Qingwei commemorates Wang Xiaobo and reads his love story

Qingwei commemorates Wang Xiaobo and reads his love story

Li Hengchang

Wang Xiaobo's "Love You Like Loving Life" was published with a lot of controversy that year, and many people said that love is their privacy and should not be taken to the public. However, I personally think that good things can be shared, although it is something that Wang Xiaobo does not want, but it is also a good way to remember this master again and appreciate his declaration of love as a mortal.

"Love You Like Loving Life" is a separate version of the collection of letters of the romantic knight Wang Xiaobo and his wife Li Yinhe, which contains some of their letters, most of which can be called love letters. This book is a pure book that embodies Chinese free purity and romantic feelings. From this, we can see that Wang Xiaobo is a person who is both romantic and dedicated. Not only that, but we can also see the love ideas and ideas of a romantic and a liberal.

So, in Wang Xiaobo's case, what exactly is love? From his letters, we find that love is first and foremost a beacon, a candle of the spirit. He wrote in "The Poet's Love": "This time I always think: love, love. Don't be surprised: love, it's you. "When you were not in front of me, it was as if there was a foggy, dark sea in front of me, and I knew you were on an island in front of me, and I shouted: 'Love! Love! It is as if I have heard your answer: 'Love'." "Since I am a sad knight, how can I not have a battle horn, so I shouted stupidly: 'Love, love!'" "What is it that gives direction and strength to those who are confused in the sea, what gives the sentimental people a war horn and a banner, in Wang Xiaobo, there is only the most sincere, heartfelt love." Coincidentally, in a "crooked poem" written by Wang Xiaobo to Li Yinhe, Xiaobo also expressed this idea of love. He said: You are my comrade-in-arms / Therefore I miss you / When I cross all that has fallen / When I go to war for eternity / You are my flag. This is the place of love, in Xiao Bo's mind.

The love between Wang Xiaobo and the Galaxy is a rare love in the world. Love brings them happiness, and love also quietly changes Xiaobo, so that he constantly improves himself, enriches himself, and improves himself. In this sense, love is conscience. During Li Yinhe's meeting in the south, Xiaobo told her: "I found out that I am a bad boy, and your father said it is not bad at all." But I am not broken now, I have a conscience, and my conscience is you. It's true. "I remembered the words you persuaded me to say. I will certainly show you my true heart in the future. Why the future? Ah, I'm better off in the future than I am now, and I'm sure of that. Don't force me to tell you my bad points. Please forgive this manly vanity. I'm going to remove the bad in secret, and I'm going to improve myself. I want to be perfect for you. In another letter, Xiao Bo said: "I am not loving you for the sake of ceremony, I am serious about loving you." When I got serious, I felt that I was not bad, and my life was really not bad. Really, maybe not bad, I think the confidence is here. As a liberal, in the eyes of some people, Xiaobo has many problems and is a "bad person." Xiao Bo himself modestly calls himself "bad" and sometimes feels that life is also bad. What changed that made Xiaobo serious, serious, and feel that life was not bad? It turned out to be love, the charm and magic of love. Some people say that the country is easy to change, and the nature is difficult to move. It seems that nature is not unmovable, but that it has not found a powerful weapon to change it. In Wang Xiaobo, love is a powerful weapon to change yourself. Because, in his mind, love is conscience. We see that in the love between Wang Xiaobo and Li Yinhe, conscience becomes the balance of perfection of the soul, sincere love, like a candlelight in the dark night, illuminating the earth, bringing light, warmth and happiness to people.

Reading "Loving You Like Loving Life" will make people feel strongly that Wang Xiaobo is not a romantic hippie, on the contrary, he is a very responsible person, especially for love, and has a very strong sense of responsibility. Because, in his dictionary, love also means responsibility. After making sure that he really loved Li Yinhe, he said to her: "What I want to say is: as long as we really love each other, even if it is only one day, an hour, we should not have another day of two cuts." Maybe you won't love me in the future, maybe you'll leave me, but I will always be responsible to you (and I hope you will be responsible), that is, all your suffering will always be mine. The power of society is great, right? No overwhelming force can stop the mutual help of two people who have loved each other. I feel like I love you, and from now on, I can't be indifferent to you at any time. I can't approve of love with a little responsibility inside. Here, Xiaobo sincerely expressed to the people he loved deeply that love is the sense of responsibility that everything is responsible. In another letter, Wavelet says, "You are my heaven, but I am your hell." I've brought you too much pain and annoyance. He was genuinely troubled by the fact that he could not bring happiness and happiness to his love, which showed his sense of responsibility. Practice afterwards has proved that Xiaobo is a loyal person in love and a person who dares to take on the responsibility of love. The only regret is that he did not take due responsibility for his own health, so that his beloved person lost his most beloved person very early.

The theory is that under the influence of Master Russell, Xiaobo was a very rational person. In the face of anything, he maintained a sense of sobriety and firmness. Only in the face of love, Xiaobo is like a changed person. Love makes him unconfident, love makes him waver, love makes him restless. He said: "I feel very stuffy every day after you are gone, like Don Quixote, and I miss Dacinia in Toposo every day. Please don't think I'm using Darcinia as an analogy. If I were to make a joke of you, it wouldn't be okay. I'm just saying that I'm like the sad knight who suffered from lovesickness now. "Am you angry that I'm talking so nonsense?" But I really love you, as long as you are willing to listen, I will keep talking, like a fool? "I've been thinking all day, let's go by today, the faster the days go by, the sooner Li Yinhe will come back." Don't think that this is fleshy, the truth is not numb. "I reneged on my word and wrote to you again. It is said that there are many people in the world. But I lay sick for a day today, and I couldn't sleep at night, and I had a chattering problem, and no one came to listen to me. "Today is already the beginning of June. But I don't know where you are. Maybe on the way home. I hope so, Amen! From XiaoBo's words, we can deeply perceive the great magic of love, love makes him "magic way", and also sees his sincerity.

For a liberal, love is the wind of freedom, but also an understanding and respect. Although Xiaobo loves each other deeply, he has always given the other party free space and will never force and occupy. Because, Xiaobo knows very well that love, too much love, often causes harm. To truly love each other, you should "love what I love" with a free heart. He said: "Of course I object to it becoming a shackle, and I cannot agree that it is a banquet. I thought it was something I could never forget. For example, if you don't love me in the future, then you will leave me, but don't forget it. This is something that should not be forgotten. "If you want to, I will always love you, and if you don't want to, I will always miss each other." By the way, always 'lovesickness' you. It can be believed that this is the great love of life and the true meaning of love. Coming out of Xiaobo's letters, we understand more about the meaning of love.