I love you for ten years as a day precipitation, let go of all the blue sea and blue sky for you.
Tell me a real thing that happened to my friend, of course, this matter has not yet ended.
I have a friend, let's call him Ah Qing. When I was fifteen years old, when I was studying, I met a female netizen through my friends, and at that time, League of Legends had just become a mess in China, and Ah Qing was the female netizen who met through the game.
At first, Ah Qing only accompanied the female netizen to play games on the Internet, and then the relationship slowly became acquainted, only to learn that her name was Sally, three years older than Ah Qing, and Ah Qing was not in the same city, but it was not far away.
When I was young, my feelings were sometimes so sincere, after Ah Qing and Sally met through the game, they probably chatted on WeChat for two years, and once on Labor Day, Ah Qing asked me to accompany him to Sally's city, which was actually not far away, probably more than two hundred kilometers.
I originally wanted to refuse, but I couldn't resist Ah Qing's begging, so I accompanied Ah Qing to embark on the train in City B.
I remember very well that day, the weather was very good, after arriving in city B, we were about to drink milk tea in a water bar, the lighting of the water bar was very dim, we sat in a small private room, the outside was separated by curtains, the atmosphere was great.
At first, in my opinion, I only thought that Ah Qing wanted to meet female netizens, and I was not very optimistic about the results of online love.
But unexpectedly, the results of the back did exceed my expectations too much.
That night, we found a hot pot restaurant and ate a very light hot pot, that was the first time I ate such a light hot pot, I just felt that the hot pot was unremarkable, and I didn't have any feelings for Sally, I just thought she looked quite big, more mature, more hot and straightforward, very suitable for being a friend.
I've almost forgotten what we said that day when we ate hot pot, and I just remember that after eating, we went to the KTV to sing.
Ah Qing sang Cantonese songs affectionately, the song was beautiful and deeply rooted in people's hearts, I looked at Sally, she looked at Ah Qing, there seemed to be light in her eyes. On that day, Sally's local friends came back, and Qing felt uncomfortable, pulled me out of the door, closed the account, and left.
Maybe the love at that time was so impulsive and sensual, without any color of reality, that it seemed so vigorous.
Of course, I don't seem to have said how the love between them is so strong, even now, I occasionally ask Ah Qing how he loved Sally so much in the first place, he can't say why, maybe there are not so many reasons and excuses for loving someone.
After we returned to the hotel that night, Ah Qing told me that I was going back tomorrow, which was a sad place. At that time, I could see that Ah Qing was quite interesting to Sally.
What about Sally? I think there are too.
At twelve o'clock in the morning, Sally sent a message to Ah Qing, asking him to climb Phoenix Mountain tomorrow, which is a well-known mountain in B City. That day Ah Qing accompanied Sally through the road, perhaps the most he had walked so far in his life.
They walked from the foot of the mountain to the foot of the mountain, and from the foot of the mountain to the city. They talked a lot, and Sally said that her family was now ready to let her go on a blind date, but she didn't like blind dates and only wanted to be free.
That night, Ah Qing gave his first time to Sally.
Falling in love with someone is sometimes crazy and emotional.
Ah Qing said, "Why don't we play here for two more days?" Just like playing with me for two days, I have never liked someone so much in my life. ”
I told Ah Qing: "She is still in love with her blind date, strictly speaking, she is an underground affair with you, and you have no future and no reality." ”
Ah Qing said, "I know, but just play for two days, how about it?" ”
I said yes.
In the days that followed, we spent two more days in City B, and now we think of nothing more than eating, drinking, singing, and pressing the road. Driven by alcohol, the limited rationality of human beings has long since disappeared, and only sensibility can cure the already fragile self-esteem.
On the night of the separation, we went to eat the very famous casserole in B City, Sally ate at the blind date's house, and Ah Qing drank half a pound of plum wine alone, and Ah Qing smiled and said that it was the best plum wine he had ever drunk.
That was Ah Qing's first trip to City B, and it was also the beginning of his later vigorous love story, and this story has not ended until now.
I also learned later that Ah Qing went to City B several times by himself, when Sally was in a bad mood, when Sally needed companionship, when Sally was on her birthday, and when Sally told him: It is impossible between us.
I was thinking that I had never paid so much for a woman like Ah Qing, but I had never been like Ah Qing, after separating from Sally, my temperament had changed so much that I was not even willing to give my heart anymore.
Changes in a person's personality are often caused by people in the environment.
Ah Qing said that he later went alone to City B, without telling Sally that in the Phoenix Mountain where they had walked, a person was drinking on the mountain in the early morning, sleeping on the mountain when he was drunk, and when he woke up, his wallet was stolen, and he sneaked back alone.
Love says that on Sally's birthday, a man sneaks off to City B without telling Sally. Downstairs at Sally's house, from noon until more than one o'clock in the morning, watching Sally come home accompanied by friends, watching the lights of Sally's house turn on and go dark.
I asked Ah Qing, why don't you tell Sally and don't tell her you're here?
Ah Qing said, I don't want to say.
Now most of the love is urban, secular, few people can pay silently for each other without asking for returns, today's love is mostly thinking, pay a sum, return two, when the girl said, I do not lack food and clothing, why do I want to go out with you to have a meal, the boy is saying, I make money to make more money, so that you can use money to solve love, rather than use time to solve love.
This is an era of material supremacy, and spiritually, we are mostly withered.
Later, Sally told Ah Qing that you are still too young and not mature enough, and I like you, but we are not suitable.
Ah Qing said that I lost half my life for Sally, and now, I am alive.
Why does love have to be vigorous? Whose life is not full of passions and six desires, sweet and sour?
Last month, Ah Qing told me that Sally had drunk too much that night, and called Ah Qing and said, "I want to make a baby with you." ”
Ah Qing said, "If it were then, I would have agreed without hesitation, but now, I have already put her down." ”
I think Ah Qing should have never let go of Sally, but now Ah Qing has become more realistic. Each of us will become realistic and become considerive of the heaviness of life, rather than just seeing the beauty of life.
I love you for ten years as a day precipitation, let go of all the blue sea and blue sky for you. Ah Qing let go, but Sally did not see the blue sea and blue sky.
end.