Today, I was talking to a friend who was a prison guard and listening to him, and those who once had unlimited scenery and power outside, the biggest blow after breaking the law and going to prison was the psychological gap.
Listening to him talk about the prison he managed, there was once a prisoner who was once the head of an important department, and at that time, he could be seen both on television and in various meetings. And frequently appear in the local major media, wherever they go, they are also followed by a large group of people who are in front of and behind, which is also a very brilliant and dazzling person. Listening to the prison guard friend, anyone who could invite this person to a meal at that time was particularly honored. He later broke the law because of dereliction of duty and bribery, and on the first day he entered the prison, he did not eat or speak for a day, and sat there in a daze, and the prison leaders considered his identity and the particularity of the case, and did not lock up with other ordinary prisoners, but only detained with two or three non-criminal criminals, of course, the purpose was also to mediate his ideological gap and mood swings. Later, the prison guards found that he could not sleep all night, within a few days people were thin and not like the look, the hair also turned white, the prison guards in the chat with him, but also knew that he had finished the problem, but found that his psychological gap, the blow to him is too big, when he and people nagging, still always thinking about how before? The reason why his gap is so large is because since he went to prison, no one has come to see him, including his children, wives, relatives, and even the seven aunts and eight aunts, because in his mind, he believes that these people are all people who have benefited from the power in his hands. What was even more difficult for him to accept was that after his judgment came down, his daughter-in-law divorced him and led the children to the province. He had depression in less than a year, and he couldn't do it for a few years.