my salary card, I'm afraid not only won't be able to save a penny, but I may also owe it.

I crouched in the corner and smoked a full pack of cigarettes, and in the smoke filled the air, I remembered my mother's expectant eyes.

I really couldn't bear to disappoint my mother again, and I didn't want to give those relatives a chance to laugh at my mother for raising a useless son, so I gritted my teeth and gave my salary card to Cheng Niannian.

Cheng Niannian took the card, took my hand and called my husband, saying that I was so good to her, and turned around and took the money in the card to buy two luxury bags.

One package will cost me three months' salary.

But I didn't dare to say more, for fear that she would turn her face and not recognize anyone, and she would break up with me when she turned her head.

At the rate at which she spends money, it is estimated that the money in my salary card will not be spent by her in a short time.

Fortunately, I kept it behind and secretly hid a bank card to pay for the expenses of going home for the New Year.

Otherwise, I'm afraid I won't even have the money to wrap red envelopes.

When the time comes, those relatives may not be able to point fingers at me behind my back.

In a trance, I remembered the past Cheng Nian Nian.

Cheng Niannian, who I first knew, was obviously not such a girl.

Cheng and I met in college, and I fell in love with this girl with black hair and long skirt at first sight, and I ate instant noodles for three months, spent all the savings in my pocket, and finally caught up with her.

At that time, she was shy and shy, and even holding hands with me on the street would blush to the point of being overwhelmed.

When I kissed Cheng Niannian for the first time, I was so excited that I couldn't sleep all night, and all my dreams were about her flushed cheeks.

But after graduating, everything changed.

Cheng began to envy those girls who were exquisitely dressed and beautiful, and she began to become worldly and materialistic, and began to pursue those brand-name bags and high-priced cosmetics.

She didn't want to wear fifty dollars of cheap canvas shoes anymore, but wanted five thousand pieces of designer diamond-encrusted heels in the window.

I used the money I saved from my salary of a few thousand dollars to satisfy her desires, but her desires swelled more and more, and gradually became a black hole that I could not fill.

In the end, when I wanted to talk about marriage with Cheng Niannian, she actually asked me for a sky-high bride price of 1 million.

I finally couldn't bear it anymore, so I broke up with her.

Half a month after the breakup, Cheng Niannian took the initiative to turn back and said that she couldn't forget me.

But Cheng Cheng's compound condition year after year is to make me more and more like her licking dog.

I have sold the house in exchange for a million bride price, if I don't marry Cheng Niannian, how can I explain to my parents?

I had to bow my head again, grovel and lick her, begging her for her meager love.

Even my brothers spit on me, saying that I am a love brain licking dog, eating instant noodles every day to support Cheng's luxurious life every year, and I really don't look like a man.

But I can't lose her anymore, I really can't afford to gamble, I don't dare to bet, if I leave Cheng Niannian, who wants to be with a waste like me who is old and has achieved nothing?

So, I became more and more kind to Cheng every year, not only handed in my salary card, but also took care of all the housework at home, and spoiled her as a princess.

However, even though I have reached this point, Cheng Nian Nian is flirting with my colleagues behind my back.

She missed her mobile phone while taking a shower, and I saw a message popping up on the screen of the mobile phone, and it was a strange man I didn't know and asked her: [Nian Nian, haven't you washed yet? I'm waiting for you at Shenghe Hotel 502. 】

Cheng Niannian had just finished taking a shower, his hair was still dripping, and he was in a hurry to go out with his mobile phone.

Uncharacteristically, I stopped her and asked her to unlock her phone and check the chat history for me.

She furrowed her brows, clutched her phone tightly in her hand, and looked puzzled, "Lin Baisen, what are you crazy about?

"Every year, I don't believe you, I just want to see it. ”

Cheng Niannian crossed his waist with one hand and hid his mobile phone behind him with the other, "If you really believe me, don't check my phone, I'm the most annoying for others to check my phone." ”

Normally, I never rebelled year after year, but when I thought of that strange man's words, I felt like ten thousand arrows pierced my heart, and my heart seemed to be pinched by countless hands, and I couldn't breathe.

I coaxed her softly and held her wrist, "Nian Nian, just this once, can you show me once......"

Cheng Niannian slapped my hand away impatiently, "I'm still in a hurry to go out, don't pester me!"

Her phone rang instead.

Cheng Niannian was stunned for a moment, and I immediately snatched her mobile phone and picked it up.

The man on the other end of the phone complained lazily, "Nian Nian, you take a bath so slowly, I can't wait until I fall asleep......"

Sure enough, it's the man!

Qi and blood surged, my face was blue, and I only felt that my head was covered with green grasslands.

Cheng Niannian's face turned pale, she bit her lip and defended in a low voice: "Husband, you listen to my explanation." ”

"Don't explain it to me, tell him!" I roared, shoving my phone into her hand.

Cheng Niannian picked up the phone and said solemnly: "Wang Yuan, don't pester me in the future, I have a boyfriend." ”

After finishing speaking, Cheng Niannian hung up the phone, lay on my shoulder and cried.

"Husband~ He has been pestering me in the company, I thought that you were under a lot of pressure at work, so I didn't tell you, for fear that you would worry about me. ”

"Unexpectedly, he had to take an inch and ask me to go to the hotel, I don't know who he thinks I am!"

The more Cheng Nian talked, the more excited he became, and the more heartbreaking he cried.

"I, I wanted to make it clear to him this time, I don't want to entangle with him anymore......"

I see.

I just said, Nian Nian is such a good girl, how can she cuckold me?

I patted her on the back, guilt welling up in my heart, "Nian Nian, I shouldn't have misunderstood you." ”

"It's okay, it's good for my husband to have me in his heart. ”

Cheng Niannian kissed me on the cheek, smiling with tears, "I love my husband the most." ”

The New Year is approaching, and I take Cheng Nian Nian back to my hometown for the New Year.

My hometown is in the countryside, the roads are muddy, and Cheng Niannian was afraid of soiling her designer shoes, so I was asked to carry her on my back and walk on the winding country roads step by step.

When my mother saw me carrying Cheng Niannian home for the New Year, she was very happy, and she killed chickens and ducks early and prepared a table of good dishes.

Cheng Nian is a good girl who grew up in the city, and her mother has always liked her, and she whispers in my ear all day long that I should marry her as soon as possible.

In my mother's eyes, a man can only start a business if he starts a family first, and my top priority now is to marry Cheng Nian Nian with peace of mind.

Even though my mother had cleaned up the house in advance and added some new furniture, Cheng Nian was still not satisfied, and she also complained about it, saying that the home I grew up in was useless.

But after all, she grew up in the city, maybe it was just a difference in the growth environment, so I endured it and kept calming her emotions.

But I didn't expect that my concession was only exchanged for Cheng getting worse year after year.

At the Chinese New Year's Eve banquet, Cheng Niannian pointed at my nose and scolded me for being a waste in front of all my relatives because I missed a fish bone.

Cheng Niannian flicked his chopsticks and snorted coldly: "Lin Baisen, this is the third time you have missed the fish bones, but it is only three times, you really don't care about me at all!"

My relatives, who had been chattering about their daily routines, stopped silently, and their curious or pitying eyes fell on me, making me feel breathless.

In front of the public, I didn't want to make the situation too ugly, so I had to hold Cheng Niannian's hand and beg her in a low voice, "Niannian, let's go back and talk about ......"

Cheng Niannian thought that I must be weak-hearted, so he shouted more vigorously.

"What can't be said here, Lin Baisen, you have been working for seven or eight years, and your salary is still only four or five thousand. What's wrong with scolding you?

Relatives began to blatantly turn heads and ears in front of me, and their whispers reached my ears like countless silver needles piercing my heart.

The mother was so angry that her chest rose and fell, and the father blushed and frowned into the word "Sichuan".

Everyone is looking at our family's jokes.

Cheng Niannian pushed me, held his head high, and said in an arrogant tone, "Lin Baisen, are you dumb?"

A nameless fire burst from my chest, I was dizzy, I slapped the table and got up, and directly overturned the table, spilling soup and water all over the table, and my relatives all looked at me in shock.

I slapped Cheng Niannian hard, almost hysterically and roared: "Cheng Niannian, you get out of me!"

Cheng Niannian was slapped by me and fell to the ground, and the overturned soup on the table spilled on her newly bought dress, and some even splashed on her head, making her look very embarrassed.

Cheng Niannian's right face floated with blood-red slap prints, tears fell from her eyes in strings, she half-knelt on the ground, crying silently, really pitiful.

In normal times, I was reluctant to let her shed even a tear.

But now, when I look at her pretending to be pitiful, I feel nothing but disgust.

When my relatives saw Cheng Nian crying every year, they turned their heads and persuaded me not to have trouble with my girlfriend on this reunion day.

I just sneered, and just pointed at my nose every year and scolded me for being a waste, but I didn't see what this group of "good relatives" said.

Now that Cheng is crying every year, they are busy being good people and mud?

Seeing that I didn't move, my mother let out a long sigh and helped Cheng Niannian up, "Alas, Parson, let's eat." ”

I couldn't eat a bite of this troublesome Chinese New Year's Eve dinner.

I was completely dead to Cheng Niannian, so I said to her word by word: "Cheng Niannian, let's break up." ”

Open Douyin and search for the "Bingyan Story Meeting" applet, enter the password "846", and you can read it!