#当年你情窦初开爱过的那个人现在怎么样了, whenever midnight dreams about him or her, is it heartache or hate #Over time has been released, I was rejected by her

#当年你情窦初开爱过的那个人现在怎么样了, whenever Midnight Dream remembers him or her, is it heartache or hate #Over time it has been released, and I am rejected by her. Ignorant of the age, liked for many years. Since then, I seem to have changed to have no feelings for girls. Over the years, I have also experienced some feelings that are not unforgettable, it seems that I have not used my heart, and every time it is perfunctory. Going through so much is no longer the impulsiveness and immaturity of being young. It may have been that I wasn't good enough to be good enough to be a good woman. When I was young and naïve, the seeds of love were kicked at a hard time just after they sprouted, and it may be that I was not strong enough [covering my face] so that I became bent. Fortunately, the boyfriend is not bad now, but his family does not disagree with us together. After seven years of ups and downs, the dog blood plot has happened to me again. His family asked him to get married and have a child, which put me in a dilemma, do I insist or give up? I don't plan to get married in my life, as long as I stay with him plainly, I don't need any commitment.