Shared by: Zhang Xiaoyan
Life Wisdom Growth Journey:
"Wisdom of Life" First Order No. 84
"Heart Transfer" First Order No. 14
Hello everyone, I am Zhang Xiaoyan from Chengdu. In February, the 85th course of the first order of "Life Wisdom", this time re-entering the course, deeply felt the compassion and love of Teacher Bao, who is responsible for every life.
When Teacher Bao talked about the impact of "document packages" on career, wealth, marriage, health, and parent-child relationships, he asked in a deep and profound way: Think about what "document packages" you have created for your children? This reminds me of a scene, when the child was 6 years old, our family had just moved to Chengdu, my husband and I had a big fight in front of the child, which scared the child, so in his young mind, he felt that it was caused by the move, and the child cried while saying: "What is Chengdu, Chengdu is not good, break Chengdu." I felt very heartbroken and sad at that moment.
Since then, this "broken" "document bag" has been reincarnated in the child's life. When the school sports meeting let the child take the oath on behalf of the athlete, he did not go; in 2018, the child was admitted to Hainan University, we recommend that the child re-read, the child's grades were very good, but in the college entrance examination, he forgot a few questions and did not do it, all this beautiful was "broken" ... We don't reflect on ourselves.
I walked into the Course of Mind Home from March last year and studied with Mr. Bao. With the help of seniors and family members, I kept looking back at myself, letting go of the confrontation with my parents, and connecting with my parents with my heart; letting go of the competition with my husband, understanding, surrendering, and thanking my husband for silently paying to support a home; grateful for the child's situation to let me correct; my body is getting better, sleep quality and mentality are getting better and better. Looking at my change, my mother actually asked to go to Teacher Bao's class.
In the study of the first-order course of "Wisdom of Life", I came with my mother. In the course, my mother listened to Mr. Bao's lectures like a primary school student. Through study, my mother learned that her illness is related to emotions, that yellow leaves are not a problem with leaves, that it is necessary to find the reason for the roots, and to help others accumulate blessings.
On the third day, Teacher Bao found a gap to chat with her mother for a while, and told her mother about the incident of her cerebral infarction, telling her to let go of her resentment. Mom was very happy, she slept very well that night, and she knew that she had not been able to sleep all night before that. The second morning, mom's fasting blood glucose was 8.8, which was the first blood glucose value in three years, and the previous fasting blood sugar was around 16. Mom was very happy, and Dad learned about the damage of bad emotions to the body.
On the way back to Chengdu, I sorted out the corresponding rules taught by Teacher Bao, and suddenly recalled a scene, which was an incident that happened when I was a child, and I finally found my own "file bag". It has too much impact on my career, wealth, marriage, health, parent-child relationship, I don't want anything, I don't want anything, I exclude leadership, I escape from beautiful things, I always feel that I don't deserve the love of my family, I don't deserve to have such a good husband and children, I am the stupidest and most stupid person, it turns out that all this is "file bag" at work. As long as I see it, I can change, and I believe that through later learning to change, my life will cross these obstacles.
In the past few days when I returned home, my mother had a heartfelt smile on her face, and she also shared with her family what Teacher Bao said about talking well and helping others. Her bad mood has also decreased, her appetite, sleep have improved, and her blood sugar has improved.
Thanks to the silent efforts of Teacher Bao and the seniors, grateful for the help of my family, grateful to Mr. Wang Bin for introducing me to the "Wisdom of Life" course, thank you family, we grew up together.